lazy slob kid get heroin smuggling charges

yo,

the title.. that's to describe me, sadly.

I was sloppy. or.. so it seems.

I'm not sure my exact reason for writing this post, besides possibly warn some of you and encourage more to be increasingly on your toes.

I was recently supposed due in court (cut the story, but.. I got the whole ordeal postponed), facing charges of over a hundred counts of smuggling (!!) drugs of..pretty much every lil thing you can imagine, LSD,Shrooms,MDMA but mainly Heroin, Crystal methamphetamine and Benzodiazepines (not necessarily in that order:P).

Also, they are not counting the seized heroin as separate ones, but they combine it.. so presented in court as one big thing (lol wtf:).

I haven't even left my room, know nada about smuggling.. yet here I am, and despite my lawyer says I should not be surprised to get half year in jail and "most likely, almost certainly" will be found guilty based only on so-called "circumstancial evidence" -- they have no solid, hard proper evidence on me.

There have repeatedly been groups of armed thugs storming the place (squads of cops .. varying methods used each time), had all electronics seized (computers etc.). Apparently also ppl in the area (when/where I don't know..) documenting foot steps in the snow with cameras etc (how often do they get to document foot steps over relatively long distances accurately to use as evidence at night/morning before any car tire tracks ruins it.... very rare, which tells me theyve been very active.

I also found out I have been under surveillance for many years now. I was an active user of the markets since the initial SR, and came aboard within the very first few months. I've remained nearly as active ever since. My drops have varied (not my own, or related..), but been .. "not too far".. of a walk, and (almost always-) checked only at times to evade detection, that is like 3-5am and preferrably rainy stormy nights (when possible, or using cover/"disguise" as seen appropriate (in case of wilderness motion detector cams or such,despite my changing drops..(bit paranoid:P - as it turns out, not enough still....) and always had a reason to be where I was and at the time,albeit a strange doing apparently. I'm quite sure I nearly never was even spotted, or given a second thought if so.

Anyway... Ive been under heavy surveillance for long, they have logs such as my google-searches, emails (many related I don't know how they even got.... ) --- take this warning: DO NOT TRUST GOOGLE, STAY AWAY FROM THEM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. 'ts what i'll be doing once I get a new secure setup some time in the future.. not gonna poke near any google-related hosts at all as much as possible...

also, stupid as I were, despite using layered encryption containers for varying sensitive content, one computer had once opened a container containing a pgp-keyring program, a portable "one-click, one-file" thing only kinda thing.. and only ever stored, opened and kept in one or more layers of encrypted file containers, yet stupidly on Windows. Of course, this portable thing, despite being stored "Out of sight" itself (the executable app), having opened it once apparently it had left traces of all my contacts on the keyring in the registry... its some of the evidence being used against me. That was a semi-insecure box, Windows. Just used as such once, cos I was lazy and, well..portable app in an encrypted container, I felt pretty safe. Stupid.

Google... I hate them so much. Apparently for years theyve secretly cooperated with my local authorities and have had NO qualms handing out all my details left and right, without letting me know of any of it, and for years.

There are fat folders and huge stacks of papers with google searches of mine even from many years back related to how to use drugs safely, drug-related searches etc. which are put in connection with drugs found.

Stupid kid sitting in his room in the suburbs being bored.. slap in some orders for some drugs to experiment with in a (relatively) safe and controlled manner on his own, alone and in secrecy.. now charges including smuggling of heroin & meth seems inevitable, and my appointed defense attorney advices going for a confession for penalty rebate and hope to minimize (or even avoid, but he doubted if possible) lengthy prison sentence..

I've never been to jail before, or done anything all that serious.. never hurt any1,and just wants everyone well. Well, all about to change,as govt. seems to stake out a new path in my life, and among other thinngs Ill be denied entry into most countries, have an even harder time ever landing a job etc.. I guess my fate is kinda sealed, im a hardcore-criminal now, a "heroin smuggler" (lol,sounds crazy, but... yeah... that's what they say.. hah:S:( )

I always refused to give a statement. That is being used against me too btw., and lawyer says was possibly not a wise move.. for being so sparing with info and uncooperative I may not be looking at much of a pentalty rebate for confessing, either.

