I am not dead.....Not in jail...Just CLEAN!!!!!

Hello all, just wanted to pop in & see how all is since I went to get help with the meth. Let me tell you this, rehab is a joke, but I am now 8 months clean & plan on staying that way.

Meth is one hell of an evil drug, it had me wrapped up tight & did not want to let go at all. I am healthy now, a little fat....Bahahahaaaaaaa!!!! But damn, its good to know what is real & not real. The paranoia was unlike any I had had before, I saw demons that were as real as my bed I am still in at this moment. TBH, they scared the living hell out of me, I went for help, I needed help or I was a dead man.

I am done being who I was, but I still support the market system & your choice to use your body as you see fit. 32 years was just my breaking point, my brain had had enough & let me know, the voices are gone & I know they were never real. At the time they seemed real, funny thing the human brain!!!!

Hope all is good with all of you, if anyone has doubt this is me, both of my keys are still good. Don't see that it matters, I am done pushing meth as the American pastime.

God Bless All Of You (Yes, he is real, very real)

RIP_Meth_9000


Comments


[246 Points] Listonisqueer:

Holy fuck


[129 Points] Officer_dibble_:

Hmm im gonna need a bahahahahahha in bold for proof


[82 Points] MT_Merchant_Mangler:

Dis nigga. Thought you were dead or in jail tbqh fam.


[41 Points] mymuse100:

Me and a mod were talking about a post smoking K. For lolserious, I think saidlets boof it.

I said only if rip meth 9000 was here. No user tag thou Holy shit


[41 Points] DNrick_sanchez:

God Bless you my G and stay strong, i like reading these kinds of stories especially here where you would least expect it!!!!!!!!!!!

Stay up!


[34 Points] RIP_FENTANYL_9000:

THE METH FENT MUST FLOW!!!!!!!

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


[30 Points] GrandWizardsLair:

The Grand Wizard is a sucker for happy endings. Congratulations on getting clean and on staying clean! Meth is a hell of a drug and we are glad to hear you broke free of her clutches.


[29 Points] ChewySpell:

The only meth head I fuck with.


[20 Points] DNM_FuckFace:

My dick just got so hard.

Glad to see you alive and well!!


[16 Points] venmomemoney:

I am so fucking glad that you are alive, I'm also glad you are clean <3 never stop BAHAAAHAHAHHAAAAA- ING


[15 Points] AlpraCream:

OH MY GOD I decided too get clean too, so congrats. I couldn't control the meth, the meth controlled me. Today is my last shard.


[13 Points] Amanda-Binds:

Get back in your satellite your out of orbit.


[7 Points] at_eternitys_gate:

Congrats to you!!!

I wish I had a reason to get clean... šŸ’”


[7 Points] frendsofold:

Fuck 8 months flew by. It felt like you were just posting last week. Drugs...


[5 Points] For_supreme2:

HOLYFUCK !!!! And to think you were dead or arrest my nigha just got clean


[3 Points] elfer90:

hop on xmpp sometime


[3 Points] AnalBabe420:

Shit


[3 Points] LongTermMember:

There goes the neighborhood.


[3 Points] BIG___PENIS:

My long lost friend!!! Long time no reddit. Hope your stay on your path and stay clean. That is besides weed. It always helps to listen to that HOUSE MUSIC when you are down. Keep it underground ;). And if your just another AK alt FUUUUUUCK YOUUUUU!!!!


[3 Points] RIP_METH_90000:

What up cuz..good to hear, god bless

the bahahahahaaaaa must flow


[3 Points] Unclebartardjr:

Respect


[2 Points] alfabi:

Good to hear from you and clean from meth. Welcome back.


[2 Points] simplemindedslut:

Hello, dear friend. Glad you are doing well. Did you lurk this sub at all and see all the mentions about you recently or did you just decide it was time for you to show up? Not pushing meth anymore 😄? How am I going to be able to tell who is on the up and up? Never mind I have an irl connect that's pretty solid. Bahahahahahahahahaha!


[2 Points] JackDoink:

lmfao your replies dude are killin me...glad ur doin well man, u seem like a funny mother fucker


[2 Points] flawdaessay:

OMG the legend, the 2nd coming mind blown


[1 Points] mymuse100:

Yeah for rip.


[1 Points] hoploir:

Great to hear from you! Congrats on being clean


[1 Points] samwhiskey:

I saw shadow people on NEP. Was weird but went to sleep after that.

Didn't care much for meth.

Glad you're ok and actually let us know.


[1 Points] MandyThatGirl:

< Quietly walks out


[1 Points] freshlysquosed:

God Bless All Of You (Yes, he is real, very real)

Tell us about this please


[1 Points] Zul_rage_mon:

Good to hear you made it out and you've been clean for 8 months. You should be proud of that and congrats.


