And I'm talking about other than the dickhead selling it for $120 a gram on AB, and the various adulterated batches being sold from questionable vendors.
I remember when this beautiful, perfect chemical was selling at $20 a gram. If I had known it would become this hard to find, I would've gotten a few kilos last year. I never imagined a research chemical (which apparently doesn't have a complicated synthesis) with such a huuuuuge "fan base" to go extinct like this, it's utterly depressing.
MXE was the first dissociative I ever tried, I was 15. It instantly became my favorite when I watched the corner of my room peel away into the cosmos. I had no fear about the ego dissolving properties because of how gentle the drug was. For the next many years, I was a consistent user of MXE. I've probably consumed more than an ounce myself. I loved how my trip was always based off my events of the day.
For example, I was trying to get certified in scuba diving. After a full day of diving at a lake, my MXE trip felt like I was underwater and floating the entire trip. I watched Interstellar one night, and my m-hole was much like the wormhole experience the main character had. I went on a camping trip with my family, and my trip that night, I felt like I was entering the consciousnesses of all of my family.
I also loved how versatile the drug was. 10mg and everything would become vastly more interesting, and the body high was bomb. 20-30mg was a more dissociative effect. I would become extremely immersed in any video game/movie I was watching. I was very good at functioning in public, even at work, at this dose. 50-60mg would induce a trip-like experience, and holding onto reality became harder (if the batch was good).
Once you got around 90-130mg, words fail to describe the profound experiences you can have.
I just really miss this beautiful drug. I've been doing K to fill the void, but it's more expensive, lasts shorter time, and just doesn't have that warm, opioid feeling. I love K, don't get me wrong, but MXE just had sentimental value to me. I did my own research when I was younger, and I went through the effort of obtaining it a young age, and it holds a special place in my heart because of that.
So here I am now, haven't done MXE since the summer when I ordered an eighth. Had I known that was the last batch I would ever have, I would have conserved it muuuuuuch better. Out of nowhere, the drug just disappears due to manufacturing laws in other countries.
Yet there remains a huge demand! C'mon, chemists, there is so much money to be made right now in this drug that isn't a difficult synthesis apparently! Where the fuck is the MXE at? If people can sell this at $120 a gram, then where are the illicit labs around the world still supplying?? It just makes no sense to me. Everyone I know that tried MXE misses it so much.
I just want some cheap, good quality, MXE. That is all. MXE discussion and reminsicent thread commence.
It's 2016. We could crowdsource a MXE lab on kickstarter.