Anyone else getting very anxious from mail waiting?

Have been waiting for 1 month for an order to arrive (let's say its just a fucking gram). Now that I read numerous posts in this sub on mail seizures, ie. love letter after 2 moths, etc., (no clue if its even real story) I am getting more and more paranoid and anxious by the day, to the point of it being more important than love, friends, etc.

I'm worrying on a daily, for example thinking about being busted. Anyone else feeling anxious from waiting for a mail taking longer than usual? Do you fear your order getting seized? How do you cope with the daily anxiety from waiting for your mail? I feel as down and empty now, as my empty mail box.

To joke ironically, say you might be anxious waiting everyday for an anti-anxiety drug, Xanax!


Comments


[4 Points] coltsrule7:

Hey man dont you dare worry little boy! Just take a breath you will live ok probalbly just The main thing is to make sure they arnt watching you! OK this is hard because some times they even hide in your house and set up cameras to watch you but ass long as you keeep a good look out for 20-50 year old white guys and sunglasses your fine but realy you see one of them keep walking dont look at them infact just like walk acroos the street and nevery look them in the eye thats when they Know and theyh send the helecopter guy to get his drones to look in your windows even at night so make sure youe put 2 ggood black curtains over every window black spray paiint woudlj nbe better but Im sure this will do you good for now. Then once thats done you can chill just smoke some more meth put on the music and fap till morning oK! Im praying for you brother GOD SPEEED! fuck ya this shit is great! WOAH


[3 Points] Dubstep95:

Nah, that's what i got these xanax bars for!


[1 Points] btcquestionn:

A gram of what? From where? Dude you are being anxious for no reason. Its likely just disappeared into the nether. I've had this happen to packages that contain hundreds of grams. Cool your shit. When CD's are made they make that quickly so as not to arise suspicion. They don't sit on that shit for a month.


[1 Points] DancingWindAway:

I remember we once even had a guy that got sexually aroused by seeing his mailmen because his brain made some weird connection.

But honestly if you are "worrying on a daily", maybe you should find yourself another kind of source. Constant fear is no way to live.


[0 Points] None:

Anxious? Yes, but I have anxiety issues anyways...I don't bug out quite as bad as you though. International orders make me nervous as fuck so I try to stick to domestic whenever possible.

Just placed my first international order from the EU for some acetyl fent with some left over coin I had and it never showed...no idea if it was even sent or if it was seized or what. No love letter or anything...I've gotten a few love letters in the past when I used to buy grey area RCs back pre 2009. Technically legal back then, but I still got a few love letters. The vendor offered to reship and this time it made it through customs in NY according to tracking I was given.

The anxiety when getting scammed gets pretty bad though. I'm not even buying anything that I'm dependent on and "need" but going up to the mailbox every day to find no pack sucks ass. Then I'm back to being anxious until mail time the next day, where I find nothing again and again and again until I decide I got scammed and stop checking the mail frantically. I've taken multiple days off of work when expecting a pack and I end up getting nothing.

Bottom line, stick to domestic vendors that have a good reputation and the anxiety should slip away. Check on myusps to see if anything pops up. I wish I knew about myusps before the other month lol