[Thanks]I really have to say I enjoy almost all of you here.

Thanks for a pretty insane education and ride and I appreciate you letting me along for the ride.

Some of you are dickfaces of course but the VAST majority of you are some of the most helpful and decent folks Ive posted with over my years on the internet. Some of you astound me when you whip put concepts about advanced computer programing, chemistry, etc and make me realize this isnt some shitty shooting gallery with dumb junkies.

Its a microcosm of what real drug users are and I think a fairly decent representation of it at that. Ive gleaned so much useful info and hopefully given some back (this is another iteration of my reddit persona, opsec forces me to change every so often.).

Thanks to you all again and happy hunting, and please dont be the low hanging fruit for LE.

EDIT: For the record Im only sitting here toking some platinum kush and not on MDMA or some other lovey drug fuckers :P So this is from the heart.


Comments


[30 Points] Theeconomist1:

Its amazing what the stereotype of a drug user is. Most people see drug users as the tweaker or homeless guy in the corner who is scrapping enough quarters to buy a stamp. What I've learned through my journey is that stereotype is a minority of the overall drug users in this country. The guy in the suit next to you could be a druggie. Your mailman, probably your congressman, the people you work with. I have somewhat of an opioid-radar. I can sometimes spot the closet pill junkie b/c I am one. The eyes rarely lie.

Point being you can be a successful person who happens to be a drug user. In this country we tend to want to define the drug user entirely as the drug they use. Everyone knows that opioids are so highly prescribed - where do people think they are going? To druggies often. Of course there are people who use them legit for an injury and so forth.

I konw that I do not project an image of a drug addict. My clients, my associates, would probably have their heads spun if they found out. Esp if they found out that I was high during ever interaction with them. That's the nature of opioid addiction - you are almost always high, or at least I am. I know there does exist those who use it on teh weekends and such, but not me. On any given day, I could be high on norco, oxy, dialaudid, or morphine. But one thing is certain, when those contracts were signed, when you wrote me a check, I was high and already had it laid out to funnel a certain portion of that money you just gave me to my "drug account" aptly named "Incidentals and Other Expenses".

Unfortunately there is a shame to it and you, this community, are the only ones I'm completely opened with about my addiction. But it does reinforce the fact that I live a very compartmentalize life and I lie to everyone sometimes - the different is the lie. To others, I lie about my usage. To you, I lie about who I am. I can never share my real identity. Thus I've known that I am in a constant state of lying to someone. I'd suffer greatly if my addiction were known to the normal, outside world.


[13 Points] MrGangGreen:

Sometimes I think how the fuck can a (supposedly) rational human read this sub and still come to the conclusion that we are nothing more than dangerous, immoral criminals who deserve to be shut down and put in jail. It's absurd. The people on here are better spoken and more literate than 99% of the commenters on youtube and news sites ffs.


[12 Points] None:

Wow....I've read some really heavy shit on the forum today. I have to say that this is the only platform I have for social interaction. There is no one anywhere near my little existential sphere with whom I have anything in common. At work I am the freaky bohemian weirdo that people occasionally have the balls to obsequiously approach for weed every now and then.

But here on the DNM sub its a little different. I can be open with my philosophy and how altering my mind is part of my gnosis.

It just weirds me out how almost every single one of the people wit whom I must and only associate with are getting drunk at karaoke bars and discussing football statistics, while I settle down at home after some yoga/meditation, get high on one of the many psychedelic and/or miscellaneous intoxicants in my collection while listening to Terence McKenna lectures and consulting a 2500 year old Chinese book of divination using a series of hermetic allegories that correspond to the archetypal situations in my life.

Where the hell are all of us? I have no community save the few fellow seekers (whatever the hell that means) that fade in and out of the postings on various drug related subs.

Thank you to all of you who have the magic in you, and share that magic with the rest of us as a matter of principle/activism/just being indulgent.

Economist, you are fucking awesome, thank you for sharing your ebullience with the community, and I hope that your opiate dependance doesn't get out of control.

I finally feel like I am a part of some kind of movement/community now that I have beaten my own opiate addiction and have moved on to drugs on which I can actually be productive. I always knew I would be inducted into the ranks of some kind of counter-culture movement, but I saw them pass me by as I lay helpless with a needle in my arm burbling sludge bubbles in the gutters of oblivion.

But when you think about it we are all drugs, so by extension we are all druggies. Every single one of us is made of drugs and generate their reality tunnel/matrix through the interaction of various compounds in the brain, whether endoginous or exdogenous (pretty sure that's not what its called but I dont feel like looking it up right now), I just choose to alter the neuro-chemical soup consciously, and with intent and caution and a healthy dose of skeptecism. It is part of my gnosis, which may make some people think I am some kind of weirdo but then again they wouldn't be wrong.

Learn to alter yourself effectively. When I learned how to do that instead of quitting completely it changed my life and now I have almost made up for all those years squandered on IV drugs and compulsive use.

Hats off to those in the community for generating a home for the other me, the only way my double life isn't fucking killing me.

Edit: The GHB I just took (two doses for one dollar promotional sample!) was kicking in when I wrote this, and by the end I was surpised that I could still write. Just goes to show you people can function in many different states!


[6 Points] lostdeathstar:

This is such a great posting. I'm relatively new here but I think this is a great forum. Even though we do have to hide our identities, we don't have to hide who we are. And for some of us, this is the only place we don't have to. I'm really glad I found this community. You guys are the best! ♡


[2 Points] None:

i came here to get high i was not expecting these feels


[1 Points] redeemer21:

Yes the double life sucks, but yes this community is the only place I can come and somehow feel a connection with the majority of you. It is very nice.. Thanks for everything and lets hope the future only brings better things to come.... And if not.. well there some opiates to take that shit off your mind!


[1 Points] Idonu:

This next toke is for you and everyone out there. Keep getting high ¦)


[0 Points] AlexInDaAss:

If the OP is the vendor AlexDeLarge from Nuclues he is a 100% scamming vendor and doesnt deserve the time it takes to read the post.

15% of his reviews are 1/5.

The majority of his 5/5's are from FREE items. (probably himself padding)

fuck off OP. I hate scammers.