Ever since I got on probation I have had to go clean, well for the most part. I stopped using meth, and I am so happy I am now a year clean from that shit, almost ruined my life. But I also stopped using everything else, I don't even smoke as much weed anymore because it stays in the system to long and ever since I my period of heavy lsd use marijuana effects me differently, like it is WAY more intense, often way to intense. A couple months ago though I started taking lexapro. And I did some research and found that people who take lexapro are prone to becoming alcoholics and I can see why... Like holy shit I haven't felt this good on any substance other than acid. I can drink and I feel like I am flying through the sky. It is so amazing and I used to HATE drinking. I did it just to get by sometimes, most of the time it always ended up being shitty. But now with this medication everytime I drink it is unbelievably positive and gives me the feel good feeling. Like feeling way good. I am drunk now and feel so damn good... And it always feels this way now. Shit I fear I am becoming an alcoholic though. Anyone else feel the same way?
Its called cross addiction and its very real