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Sobering up?
But I did have an amazing time with 220ug of TT some LSD. Made me see some of the flaws in my life. It wasn't a happy trip, per se, but it was beneficial in more ways than one.
Still has yet to quell my love for trying new opioid analogues, though. I don't go into bad withdrawal yet, even after ten years, but I think that's because I just dabble here and there. That said...
Pharmacology is weird, isn't it? I vaped 1 mg (yes, I can accurately weigh 1 mg; I deal with fentanyl; I have an expensive as fuck balance. I don't have a death sentence) of acrylfentanyl I received today and I was nodding, but I felt massive euphoria and never felt much CNS depression, not overly considering it was an instant 1,000ug dose of a drug more potent than fentanyl itself. I just have a high tolerance. Weird, considering I hadn't used opiates for about week before that. I mean I expected to sleep. That was my goal, to nod out, and I did. Was nice. I wasn't expecting the legs. It really does have an acrylic smell to it, but I honestly wouldn't worry too much about it. Doses are too small to be too carcinogenic. French fries are worse.
I'm not even on a stimulant right now. Just had a couple sprays of Fu-F (I find this horribly caustic analogue to be one of my favorites, because it seems insanely psychedelic...I saw CEVs of Mickey as a demon giggling today. Was awesome. I just love the stuff. Too bad it doesn't last long. No legs whatsoever, and not much euphoria. The pain relief isn't even that great. Acrylfentanyl.. that was something different. I felt no pain at all. I was floating there and I felt a warmth that reminded me of when I could feel heroin.
tl;dr Don't do opioids, kids, even just to dabble. You doom yourself for future surgeries, pain relief (no doctor can prescribe me a dose of any drug strong enough for my true pain except sufentanyl, and I'm not looking into that lol. If I didn't get involved in fentalogues, Dilaudid would still help me. I've gone so far as to having tried carfentanil once. That shit is fucking intense. And the dose was like 2-5ug lmao).
And this weekend I just remembered all that. Fuck, benzos really screw with your memory. I'm not even that high right now. And I'm definitely not on a stimulant. Imagine if I was lol. This would never end...