[1 Points] ThePoluninSnowCircus:

glad you are well


[1 Points] pooppooppants:

Good to hear bro! Haven't seen you on Reddit in a while :)


[1 Points] MONEYCASHSHOES:

"If the meth don't fit you must acquit."

Shit son, where you been? What was the slogan again? I remember something like this.


[1 Points] PM_ME_UR_SKETCH:

So happy for you! I shot you a coupple PMs while you were gone hoping you were fine but this is the best possible outcome.

Don't look back :)

<3


[1 Points] youngpugger:

Welcome back! good to see you're alive and well :)


[1 Points] None:

Welcome back, I'm glad you're ok.

Praise Jebus.


[1 Points] Rasmus_TheE:

God damn, mate! Glad to see you are all well and, you know.. not dead!! Is this the last we're going to hear from you or are you sticking around???


[1 Points] EternalTurmoil:

Glad you're not in jail, you ex-tweaker son of a bitch.


[1 Points] tailingloop:

God leads to that which is correct


[1 Points] Nano-Bunny:

Kinda figured it may have been this, good for you, good to hear from you.


[1 Points] ThumbprintOfFent:

Good for you man! Welcome back! Bahahahahahaha!


[1 Points] intothestarz:

Holy shit welcome back


[1 Points] whitekidspaz:

Omfg I missed you buddy :) glad your doing good lots of the OG’s seem to have stepped back or got caught up. It’s getting sad around here


[1 Points] inamortax:

wow i didn't even realize it had been 7 months since i saw you commenting.. that's crazy.

congrats on getting clean man, keep it up. good to hear, really


[1 Points] thenorm123:

Good work bro, good to see you're well!


[1 Points] noonehear:

I'm not dead either. I did end up in jail for 15 months (and am in a rehab I don't want to be in). Ahhh the clean life....


[1 Points] jamz666:

good job man! i got clean off the markets a couple years ago and it does feel good. I still check things out here from time to time but the drug aspect of my life is over. all my money in botcoins and only being used for meth, K, and acid was just not working very well. keep it up man, glad to hear you're alright!


[1 Points] Unmystic:

Hi... Greetings from Venezuela! I am conducting a project aiming to help youth to understand what drugs offer and consequences. Many people I know go into drugs just for curiosity... Could I send you some questions?? Maybe you could write or send a recording... It's ok.. I can translate it... It is not something to be published. Is more like a presentation using your experience as a very important background... Have a nice day!


[1 Points] xTomCruiseFan69:

Woah, good to hear from you. Glad to hear your clean, gives me some motivation to keep on staying clean. :)


[1 Points] memes718:

good to get an update again


[1 Points] 100blooot:

there he is.. congrats on getting clean, hope you stay that way.


[1 Points] DirtNapMarkets:

Triggered


[1 Points] Nolungz18:

Congratulations. I enjoy seeing this kind of post in this kind of sub.


[1 Points] Al1ce1nunderland:

hey you :)


[1 Points] sethblingbling:

HOLY fuck bro youre back


[1 Points] yayhooraythrowawayy:

Hey there! Lurked on here for years, always saw your shit and it never failed to make me laugh.

Welcome to a new period of your life brother, I hope you're doing well. If you can conquer stimulant dependence, you can conquer anything


[1 Points] NicePoseidon:

When will you be posting on your main TheEconomist1?


[1 Points] ETIZXAN:

You still a blockchain expert?


[1 Points] AndroidHelp:

Where's Ms_Humble? She owes me from Alpha Bay, I never did get my last order from her.


[1 Points] OrbitzSaturn:

Ahhahahah i fckin loved your posts


[1 Points] awvm:

the return of a legend! this is truly a blessed day


[1 Points] shuailaowei:

Happy for you man, keep it up.


[1 Points] DubberWubber:

At least you still have your bahahahahahas. lol Congrats on the clean-ness.


[1 Points] bowtie25:

The legend lives!!!! Glad to hear you’re doing well man!


[1 Points] at69:

Nice to hear you are safe and clean. Welcome back.


[1 Points] harrypottersballs:

I'm not dead either. Coincidence.


[1 Points] C_Lana_Zepamo:

Hey man good to see you too. I'm also in the same boat, not dead, clean'd. But not 8th months yet. Yes rehab is a joke, just a daycare for adult babies. Real troubles start after rehab imo. I too am done pushing benzos.

Weird how we both kinda had enough of it. :) Making more money on my own, legally, taxable money then I did flipping packs.


[1 Points] Danks4TheMemories:

RIP best reviews so I knew which vendors to avoid or not.

Grats on breaking free of it's icy grasp tho.


