I'm looking for a trip that would look like this

https://youtu.be/m5Vwv42kxKo?t=1225

Ive done a few tabs of verified LSD a couple times now but the only effects i got were black helicopters flying overhead and some color shifting. Ive also done DMT which is the shit but its over as soon as it begins. Shrooms and mescaline felt like outdoor trips and werent very out of body, doing more just brought on more bodyload. All thats left is RC's, do any of them have this sort of deep space ethereal quality? I want egodeath and am willing to take however much to get it.


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[1 Points] jadenpls:

2cb and ketamine maybe


[1 Points] None:

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[1 Points] nived321:

Ego death is YMMV because only in the last gate of a conscious thought, do you learn if you accept yourself for who you are, don't ever try to achieve ego death while harboring a strong belief about anything. God, Nationality, Loyalty, Duty, Honor. They get ripped apart and each subject you get forced to think about you see them from all directions.... The moment you fear for a belief, is the moment your ego "dies".

A spoonful of honey will save any trip.

For any come down, a xanax will kill any substance affecting serotonin levels...

Of course for my authentic Ego death. I had taken 4 transformers, either DOI, or LSD. Unknown quantities of Nox.

We were doing whipits as they do, and then somebody hands me a bowl packed with ... And I'll never forget this moment, Salvia. I took that hit like a balloon of nox.

Almost instantly, an eternity, I'm floating above the world, and I see my self, sitting there next to me in space, drifting around a blur of blue. I tried to talk to him, but he started telling me about some mundane thing he memorized, being obnoxious, he was full of fear and loathing. Just another person though, and I thought to myself at least he is an honest hard working person for others... But I did not want to spend five minutes with him, let alone an eternity...

I came back, and everybody was looking at me, I had just slumped over, and was muttering gibberish on the bed. I had touch some profound thing on the other side about life... I was trying to communicate it... The rest of the night...

You need to be a resilient person if ego death is what you want... Because some people find it looking for answers they can't handle... And it ruins their trip, and it ruins $100 worth of drugs.


[0 Points] hog_master:

Ketamine