This is a brief tale of my woes in the dnm a long while ago.
As with anything take it with a pinch of salt, I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I can say it did happen.
I bought LSD from BV during a sale, 18 months ago roughly. Initially I had received nothing for over a month, so I communicated with them, and they agreed to reship (I genuinely received nothing, at first I felt I'd been scammed).
I received this package, can't detail the stealth but it was very clever. So I let it sit for a while as I prepared for using LSD the first time, I had used mushrooms, and other psychedelics several times before.
I took the tab in the AM, it took 5 hours or so before I felt anything which was abnormal, previous experiences much quicker onset.
It felt very different to anything I'd had prior, much more stark, it was no longer a dream world, I was in the reality and it was scary.
My thoughts became very distorted and I was really wrapped up in them, very paranoid delusions, I hadn't had this before.
I stayed up the entire night, I felt a huge displacement with time, I was worried I had stopped breathing, and was breathing too slowly, was going to die.
I stayed up the whole night, until sometime in the AM again, the effects still hadn't worn off, I was very concerned by this point because everything I knew about LSD stated it would not last this long.
The tabs were meant to be only 180ug.. I had 1.
I ended up calling an ambulance, I was very scared, I waited in A&E for several hours, I kept asking them to help, and they were too busy to see me, eventually I left the A&E and started walking.
I was in a completely delusional state by this point, psychotic even, I could not think clearly, and I was becoming so wrapped in my thoughts nothing made sense in the real world.
I don't know what happened, but I decided to end it all.
I ran out across a freeway, and jumped in front of a car.
Without going into detail, I spent the next week in hospital, I should have died because I was hit at a ridiculous speed, but I didn't.
The first 3 days, I was even more affected by the drug I took, or whatever happened, I was seeing things in real life that were not there, people, events, everything.
I don't know what I took, maybe it was LSD, and it sent me into Schizophrenia, unfortunately I had nothing to test it was thrown out.
I'm still alive, but it has been a very negative impact on my life, I never realized this could happen from what I believed were the safer of recreational drugs, I should have tested everything before taking anything, but I did not take enough precautions. I was very cautious about buying, who from, and only using a very small amount of substances, but clearly it is a game of odds, and I got a raw deal.
This isn't to tarnish the vendor in the post, I genuinely don't know what happened, but it is a warning to others that despite how safe a drug may seem with few negative side effects, things may happen that are out of your control, and they may ruin your life.
So be careful.
Do you have a family history of mental illness?