[1 Points] thehaga:

God damn - I'm similar age and toyed with it enough to know I liked it too much to never touch it again. Shit was scary good >< Luck with your shit, hopefully no relapses


[1 Points] Spore_Spawn:

As somebody who browses this sub mostly put of just interest and a little bit of hope that i can figure this shit out, wow i have never felt so out of the loop! Congrats on getting clean and good luck with the new demons! (Girlfriends and the like)


[1 Points] DrugsAreMagic:

WTF. Welcome back!


[1 Points] Eternallyconfused508:

Hey man happy to see your doing well I used to follow you post and shit always funny as hell and informative keep up the good work hope you keep doing well hit me up if you wanna chat


[1 Points] zerebest:

Let the recovery flow!!!


[1 Points] KeyBlaster10235:

Yes you’re back!


[1 Points] prosdod:

Ya boy!!!


[1 Points] feelsgatekeeper:

Long live ripmeth!!!!!!


[1 Points] ch3mplugv2:

a lil unexpecting... welcome back!!


[1 Points] None:

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[1 Points] qwadzxs:

next thing bbmc will post about his tribulation in a thai basement for two years


[1 Points] hhayn:

Wow. I’m glad you were able to slip the surly bonds on stimulant addiction. In spite of my chronic pessimism, I am happy for you bud. It’s nice to see someone rise up and overcome, glad you stopped by (but don’t make a habit of it, get out there and live damn it).

Best of wishes to you sir. Don’t get complacent and don’t take your sobriety for granted.


[1 Points] Throawonka:

Good for you man . Wish you the best and the struggle is real .


[1 Points] GeneralStarkk:

Glad all is well thanks for checking it. It appears you’ve started a trend, I see users on this sub and /r/stims use the infamous ā€œbahahahahaā€ that you made known to the world.

Keep up the good fight friendo


[1 Points] Uruguayman:

Really happy to read you again, one of the pillar of the sub.

Nice work, from a "voices in the head" status to a clean one requires a brave heart to change, I believe. I hope your gal is ok too. Don't stay here too much if you feel it unsafe. Anyway, a strong huge hug!

p.s. God bless you too


[1 Points] ImissBMRandAgora:

I never was active much on Reddit but remember your posts. Glad you are doing good man. Keep it up.


[1 Points] SecondChanceUsername:

Whats next?! Quantik/AK gives away 10% of his 5-life-time fourtune to anyone with a BTC addy who helped make him rich?! /u/XannyManziel shows up once again and he has also turned over a new leaf, doing good works and acts of kindness to the rest of this community whom he once trolled so hard?! Or perhaps, the DNM fent-haters, flip their leaf again and actually include fentanyl as part of the arguement to continue the fight to decriminalize not just THC,LSD,Cocaine,Psyilocybin, etc. but everytime stopping short of including fentanyl as a right to experiment with and/or use medically. But HEY! if crazed meth-heads can do a complete 180, then ANYONE can!


[1 Points] Magicpurpleponyrider:

Thought this was dnm_cunt


[1 Points] Hairybristols:

He lives!!!!!!!!!

Hurrahhhh and bahahahahahaha


[1 Points] Ssuperkay:

Wanna do it?


[1 Points] amLowEnforcement:

Dude I'm so glad to see you back here!!


[1 Points] Ssuperkay:

Omg! No! Didn’t you read what I sent. This is sexually frustrating at this point hahahaha


[1 Points] throwzawayy:

Ayyyyyyyyyy buddy!!! I'm proud of you man!


[1 Points] Intergalactic_Reborn:

Dank


[1 Points] DexOyama:

Happy for you man, glad your not in jail or dead


[1 Points] RSlashMason:

Damn I’m late for the post...

Congrats on being clean! I too shall join the ranks of the clean population one day...


[1 Points] bigbigsmalldude:

Good for you bro.


[1 Points] RIP_Mandy_9000:

I think the meth really calmed you down maybe you have addhd have you thought about getting back on the meth??

Hint Hint..


[1 Points] OlympusXans:

Oh my god he's alive!


[1 Points] Squanch_You2:

I missed you dude


[1 Points] TheDopeDepot:

Congrats on the sobriety. I'm happy to read you're doing well.


[1 Points] ImFatBastard:

Miss you buddy.

Glad to hear you are doing well.


[1 Points] greggsporkpie:

"just clean" its more than a "just" type thang bro its a big thing looking good dude i hope you continue with the clean .best wishes


[1 Points] mustbesomebody:

needs more meth BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA


[1 Points] Rockythebully:

He’s alive! It’s not the same around here man


[0 Points] Wyndove419:

Why does everyone who believe in God feel the need to shove it down the rest of our throats? Great post otherwise