How much fear/paranoia associated with your DNM activities do you experience on a daily basis? I'd says for me it's not enough because I'm really only every excited/anticipatory of packages coming and not any fear that things have gone wrong. The only time so far there was an issue was when it took 43 days for a Bungee pack to arrive.
I guess how do you guys deal with any stress from it? I feel like the best thing to do is to fully commit to whatever decision you make and know there isn't turning back but only to move forward and accept the consequences as they come, which usually are none when you're dealing with small quantities and small bulk (<50 g).
I worry I'll get coarse sand and not that fine grit fire.