I don't know yet what to do.. court was postponed once (phew..yikes. barely..!), and my lawyer has requested it be settled by a confession, so I'll have to face a judge and admit.. I don't know how its gonna go down yet, likely more meetings with my lawyer. Tho,with what he's said, despite even "just" circumstancial evidence and no solid hard evidence, I'd be find guilty and it will be most beneficial (least bad) if I simply admit, as things are lookin right now...

stupid small mistakes.. laziness, sloppiness. Just once... gotcha screwed for life. Ordering a lil drugs from home.. -> "heroin & meth smuggler". Gonna look nice on my record, heh..... guess I might as well take it all the way out now, I'm a branded hard-core criminal soon enough and always to assume being under surveillance..

shit, it sickens me how much they have dug up about my life.....

the cops (they often proper pricks, harassing, humiliating and provoking me.. finding ways for "extra-punishment" just to bother me..lamers!! lol Ive grown from respecting and accepting most cops, and even liking some, to growing to "strongly dislike" them in general, to put it lightly.

They jokingly said I should stop watching as much porn.. lol, surely referring to the surveillance and seeing the massive amount of porn I was browsing in my meth-fueled wank sessions (may seem crazy.. yeah, 24h+ nonstop.. some times days on end, lol . . haha). Anyway... its nasty what they know, and , all the things they can dig up from my comp (apparently discs were "imaged"), and the massive raw data available for analysis now (and future possibly) as authorized by law thru a warrant signed by a judge, huge amounts of data... all my online doings (raw unencrypted data at least)... provides a major flaw and vulnerability enabling control and manipulation easily.

Im in deep shit..

sorry I should end here.

I don't stop my doings tho, as some may guess... I just got some more crystal haha.

..laters, take care..be on ur toes..!!! theyre overly aggressive and take shit waayyyyyy to serious, and charges and overly-exaggerated but thats what theyll bang on ur head if they can. only little mistake, being lazy once.. thats all needed.

No actual evidence necessary, "circumstancial evidence" sufficient, enough that "things are pointing ur way"..beware!

and again, don't trust google. I would stay away from all their related services altogether if I were you, and surely will myself.

I will be making many major changes in all my stuff the coming years, and basically start from scratch as a means of minimizing potential future attack surface they have against me, etc....

I don't even trust me equipment, or room anymore.. they take this (imo very little, quite innocent case..) so overly serious, and being sooo aggressive about it.... Im gonna need all new equipment and move away before I feel a bit more safe again. :(

This was in a small Kingdom in Scandinavia, Europe btw.

peace out.. stay safe..!!!! they come fast and hard and outta nowhere, and by then its too late... that one lil mistake... don't risk it. be overly cautious, cos they are taking this massively more serious than most of you likely consider this stuff. Trust me..shits lookin bleak for me right now lol. But hey..they cant keep me locked up forever, and now the shits out kinda...whatever, fkem!:P ahhh.

stay safe people.. take that extra step and time to ascertain another layer of security, dont be lazy... not once


Comments


[3 Points] KGhNoUCqVcAd:

This was in a small Kingdom in Scandinavia, Europe btw.

Not to be a smart-arse but there are only three kingdoms in Scandinavia and two of them are much bigger than the other...

Your situation really, really sucks. I thought your country had far more liberal drug laws and a far more liberal justice system, to be honest. All the time and effort spent on your case that could have gone towards helping people with addiction problems or preventing violent crime... what a waste.


[2 Points] rail108:

Sorry to hear about your situation but couldn't this be somewhat incriminating if found by LE?


[1 Points] Theeconomist1:

Wow. So I guess you don't have the right to not provide testimony against yourself in your country? Sad. It's such a basic tenet of a fair and equitable judicial system. Might think about a different lawyer. If it's the equivalent of a public defender they have no incentive to mount a rigorous defense


[1 Points] lordredvampire:

I thought this was in the US.

Did you order a large amount of drugs? lbs? oz?


[1 Points] aboutthednm:

Sweet. Seems like you're far from innocent. Best of luck to you in court.


[1 Points] jerkymalerky:

How did they catch you?


[1 Points] None:

Shit man, what the hell. Hope you can get through this


[1 Points] cmonet86:

They probably started coming for you as soon as you stopped using google. Nobody leaves google