I'm a younger guy who suffers from extreme anxiety but could only ever get a prescription for SSRIs. I never found them useful so I decided to give xaxax a go and ordered about 30 pills. After about a week of amazing relief and feeling normal I ran out of pills. I decided that they where just a crutch and I should continue trying to eat healthy and stay active. I experienced no real withdrawal symptoms at first, I just felt all sketched out and self conscious again. It's about a week later and I am now having pretty intense back and chest pains, and I also had some sort of episode that awoke me from my sleep. Other than that I have a decreased appetite and maybe a slight headache. Is it possible to experience withdrawals after only a week of use, and a week after discontinuing use?
I'm currently going through clonazepam withdrawal and I've had similar symptoms...though a lot worse and more varied than that. You haven't been on it long, so hopefully the symptoms won't last long. I'd really reconsider wanting to be on them all the time. Eventually you'll have to up the dose to feel better, and you'll have to keep doing that...and one day you'll probably want off of them and will be where I'm at, which isn't currently all that great. I've heard withdrawing off of Xanax is worse, too, because of the much shorter half life. You might be better off with clean living and a good therapist. While I totally understand the despair of anxiety and depression, I really don't feel like the last fifteen years of miscellaneous drugs have done me many favors...or at least not in the long term. I've gotten better results by trying to clean up my lifestyle and I have a good therapist. To each his own, though. Good luck.