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Community,

One of the things I miss when I first came here was the comraderie of the community. It was much smaller, less transient, and obviously the sub has grown since then. There wasn't as much vitriol for one another, posts were informative and/or humorous. Back then, when I came to the sub, I was excited to see what the hell everyone was up to. I know its not going to go back to how it was back then, but fuck it, I figured I'd see if we could get a little more sense of community around here. I figured a little Q&A might be fun. I'll start it off and put some questions. Feel free to answer as many or few questions as you want. Or make up your own!

  1. How'd you find this sub?
  2. What is your biggest personality weakness?
  3. What is your DoC?

My Answers

  1. Quite randomly. Years and years ago, I had never heard of the DNMs. I'm older and not in tune with this sort of thing. Social media came a bit after my time even. Shit tightened up with pill mills, laws clamped down, and my sources IRL were either getting arrested or retiring. I didn't really deal with dealers - it was more doctors, crooked pharmacies, that sort of thing. So things were getting shitty and I happened to read an article in "Wired" or somewhere that talked about dealing on Instagram. I'd never used that app, so there I went. Sure enough found plenty of sellers but it seemed all scammy. I messaged on other buyer who'd been trying for months and he got scammed like every time. LOL. Not sure why he kept trying. Then someone posted a comment and said to check out this sub and here I came. Never left.

  2. This one is easy for me. I'm the king of stubborness and pride. Over the years, I've destroyed relationships b/c of this flaw. Probably the biggest was the girl I was engaged to years before I got married (to another woman). I was absolutely in love with her and she with me. She was gorgeous - 5'9", perfect body, funny, smart, nice, overall just a sweet girl. We got engaged and it was a long engagement b/c she was younger than me and figured she should finish up college and all. For reasons I don't even remember, we started arguing and things I guess just built up. My stubbornness and pride wouldn't let things go. Things got worse. She put up with a lot of shit from me. Ironically enough, I was the one who broke up. It was so counter to what I actually wanted deep down. But that damn pride and stubbornness. She tried to get back together over the following year but I just wouldn't. I refused. For things that were so minor that I can't even remember why we were even arguing since we never had any real problems in our relationship. I was so in love with her that it really took years for me to completely get over her - which ironically I could have solved by just giving her a call. But I never did. I still remember our last conversation when we broke up and I never spoke to her again after that. I look back and wonder why I sabotaged something I had wanted so badly. But that's just me. Once I have my mind set on something or I get pissed in a relationship, I don't revert back. Its one that I have never really conquered and haven't really tried to. But its definitely a shitty personality quirk. LOL. But things work out as they always tend to in spite of me. But I kind of ironically laugh that I put myself through hell and could have fixed everything with a single conversation with her.

  3. Opioids! Love them. Have been using for a really long time now. My favorite is hydrocodone and oxy. I tend to do more hydrocodone but oxy tends to give me opirage for some reason. But watch out for them. You think you won't get dependent on them, and hopefully you never do, but it creeps up on you. It did for me. And I am pretty strong willed but this got me in the end.


Comments


[10 Points] OnAcidButUrThedum1:

1- I've been here since SilkRoad. I had heard of Reddit but once I saw people talking about the SR sub, I got on Reddit and my life changed forever! I fell in love with the whole site very quickly and the SR and DNM subs became my homes. I lurked for a while then made an account and many throwaways before finally making this account to stick with as my only account.

2- I am extremely intelligent and yet over the years I have continuously done stupid things that have brought massive amounts of disappointment to my friends and family. Random trouble, graffiti, drug dealing, drug addiction, all kinds of shit. I have more problems than anyone in my large family and I am struggling to get back on the right path to mend a multitude of relationships.

3- Marijuana everyday and I am a heroin addict trying very hard to finally quit the shit for good. So far I am failing but hopefully I find some therapy soon to help me. Those are my main drugs but I love acid (obviously) and I dabble in just about every class of drugs. A drug trash can if you will.


