I fucked up

This happened around a month a go and since then I like to think that I've become much less retarded. The damage is still done though.

Around three months a go I found out about the DN and decided I was ready to make my first order around a month later. All went well, my acid arrived and I was happy. I asked a friend of mine if he was up for trying it with me and unfortunately made the mistake of telling him where I got it from. He didn't seem too up for trying it and said that he'd think about it.

A few days later I wake up to a text off of a guy that's a pretty well known scumbag. He says that he'll give me $20 for two which would mean I would make a profit. I thought that I might as well since I probably won't use them all anyway. I end up meeting them and stupidly handed over the tabs first. They did a runner.

The next day I wake up to more texts this time telling me that if I don't give them more they're coming around to my house or calling the police on me (they had proof of me selling because it was arranged on Facebook. Yes that's right I arranged a drug deal on fucking Facebook). I felt as though there was nothing else I could do other than give the tabs to them. I ended up having one tab for myself. I paid around $75 for one tab and have no-one to blame but myself. Also because of this I have become know as "the guy who can get you anything you want". I really don't want to be known as that guy. Does anyone have any advice on how I can make this situation better for myself? Also thank you to anyone who read all this.


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[13 Points] BillyBudThorton:

First step is knowing how and why you fucked up.

Second step is cutting contact with negative people.

Third step is hitting the gym and listening to podcasts on business, or life in general.

Fourth step is to enjoy life those fuckers don't mean shit


[7 Points] CheekyDive:

Brush up on your opsec and headbutt the cunt ;)


[6 Points] Theeconomist1:

This should serve as required reading for everyone who says they are so tight with their buddy that they'd never say anything to anyone.

First, don't pay extortionists or blackmailers. It will never end. Put a stop to it. Let him call the cops. So the fuck what. They won't pursue it (LE won't) if they have nothing to pursue but a FB post and some bitches word - and I doubt they'd even go to the cops anyway. Obviously if you continued dealing, you would have problems, but I assume you aren't a dealer and don't plan on doing it. I'd keep a cooling break from the DNMs, just in case those fuckers try to make trouble for you. Just keep clean.

Your first change is to stop paying blackmailers. Don't pay. Meet violence with violence (if they start fucking with you). Stand up to them. * Disclaimer: Check your local ordinances on how far you can defend yourself. If you live in a pussy state that believes you should just take it up the ass and say thank you, then I guess be careful. Also, obviously put what I say in perspective. I often speak in hyperbole to better drive home my point. I'm not saying to walk around strapped, coming straight outta compton so you better make way, AK's blaring and bitches moaning, watching those bitches collapse, they get caught slipping, they's gots to die. I'm just saying to stand up for yourself. Don't take shit from others. At a certain age (adulthood) generally speaking, we are victimized if we allow ourselves to be. Don't allow yourself to be.

Your second change is not to order from the DNMs for a long while. Cool your heels. Also, good idea to keep clean in general, just in case.

I don't know how fluid your social circle is, so until either they move or you move, you'll probably be known as the guy who can get anything for a while, esp if you live in a small town.

If asked about the DNMs, I'd just lie and say you were fucking around to sound like hot shit. That you just read about SR and you wanted to be the guy with the inside connect.


[1 Points] Battyhole:

All of the other responses avoid the fact this happened to you because people take you (in particular) for a prick.


[0 Points] OldSchoolMethHead:

i,m older an had so many hurtful fucked up things happen (most from fam.) to me along the way that i,m fucking pissed an ain,t gonna take NO SHIT. i got so much built up anger, an frustrastion it just shows, i,m looking fer trouble anymore i guess, (sad i know, i,ve changed.) others say they walk on eggshells around me. lol the way i like it.

tldr; IDK on a good one today boys. lol send him a gram a bud or something cheap let em know then that you could put his ass behind bars if ya wanted. (bad idea prob.)

well at least you harmed, 65-75$ ain,t to bad for this lesson (lost a whole weeks pay once), we all learn it one way or another. if this didnt happen, ya might of sold to him a few times til ya got a couple hundred tabs/$$ and he took that. sadly ya really can,t trust anyone fully w/this stuff.