Need advice.

Basically I got really depressed this past week.

So..... I saw a can of dusters ( which I swore to myself I'd never touch again and until now, I did)

I pretty much did 1 can in 3 days. I hate myself for it.

Has anyone had any similar experience? How fucked am I, physically/mentally?

And help would be appreciated, please no bashing.
I'm never touching that shit! I felt like I died one time.

Advice/help wanted


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[6 Points] None:

Depressed people self medicate with lots of different stuff. You need to look into why you are depressed, talk it out with someone and if relevant then look into medication/long term therapy.

If you don't, then it will just keep happening. Maybe with something different, but always something to try and avoid the pain. Some people get into really dangerous shit like fentanyl or heroin or religion.

Find the problems. Even if you can't fix them, being aware of it makes it a LOT easier to deal with.

I'm normally a total dick to people, but I have been where you are (different substance though) and I empathise. Good luck.


[3 Points] trappy_AB:

You will heal and you will recover. Please though put some distance between yourself and surround yourself with positive people.

If you need to talk I'll be here for you, here on reddit or at alphabay and I can be reached by email too.

You are not alone.


[2 Points] InTheDitch:

I had a friend hooked on that shit. I didn't know it was possible but he was for a few years. He'd go through multiple cans a day everyday. All the stores in his area caught on and stopped selling to him and he had to travel to get them. The shit was really messing him up physically and mentally. When it came time to quit the shit he had a really really hard time and went through some pretty nasty withdrawals. He's good now but it really ruined his life at the time. Stay away from that shit.


[1 Points] TheGreatSkeletor:

Switch over to nitrous oxide. The subjective high of of duster has been described as a dirtier version of nitrous oxide. You can buy the stuff at sex shops and head shops and on the Internet for the low price of cheap. I have never huffed duster so I can't speak from experience but its probably not doing your brain any good to be inhaling that stuff. As I said do your brain a favor and go to the good stuff if you are going to do it all.


[-11 Points] izza123:

Try /r/drugs we don't care about your duster huffin