Whenever I use MDMA now it does not seem to give me any euphoria but instead causes me to get extremely paranoid delusional thoughts and sort of trip out as if I had taken mushrooms or something. I have been thinking that what I have been buying is not legit MDMA and I have tried several vendors on agora and each vendors MDMA gives distinctly different effects but nothing like the MDMA that was sold on SR1 or like the pills I would buy on the street. Almost all of these vendors MDMA test positive on a test kit but I have also read that there are research chemicals like 5-mapb that will test purple to black. I have taken long breaks between uses but still nothing.
maybe i just fucked my brain up and mdma no longer works on me? The last time I took some MDMA from a certain vendor on agora I was considering going to the hospital.
If you've tried various gear from various vendors and regularly test your purchase and are adamant that is doesn't effect you it could be worth while seeing a doctor about possible serotonin syndrome. In the mean time I'd suggest perhaps not taking any more Molly.