Good Antidepressants available on darknetmarkets?

I know this might not be the type of question that fits on this sub reddit, but I want to see if anyone would have some experience with ordering antidepressants on any darknetmarket. Because I live in a country, where it is very difficult to obtain any "good" medicine, I would have to go through endless of meetings and all that bullshit that nobody has time for.

A while ago I was prescribed a medicine called "Valdoxan" and this medicine was a complete nightmare, it made everything much worse. But I read a bit about Ritalin and something containing dexoamphetamine (spelling?) which would be effective, does anyone have experience with that? I need something for very deep depression, not the type "oh i want to kill myself" etc, but more like "im bored, im not sure what to do in this life" and no, im not suicidal, i have a good job and earn a little bit over mid-class wage, I like my job and all that, but I dont feel happy in a way that I can meet new people etc.

I dont mind to sound lame or anything but I hope someone can give advice.

Thanks.


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[5 Points] Dimdamm:

but more like "im bored, im not sure what to do in this life" and no, im not suicidal, i have a good job and earn a little bit over mid-class wage, I like my job and all that, but I dont feel happy in a way that I can meet new people etc.

and stimulants addiction is totally gonna help you


[6 Points] None:

Come to America! Tell a doc you had a bad day and boom ssris up the bunghole.


[3 Points] sharpshooter789:

Stimulants are not antidepressants.


[1 Points] Lobster_Man:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agomelatine The stuff you were given is an anti-depressant

Be careful though, seeking out "pleasure-enhancers" when you're in a bad place is a dangerous habit....

Seriously though, look into meditation, and maybe a bit of light cannabis use ;) (or mdma as someone suggested below)


[1 Points] None:

I'd suggest some Paxil/Prozac/Effexor or even Seroquel (wiki them all). Remember anti-depressants can take a few weeks to starting working "properly". Took me about 6 different antidepressants until I found one that worked for me.

Ritalin and dexoamphetamine will only make you do stupid things when you are "bored" ("HEY I CAN TOTALLY FIX THAT TELEVISION!!) and will only offer a temporary crutch for the day.


[1 Points] obsidianchao:

I highly, HIGHLY suggest you do NOT take a prescription antidepressant without a doctor's assistance, especially if its an SSRI. These aren't just hapypills, they're potentially very dangerous for your mental health.

The safest thing you could do is try other drugs with antidepressant effects, i.e. MXE, ketamine, cannabis, stuff like that.


[1 Points] None:

I'm prescribed tramadol for depression (it's considered a "non-narcotic painkiller" but its anti-depressant qualities work great for me) but my months script is always gone in a few days. QualityMeds on SR2 was my first purchase on the markets but he/she was in a car accident and has been gone for over a month now. I have also used thereallindalovelace (SR2, Agora, Pandora, unbeatable prices) but she hasn't been able to import trams for awhile now due to the Indian FDA situation. I'm keeping a watch on both of them hoping one of them will come back.


[0 Points] ass-fister:

MDMA