Haha I dont wanna get weird but we all see the amp/meth jokes about 6 hour jerkoff seshes so often I gotta be the guy. I'm sorry. 16 months ago I was contemplating suicide over an amp-fueled porn addiction. Not an anti-porn/fap post. Moderation is key. Porn & amp > fierce alliance > formidable foe.

I made a similar comment earlier in another thread, figured I'd just make a post out of it; Even if it doesn't end up helping anyone ever, it's the candid account of a person who struggled with chronic masturbation and an addiction to pornography. I think i'd be intrigued

The pronlonged jerk seshes didn't start happening until my sophmore year in colleege. I don't really know how I got the idea but I think I might even remember the first night I reallly dedicated serious time to it. I got a little older and just didn't have the time to do it, but that amphetamine-to-internet-porn-wank-sesh-association had turned into a full blown addiction by the time I decided to acknowledge the problem. It was kind of fucked up. I couldn't help myself. Those jerk off binges were starting fuck with my life.

I'd get home at 8 or 9pm and say "just one hour to beat off," next thing I knew it's 6 in the morning and I'm still looking for vids and jpegs. I wasn't getting laid at all dude. Wasn't going out much. Wasn't sleeping enough, Amp tolerance rising. Spendig more money on amp. I was gaining weight. Out of nowhere putting all this weight on. I was just disgusted with myself. Completely disgusted. It was all tied to long nights of watching porn and jerking off. I'd never admit it in person but my addiction to porn was literally ruining my life. I always had control over the amp until the porn started factoring in. A mid-high functioning amp addict turned into a gringy home-dweller for more time than he'd care to rememeber. After I quit the porn for good (took many trials & errors) amp leveled itself to wherever we had left off before.

I'm really glad I was able to get past that though. 16 months ago I was contemplating suicide over an addiction to porn. I would be dead, you wouldn't be reading this, and my parents would be sad.

It probably doesn't happen often, but knowing It's happening makes me feel bad because I know most people dealing with it aren't going to tell anyone. They might not need advice on how to not watch porn, but temporary no-fap, long term pornfree sponsor. How many people would be willing to be the guy someone calls when he's afraid he's won't be ablte to resist jerking off for 8 straight hours if you and him don't go to a farmer's market or some shit asap?

Idk how many people would be at risk for this type of thing, it's a pretty emberassing problem so who knows how reliable the data is on porn and jerk off addicitions, nvm porn/amp/jo addictions. But there's probably people out there dealing with it who are to emberassed' to talk about it. Some of them might not realize they can quit the porn without quitting the wanking. Some people might not even realize it's starting to become or already is a proble

My advice to anyone out there who isn't spending the entire evening jerking of on amp is not to start. A lot of guys like to joke about getting all amped and beat the meat out of their dicks, I bet at least half of those guys have been doing it long enough they feel dissaointed in themselves at the end of each sesh.

I'm not trying to rag on porn at all or guys who watch it. There's plenty of dudes who do these jerk sessions just a couple times a month or year and have complete control. Well, I applaud you gentleman, with my two free hands.

Amphetamines can be a powerful tool for self-improvement. It can help motivate you to do or encourage you to to try and learn things you felt incapable of or intimidated by before, it can tap unharnessed potential you were unaware you had. These drugs can also turn on you like that. By the time you're there, you're already belly crawling through the shit

I jack off in the shower now. Kind of like Kevin Spacey in American Beauty except I don't hunch over like a fucking hill creature when I bust a nut. I steady my stance, maintain my posture, realign my grip and pump purpose. I also fuck the daughters cheerleader friend at the end of the movie. For sure. s

But didn't beat off for a long time. Around 6 months after I quit I was sleeping more regularly, lost the weight as fast as I put it on. I barely thought about porn now but I at this point I had barely talked to, let alone fucked a girl in 1.5 maybe 2 years. I was nervous it had mbeen so long. I used to do alright with the ladies, not a stud any means but you know. That waas a weird time. I would be driving in my car thinking about like kissing and shit like I was 14. I had to socially retrain myself in a lot of ways. I hired a few escorts before fucking anyone else or really trying even. I was nervous I wouldn't be able to do it, I don't mean get hard. Shit man I could stick my dick in a snowman's ass and make him prolapse. Just like the touching and shit. I felt like such. Pulled it together sooner or later. Have a few drinks to cool the nerves in your head and dick; turns out, even following hiatus, fucking comes pretty naturally

