I really love K and I was looking for a cheaper substitute. So I bought mxe from susna since the vendor has good reviews (mostly).
I trusted the good reviews so I went ahead and IVed.
Started with 20mg.. felt a rush, this is a dissociative right? But it's ok, I read that some mxe are stimulating and has a "morish" effect.
And more indeed!
20 minutes later I IV-ed another 40mg. I want that Mxe-hole experience.. (and yes, I kept track of time because I always write trip reports for myself to look back on especially on first time on a different drug. You should too.)
I don't know how but I was still able to function just fine. Wired up as hell, heart beat seemed to be beating really fast but when I timed it, it was only 120 bpm.. a little high but not too bad.
The dissociativeness (Out of body) is kind of creeping in but I'm still not in the Mxe-hole. Feel sped up and all weird. I can't explain it. Like someone gripping my face skin and pulling it back but not all even.
I've done many K holes where I go unconscious and thats what I was looking for. So I figure I should take a bit more.
IV another 30mg and I feel the rush. I'm super wired. All kinds of weird feeling. I check my mental state. I can still do simple math. I can still move around, go on youtube etc..
Does anyone notice how I was able to IV this whole time? Yea, I was able to.
I'm used to ketamine getting me all tranquilized and laying down still but this... if this is mxe, It's nothing like K.
No nausea, which is good. But I feel really dirty and weird. Gross feeling. I have the urge to take more but I finally get it into my head that it's the drug making me want more.
I stop and ride out the rest of the trip. If this is mxe, it's fucking dirty and gross.
The whole time I kept thinking, K is so much simpler. The high is simple, it knocks me out and puts me in that K zone. I get nausea as hell but I'd rather take that.
I dont know, maybe mxe is not for me.
Would you mind snorting some of your stuff to see if it burns. There is definitely something wrong with what I received. Burns like crazy. When used between gum and cheek it causes serious irritation. It is also weak.
I've done both K and MXE and clean MXE is heaven. I think you got what I got. I'm seriously thinking about scraping up $100 so I can send this to dancesafe.org for lab analysis. I'm scared to do anymore. Ugh...