[5 Points] Derp_Senior:

  1. Sometime in 2014, I believe through a Google search

  2. I can be ungrateful at times

  3. Shrooms


[7 Points] samwhiskey:

Bitcoin, silkroad, /r/silkroad, here. Was one of the first few here but some didn't love me as well as y'all do. I might have been a drink asshole early on

Biggest flaw is I'm a slacker. Also have strong opinions that go against the grain and rub many people the wrong way.

DOC lsd or really any psychedelic.


[4 Points] Blurry_bars:

  1. when i first found out about the DNMs few years back

  2. im a massive drug addict

  3. opiates mainly, but psychedelics and benzos are close. what the fuck am i kidding. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING


[4 Points] acasualdnmuser:

  1. I only found this sub about 6 months ago, although I've known about dnm's since the original silk road was around. I just didn't have the maturity to follow through and order back then.

  2. Biggest flaw is procrastination. If something doesn't have a deadline, it ain't getting done. And if it does have a deadline, it's probably gonna get started the day of.

  3. Cannabis. I fuck with a bit of everything, but weed is the only drug I use every day without fail.


[2 Points] deluser:

  1. /r/silkroad which I found from a chat somewhere.

  2. I'm asocial. It takes me forever to get to know someone and I usually just don't even want to invest the time. I work on it but I have that wall up ya know? I'm secretive to a fault.

  3. I love weed, I like just about every drug, stims are fun for a binge and mdma is pure love but if I had to pick one, it'd be weed.


[3 Points] MarkMerrill1102:

  1. I forget exactly

  2. I'm loyal to a fault, which has often gotten me into shit with my superiors.

  3. Used to be heroin, now I'm more partial to coke.


[3 Points] Draevok:

  1. Saw a link in the comments of privacy related thread I was reading a few years back.

  2. In an altered state of mind, I refuse to take 'NO' for answer. My go-to phrase is usually "I'm a grown-ass man, I'll do whatever the fuck I want" (has gotten me in trouble a few times lmao) For instance, week long xanax binge, ex-gf was trying to tell me 'no, you're not going outside to shoot your ar-15 right now, I laughed, looked her in the eye, asked how she planned to stop me. Then proceeded to go outside and do a mag-dump into the hillside. She was not pleased

3.Weed and Benzos, especially together :)


[3 Points] murderhomelesspeople:

  1. After SR2 was toast I took a break only returning an allotted amount of time before I started posting here. I was on deepdot at first, on their list it has a mention of ABs subreddit so I decided to check it out and found this place through there pretty fast. I'd always end up opening a few things on my way to the list and got interested in what was going on. I believe I made the account to post a question about qubes but I'm unsure if that is specially the reason or just my first post. I have a terrible memory. After that I figured I misewell join in. Plus the name is too good to pass up.

  2. I am sometimes rather brash and direct with my wording. Also sometimes I literally miss the easiest things right in front of me.

  3. Shrooms for sure, psilocybe cubensis. I just feel so grounded and in tune with everything. I can connect emotionally with myself and other people like never before. Honestly makes me feel super human, amazing at festivals I turn into a beast. They have set me on new paths for the better and improved my outlook on life.

edit:wording


[3 Points] ForLol_Serious:

  1. Browsing /r/conspiracy and there was a post about DNM's

  2. I never take anything seriously, treat everything like a joke.

  3. I am clean now but if I had to choose, it would be meth.


[3 Points] None:

  1. Silk road

  2. Addictive personality

  3. Kpins


[3 Points] cidilicious:

  1. Found it through a conversation on one of the main subs. I think it was r all.
  2. me being an introvert.
  3. beer and acid.


[3 Points] GotMeSomeAlpandMDMA:

  1. I've known about the dnms since the first Silk Road, I was that one "hacker" shit head dude that everyone knows, thinking he's hot shit because he knows shit. It wasn't until I had a stable income that I actually took an interest in the dnms, I came here the day I made this account.

