Gather around and listen to a story...
My forte is MDMA importation, usually in bulk quantities. I found a vendor over a year ago who I built a pretty decent relationship with. I think I had over 60 packs from this vendor come to either me or my associates within a year.
About a month ago, I had moved to direct email ordering with this vendor, everything was running smooth. Except for my last pack, which was also the largest quantity ever ordered.
When I received the package, guess what... There was no return label. I immediately flipped out, a number of questions ran through my head "Did he forget?" "Did LE pull the return label?"...
I contacted the vendor and after discussing everything, it seems like he simply forgot. Well fuck... My sense of paranoia shot through the roof and I couldn't help but ask myself, "Is this really worth it?"
I'm putting my freedom in someone elses hands, giving them trust that they'd do everything correct on their part so that I don't end up in cuffs. At the end of the day, no one is perfect and mistakes will be made.
But that mistake.... that mistake could have raised a huge red flag with my mail carrier and totally fucked me. Like federal fuck me in the ass prison sentence fuck me.
Since then, I've not ordered from this vendor and have in fact stopped ordering all together. I can get the same quality MDMA locally out here, and pay a little bit of a higher premium. But everything is in my control now. If I were to get caught, I would be caught because of my own mistakes, not someone else's.
What should you guys take from this? Ask yourselves sometimes if this is all worth it? Double check your opsec, and then check it again. Never get too comfortable, shit like this could happen to anyone and could turn bad. I was lucky, I guess.
My paranoia levels have dropped back down to normal and i'm getting ready to resume operations again, just not sure if i'll be using that vendor anymore.
**Don't ask me to out the vendor, I won't be doing that.
What I dont get is that, no matter if in person or online you always have to trust the other person. More times in person than online people are cops and/or an informant. You always have a risk, you must accept that.