Edit: Guys. PM me about your jerkoff addiction. I want to help. I don't know if I can but at least you know I've been there. I can sympathize. If your situation seems at all similar to mine, your mightbe getting worse every day. I don't care what it is *(Disclaimer: Unless its kid fucking)** Opening up a dialog might be a good place to start. If you're worried about identity just don't give away any identifying info. I am incapable of judgement at this point. You're talking to thie filthiest dick beater in all the lands. If you feel like typing out some thoughts on the problem might be helpful, by all means do it. I'll do ny best to assist.

Every time you think of The Prince of France just picture a beacon of light that guideth thy hand which with thoust doth wanketh

Until NPR does a segment on this. I'm probably the best you could hope for.

Edit again: The first link the Daily OPsec Tip on this sub leads to today is ampedsoftware.com How very fiting


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[32 Points] DarkKnight_1111:

Can confirm the 8 hour meth jack sesh is for real. And the orgasm when it finally comes is like a fuckin grand mal seizure of euphoria for like a full minute. I never got addicted to it to where I would crave just the jack sesh but whenever I did meth best believe 96 hours straight of porn was a very good possibility unless I was with a girl then I just tear that shit up until we both cant walk correctly.


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[9 Points] sudonemm:

Didn't read, too busy jrknit


[6 Points] None:

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[4 Points] hettiseeds:

Who saw the length of the title and immediately knew it had something to do with meth, without reading a word? 😂


[3 Points] spicy_trip:

All this talk has me feeling randy baaaby :) jkjk this is so long it's hard to follow. Pussy doesn't have to deal with this ^ hard to comprehend 😂😂


[2 Points] ShitQuantikSays:

/r/nofap


[2 Points] Rayn211:

does meth not give you stim dick?


[2 Points] None:

I've definitely jerked off Friday evening - Monday morning more times then I'd like to admit. Thank god I don't fuck with amps anymore.


[2 Points] Niglongdong:

How many times should u jerk of a week? Once a day ok?


[2 Points] None:

my addiction is self regulating because eventually you run out if shit to watch and get bored...


[2 Points] tubby123:

/r/noFap


[2 Points] whatisopsec:

Quality shitpost.


[1 Points] bihesad:

Buddy of mine took 3 30 XRs and had a 12 hour sesh so he claims. How that's even enjoyable I have no idea


[1 Points] dnmyesterday:

Once I watched porn and jerked off for 48 hours straight. Im not bragging, I know is sad.


[1 Points] None:

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[1 Points] coffeencreme:

I'm glad you got over it...addiction is addiction and many of us know how it is.


[1 Points] None:

You missed the point if American Beauty. The cheerleader was just a metaphor for his lost youth. Fucking her would not have been a victory.


[1 Points] OldTimeStringBand:

/r/titlegore


[1 Points] throwahooawayyfoe:

Edit: Guys. PM me about your jerkoff addiction

I feel like you might be about to get some really weird messages in your inbox, OP...


[1 Points] DiscoverInfo:

8 hour meth mastrubation marathon is real. I now only save for special occasions, but I just don't have the health or fortitude for that kind of thing anymore. Meth can be great but it can also fuck you up. I don't know how yo gained weight dude, I would not eat or drink during the 8 hours literally not taking my eyes away from the PC.


[1 Points] HastleMaster:

Ultimately you have to make a personal evaluation about what kind of contribution or detraction it's makes to your life to make a decision. It's going to be different for every person but it's hard to think that anyone who does this comes out of it feeling as though they've done anything productive as good a the temporary high or experience might seem at the time. Try your best to concentrate more on the shame and realization of the utter fruitlessness or your behavior in the aftermath of the experience rather than the actual high. This becomes harder and harder as time passes by your mind just gridlocks on the high and forgets the consequences and the shame. As with any indulgence moderation always at least helps to curb or mitigate some of those consequences and negative feelings. At the end of the day though to each their own there is not one size fits all fix.