  2. I thrive on instant gratification, if I don't see results from doing something immediately after I'm done doing it, it usually doesn't get done. That's why I deal drugs, it's the satisfaction of ordering felonies worth and as soon as I get it I make enough money to keep me interested.

  3. I wouldn't say benzos are my DoC, just that I dislike them the least. I'm highly susceptible to most drugs because genetics so a 4mg bar has me sleeping for 20+ hrs, I use them to skip days occasionally. It's tied in with the instant gratification, I'll order a pack, pop a bar and sleep until it gets to my drop, relatively instant.


[3 Points] jackxaniels:

  1. I've been here since /r/silkroad died and turned into this sub. Day 1

  2. I probably take wayyy too many risks. Definitely wasn't smart when I was selling but shit I made it

  3. Alcohol and cocaine. Oh god do I love me some cocaine. I hate the fact that I no longer have a personal dealer and have to buy through the DNMs to be honest. Mostly because it means I have to wait for it to come, but also because of the price/quality ratio. I don't think I've ever had Coke that was worth $300 a ball. Plus my local dude always gave me shots of henny when I bought


[2 Points] None:

  1. Evo or nuke forums, whichever 1st
  2. Facing a spot of bother, yesterday I said to my friend, "I have big balls and bigger principles. Neither are for sale". This has caused me much shit in the past.
  3. Weed. Would be E if it wasn't for tolerance issues.

But watch out for them. You think you won't get dependent on them, and hopefully you never do, but it creeps up on you. It did for me. And I am pretty strong willed but this got me in the end.

I'm on year 3. When did it get you? I like them, just dislike wd's more. The best thing for me is I can function on them, which helps for pain. Weed makes me 'edgy' at work.


[2 Points] None:

Googling about the darknet

I act like a know it all sometimes

Dabs, oxycodone, or lsd


[2 Points] None:

.1 SR Bust .2 Thinking I know better .3 2CB/LSD/Pot - after trying everything under the sun


[2 Points] iTooEnjoyDrugs:

  1. I used the fake id sub until after I turned 21, but they were always talking about how they'd spend their extra btc here. I was a small time dealer, flipping a little bit of gonja, so I decided to check it out . Loved it.
  2. Addictive personality. Not just drugs, money, selling, all of it. I went from flipping a QP of bud a week in dime bags to flipping pounds a week in duffle bags. I had been doing drugs before that, but nothing consistently. Dropped acid, did coke every couple months, sip lean with the boys etc. But all good things must come to an end. Making so much money (ironically) fucked my life up. I started buying quarters of blow and 500 packs of xannies for personal use. I stopped flipping when things got hot for me, and now I'm just nervous to get back into it.
  3. DoC- Well it was xanax but I'm about two weeks clean off of those crazy fuckers. Probably weed because thats the only thing I do literally every day. But I love some blow still, that's my weekend friend.


[1 Points] Throughawayup:

I don't even remember how I found the sub. I was into Reddit and I think I was following the silkroad sub because it interested me. I joined here to follow the drama.

Biggest flaw is i can be condescending and too serious sometimes. I don't realize I do it. It just happens.

Drug of choice is hard. My favorite is probably mdma but can't use it much. Hydros and lsd are definitely up there but weed has to be number one simply for it's universal nature.


[1 Points] elfer90:

around the time i started browsing reddit on a daily basis i heard about buying drugs and such from the darknet in the news (silk road v1) (i read/watch news everyday pretty much religously) . i had no idea there was a whole forum/reddit subreddit on the topic. one day while browsing /r/all/ i noticed a post on /r/darknetmarkets/ (a sub i've obviously never heard of yet) with like 1k upvotes (i don't remember the post).. i was fascinated such a subreddit existed and decided to subscribe. been lurking for years ever since. now every time i see a post on here with 300-400 upvotes... i upvote.. remembering how i first learned of this sub in hopes that other like minded people with no dnm knowledge may find their way here by same means.. and hopefully positively contribute to this community and subreddit. DoC = beer + thc products, very low dose prescription benzos w/o abusing them. linux for the win! only time i boot into windows is to play games which is like < once a month.


