Thanks... Gonna be a another Shit Weekend. Since these markets are Rocket Science, how about you Hire Actual Rock Scientist's to get shit fixed. Lets see our options:

Die - Have a great Withdrawling weekend - ReHab. Cmon Get Your Shit Together or get the fuck out. AG is worse than ever, and I mean ever, yes funds stuck there. BB Has most my funds which you guessed it are stuck there as well. Put money into another market and BOOM they go fucking down. Am I about to put more money into another market FUCK NO. WTF I want answers and I want them NOW. Everything I read is pure speculation, and no admins will ever be honest on WTF is going on. Back to the streets to die, or rehab, or just take myself out. WTF. Ohh and direct deals, been burned so fuck off.


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[8 Points] autophiller:

Let it out, man. Let it out.

Reads like you're feeling unwell. Hope that turns around for you. Might I recommend diversifying your source portfolio.


[4 Points] -lobali:

I have no dependencies, but I remember last night while I was loading the dishwasher that there have to be a lot of people out there genuinely suffering, or soon to, because of all these market closures. I've been around a while and only Onymous comes close to lowering people's choices as limited as they are now. Most vendors don't diversify to a lot of markets, and it's largely new, markets with vendors people don't know.

I understand the desperation people face that makes them willing to turn to vendors with 4-5 deals on markets, and the scam reports are increasing daily. I feel so genuinely awful about it, and am so woried for people who are losing money, going into withdrawal, losing their income as resellers, etc, to the point that I spent an entire afternoon seeing if I can't come up with some sort of temporary workaround for the sourcing questions (I simply can not just allow them; I even checked) - but I am still working on this. .Agora does appear to be back and mostly just overwhelmed so hopefully it will resolve but it doesn't leave my mind for long. And because of "healthy boundaries" and stuff -- I HAVE to limit my non-reddit time that I spend thinking about and worrying about reddit or I will hit the wall and burn out and leave - something I actively try to avoid... I already do it too much to begin with

But I do want everyone to know that we (modteam) absolutely take things like this into consideration and want to do whatever we (legally/TOS) can to help the people genuinely suffering because of this.

I suspect this thread will be one that the responses require time travel to accomplish - go back in time and buy more, keep a larger collection of trusted vendors on more markets. So please know we do discuss it.

I know OP is just venting, and understandably so. Please understand we can't allow open "who has x/where can I buy it" - but the commuity often comes up with some reallly spectacular ideas on their own so if anyone has thoughts about a way that we might be able to help people find temporary resources, please post them here.

I was having an ongoing conversation with an Ag vendor (unrelated to orders; he had been asking on the forum if anyone knew about something and I happened to. I checked out his profile and he seemed to be a good guy - tons of complimentary feedback, etc, so I said I wouldn't mind writing up a quick explanation for him. We were using the market(Has the forum been up? I use market forums like...never. Someone here actually linked me the thread) I wrote it up and had been sitting on an textfile for at least a good week and I half with the answer to the question and only this morning when I saw DNStats listed them as up - I just had to refresh each page about ten times before it displayed. Now it's my turn to wait on a reply.

Semi-off topic: I generally refuse to have private conversations off reddit PM or off market, so I do not have a lelantos or similar email. I should get one for things like this, as well as I work with users about specific harm reductions and help them design tapers and try to make myself available for answering. Now that I am recovered to the point that I am able to do this stuff again, I really want to get back into it. I asked the vendor this same question, but of course I have to wait for the guy catch up and get back to me, so hopefully by then I'll have a return address to offer him. (and others)

Does anyone have a preferred email service? Is the paid verson of hushmail worth it more than the free one? Clearnet is much more practical for me and I encrypt commutations; I have limited time I can get on to and hate leaving people waiting on me.

Thanks in advance and apologies to OP for the slight hijack.

I hope you're holding up okay, OP. It will pass, but I know that sort of shitty platitude isn't helpful, but maybe knowing that people are thinking of you and wishing for the best might give you a little comfort? Best of luck. Everyone is annoyed and frustrated, so I know tons of people must feel your same pain.


[3 Points] drpnit:

Don't hire a geologist to do an astrophysicist's job.


[2 Points] None:

Look on the bright side: not using will lower your tolerance and when you do get more it won't take as big a dose to get off!


[2 Points] Major_Trippy:

After being a recreational H user for a little while here and becoming very active in the BB H forums, I don't even want to imagine the number of people having to choose between complete suffering or throwing $ down the drain to get bunk local stamps. Luckily I use on and off so not having direct access is merely inconvenient for me, not debilitating.

I am not sure what OP's drug of choice is, but certain H vendors like AS and SS have started to find ways of doing business around the downed markets. No doubt, it's a bad time for people who need product. I'm sure plenty share your frustration and desperation, all I can do is hope you the best and let you know that this isn't happening to you alone.......I know, little solace there, but its true.


[1 Points] NicholeRichey:

Rock Scientist and Rocket Scientist are different people.

Rock scientist like beer.


[1 Points] KeavesSharpi:

Sounds like you need to dry out to be honest. Maybe rehab isn't such a bad idea.


[1 Points] uEbrjuZxTDEwVhqS:

This is why I have a strict personal rule against touching anything physically addictive. Yeah, that limits me to about half the available items, but it also still leaves the other half to have fun with without creating a dependency.

Not saying this in any way to judge; Moreso, I just mean to say that these (DNM) markets are obviously way too flaky to rely on as a sole source for the hard stuff.

TL;DR - If you like addictive substances, don't rely on DNM's as their sole source. You're just setting yourself up for a fall that way.


[1 Points] Suck_a_gerbils_dick:

JFKMN,

What is your DOC? Heroin? I would like to let you know there are clearnet alternatives that, although not as good, are way better than nothing and will help you feel better.


[0 Points] Rolling_Stonedd:

What a shitpost.. Lol.


[-1 Points] sillysally11:

If you need drugs to have a good weekend I feel sorry for you.