I know I definitely was freaking out for a while when I started the DNM. I remember the night before my first weed pack was coming, I was terrified. Thoughts running thru my head like "this could be my last night in my own house. I could be in jail this time tomorrow".
Yeah, noob level shit.
But today as I was walking to my mailbox I realized something. I don't care anymore. I know the USPS doesn't care about me. Now that I've got a better paying job than when I started, I can smoke weed without having to sell to afford it. (I'm not saying I was using weed selling as my main income. All that funded was my weed habit)
But yeah, I've realized how easy it is to order an ounce a week and not raise any eyebrows. I'm not saying I'm letting my guard down. I still use crazy opsec. The only thing that changed is my sense of "fuck what if this is the one where I get caught".
Knocking on wood though lol
Sorry for the potential shitpost haha, just wanted to get some other views lol
I was super sketched as fuck my first week of ordering, than I sat down like hmm, as long as OPSEC Is tight, nobody is compromised, as far as they know (and don't even care unless your po is nosy as fuck) it's random ass packages off the internet or from family.. Nothing is really going to go wrong. With weed it does get riskier because someone could fuck up and smell could leak or something.
But I am still not fully comfortable. I No longer shake when I retrieve packages, but I am still fully aware, somewhere , somehow, the vendor could've been compromised, somehow a order picked up by LE, or somehow my fucking pack burst open, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE REALLY.. So I always play it safe as possible, always try to have a good alibi or story denying it.
LMFAO OMG, I will never forget my first two packs. Landed same day my PO box. WAlked up there, on camera and all, like fuck, this is it. Opened my box, and I ACTED OUT, FAKED OUT, IMMEDIATELY, THE MOST FRAUDULENT FUCKING FACE, TRYING TO ACT SUPRISED, LIKE HUH ? WHAT'S THIS? WEIRD? ANd walked out back to the car with that face, still puzzled all the way home. LOLOL. Fuck me. I've come a long way.