[1 Points] BarForBar:

  1. Can't quite remember, stumbled across it ~2 years ago, lurked for a bit whilst learning all the basics. Began to post more often - on other accounts however. This is a fresh account I made for modding r/DNMUK

  2. Very similar to yourself, very stubborn, I never forget things and I'm rather good at arguing. This has led to me cutting a few people off, in hindsight, over small-ish things that could've been fixed. However, these traits help me in the field I am currently studying at University.. Can you hazard a guess at what field this is? =)

  3. Cocaine probably. I do love LSD, MDMA etc, but these aren't drugs you can take frequently without developing some sort of tolerance which is a bummer.


[1 Points] DiaperDankFrank11:

  1. This subreddit, my first purchase was on my android for a single xanax bar from blackbank. Lololol. I am much smarter OPSEC wise now. I did end up getting the xanax no problem with one extra!

  2. My anxiety

3.Weed and pyschedelics. Oh i do love me some meth once in awhile! Bahahaha!


[1 Points] J-Crazy513:

  1. I honestly cant remember how i found this sub. What i can remember was my first purchase i got lsd from perception on nucleus.

  2. Probably would go with wanting to feel happy, which is why my doc is what is even with the negetive consequences.

  3. You guessed it, its heroin!


[1 Points] aunty_unicorn:

How'd you find this sub?

I found the old one when people on the SR forum were talking about some drama posted on here, it was the Coachella/scammer guy. He had started his own sub, then later when Inigo was busted and his GF posted on Reddit so I sort of became hooked. But dipping in and out for long stretches of time.

What is your biggest personality weakness?

I have many. I'm definitely an arrogant doormat type. I know that the majority of people are more stupid than me, I can finish their sentences if i wanted to half the time and I'm very good at reading characters. BUT I hate confrontation to the point where when someone can't read the signs that I am getting pissed off it aggravates me so when my temper does blow it explodes. Then I can tear someone's character to shreds point by point because I will have observed what they perceive to be weaknesses overtime. I don't like doing that though and so mostly avoid it. I have a hideously good memory, which others don't seem to have, it's like a stalker at times and I wish I couldn't remember phone conversations from ten years ago word for word but sadly I can. The only thing that keeps me going other than family and friends is humour. As Carrie Fisher once said; Life is funny because if it wasn't funny it would be true, and if it was true it would be tragic. I find life pointless for a multitude of reasons but I can't kill myself because it would upset too many people (plus I would be scared of accidentally fucking it up.). I think human beings as a race are despicable, planet earth is fucked. The rat race is dull and yet we all have to get on the wheel if we want to be able to truly live. I can find joy in little things but in all honesty I can't wait till the day I die and don't have to worry about any of this shit. Waves arms I wish I was a pea-brained normal who got excited about manicures and new sofas and trotted through life blindly and half asleep. But I'm not. I'm not miserable but I'm far from happy. I don't think I will ever be but people think I am cause I laugh a lot, they're too simple to realise it's just a coping mechanism.

What is your DoC?

heroin. Have been clean for ages though as I also don't really enjoy it these days. It's a drug you have to be addicted to to truly enjoy it or you have to worry about overdosing and throwing up, etc.


[1 Points] itsokaydude:

1) saw someone on a front page post referencing this sub. I had heard about the DNM but thought it was a haven for hit men and child porn, but after almost 2 years on the markets, don't think I've ever seen any, haha.

2) My anxiety gets the worst of me, and I'm constantly nervous. I get paranoid about everything and overthink everything so much I don't even let myself have a good time. You can imagine how hard ordering is for me.

3) Psychedelics and weed do it for me. haven't really tried anything else and have too much of an addiction prone personality to try anything else.


