This happened around a month a go and since then I like to think that I've become much less retarded. The damage is still done though.
Around three months a go I found out about the DN and decided I was ready to make my first order around a month later. All went well, my acid arrived and I was happy. I asked a friend of mine if he was up for trying it with me and unfortunately made the mistake of telling him where I got it from. He didn't seem too up for trying it and said that he'd think about it.
A few days later I wake up to a text off of a guy that's a pretty well known scumbag. He says that he'll give me $20 for two which would mean I would make a profit. I thought that I might as well since I probably won't use them all anyway. I end up meeting them and stupidly handed over the tabs first. They did a runner.
The next day I wake up to more texts this time telling me that if I don't give them more they're coming around to my house or calling the police on me (they had proof of me selling because it was arranged on Facebook. Yes that's right I arranged a drug deal on fucking Facebook). I felt as though there was nothing else I could do other than give the tabs to them. I ended up having one tab for myself. I paid around $75 for one tab and have no-one to blame but myself. Also because of this I have become know as "the guy who can get you anything you want". I really don't want to be known as that guy. Does anyone have any advice on how I can make this situation better for myself? Also thank you to anyone who read all this.
First step is knowing how and why you fucked up.
Second step is cutting contact with negative people.
Third step is hitting the gym and listening to podcasts on business, or life in general.
Fourth step is to enjoy life those fuckers don't mean shit