[1 Points] intothestarz:

  1. SilkRoad sub died.
  2. Laziness I guess.
  3. DCK (any dissos), benzos, various psychedelics. Lots and lots of dissos


[1 Points] quadnitrogen:

  1. I found out about this particular subreddit after browsing other sub about drugs/RCs. I didn't mess around with the earlier DNMs like Silk Road; got into this fairly recently. I generally don't post here much due to the vitrolic atmosphere I guess, but through lurking I've learned a fair amount of things to stay secure and everything.

  2. I have trouble connecting to other people sometimes/social anxiety. Also I'm kind of lazy.

  3. Weed/BHO (daily, when available, on a T-break rn), dissos (how often varies; I haven't used any in over a month) benzos a few times a week. i also like whiskey


[1 Points] hhayn:

  1. My shard connect got hit with federal manufacturing and trafficking charges, had no idea of where to turn for a new one as it isn't at all common in my neck of the woods, much less common within my socioeconomic strata. Spent a Saturday getting spun and powering through the fundamentals of bitcoin/tails/electrum and all the due diligence/research into ways of sourcing bitcoin, the different markets and well regarded vendors. I found this sub to be a very good resource even using the search engine only, no posting questions or anything like that... more than enough information out there.

  2. So many. I don't know which is the worst, but I'd say my tendency toward self-sabotage and/or self-destruction, subconsciously and intentional, is up there... maybe the whole being ok with an "I'll be using everyday for the rest of my life" mentality coupled with the paralyzing fear and terror caused by a few hours awake and sober

  3. Stimulants, mainly amphetamines, if I want to have a productive life. But if I had to pick the best high in the world, it goes to opiates/opioids. If you want to feel as perfect as humanly possible there is no competition. It is just so god damn unsustainable, unless you really don't have to worry about money ever again. Even then, I have been left in some of the most miserable moments of my life due to withdrawals, despite having a ton of money that I was figuratively dying to spend due to a complete lack of availability. They're just as bad when your broke as when your not. At least I can sleep if I run out of stims.


[1 Points] 180K:

LE always has the best icebreakers!


[1 Points] ShitQuantikSays:

In the words of Ron White:

And that's profiling. And profiling is wrong!

What the fuck is going on in this sub? Community fun?

Everyone who answered these questions seriously should add OpSec failure to their Personality Weakness answer.


[1 Points] entrippy11:

1) Research. I develop a decentralized marketplace that isn't specifically targeting the DN but fits well together and I came to learn what you all want and need. I can't confirm or deny which software as it would severely narrow down my identity from an already small pool.

2) Mental Health. Specifically depression, anxiety, and panic disorders.

3)Weed, Clonazepam, and Tapentadol. The first one for recreation and the latter two to be normal.


[1 Points] MotherfuckinInfidel:

  1. I found this sub through /r/drugs, a while after I'd started reading about the DNMs.

  2. I can't say what my biggest one is, but the one on the forefront of my mind would either be not being such a critical, harsh dick/toning it down a little, or working on the now habit; a thing where instead of saying "I'll finish reading this thread and then I'll do the dishes," you stop reading the thread, do the dishes, and then finish the thread. Ideally, after enough repetition and practical application, one would have the dishes done already before one starts reading any threads.

  3. Cannabis daily. Love the shit. I like the understated effects of zopiclone and it's allowed me to work a little past some shit, and not only does Adderall help me be productive, but god damn is it fun. I'm not a big drinker. I love mushrooms, how did I forget about mushrooms? Beautiful things, they are. I liked poppy seed tea. I really enjoyed temazepam, too. God I can't fucking pick one.


[1 Points] TheGhostOfNobility:

  1. Discovered DNM's from our friends over at /r/fakeid a few months ago and stayed because I hate dealing with middlemen (dealers) and it's cheaper here too.
  2. Pride - I hate having being dependent on other people.
  3. Whiskey and weed


[1 Points] coedineants:

  1. I found it through the SR1 forums.

  2. I piss in the sink because I am tall

  3. Ket lots of it