Vendor: psychtropix (agora market)
product: mxe 250mg
Cost $12 + $3 shipping
Quality: 5/5
Quantity:id not weigh
Stealth/shipping: ordered on a last week received the next day. it was shipped first class small envelope, no mbb but adequete technique for mxe. extremely fast ship time for a small first class order. he allows escrow.
No i didn't test it. But i've done mxe on and off for probably 2 years now. It has a pretty discernible high when IV'd and I am as positive as you can be without a field test or lab test that his mxe is real (and potent).
I had 250mg last night...
A little history is that I have been a heroin and cocaine addict for a while..doing pretty good now. Ive abused mxe heavily at times, not lately though.
His mxe is a very fine white crystal kind of like salt, shiny, but even finer. It dissolves with cold water no heat needed.
I really hadn't planned on going in deep with this. It was meant to be shared with my girlfriend. I proceeded to separate out what I estimated to be 30mg by dividing up the 250mg into piles as a tester shot. It dissolved readily in water. That right there would have been an enjoyable dose to chill for the night. I tripped out and half m-holed for a while, but i can be a dirty addict and ended up doing soem mxe calculations in my head which resulted in me doing more
For what was probably 2-3 hours I proceeded to try to inject another 90mg? ish dose. I might have got a shot off in there, dont really remember. I just know from like 10pm to 1am i awas fumbling with a needle almost in a fiendish non-enjoyable way. couldnt just be happy where i was. I listen to bobs burgers in the background, mixed up the mxe. I can't put it into words but the whole process took me probably 3 hours befor eI could get a shot off. I was zoning in and out, up mad close to the ooker, then out mixing, then realizing what i was doing, trying to remember what size dose i needed etc.. dunno how i didnt spill it. used like 6 needles to do 2 shots
I would tie off my arm and my veins looked HUGE. I had trouble registering.
At some point I must have gotten a shot off. I was in my parents house. Next thing I knew I saw my dad and mom upstairs (3 in the morning) in their underwear and I had no idea what was going on. I was in and out of holing hard blackout status holes though. My friend has a brain injury..and I guess ive been thinking about that a lot. It makes me really sad, his whole situation.
At this point when i realized my parents were up there with me I had absolutely no idea I took MXE. I thought I had a brain injury and everything else going on in my life was fake, an imagination, a trick. I asked my parents why they keep me locked up here, how they were drugging me, why they thought it was ok. I told them how dissappointed I was that my new relationship wasn't real (new girlfriend) and thought it was a big grand trick. How could it be fake when it had felt so real. But then again a lot of stuff felt real and was a hallucination or imagination to me. I felt that they were being overprotetive parents who did not want to lose their son to a brain injury- that they were secretly medicating me to keep me alive. Keeping me in this state. Creating fake memories for me to appease me. I tried to figure out why I was like this and why they were letting me live, and blamed them for not having the courage to take me off life support when they had the chance.
All they would tell me is they didn't know why i was like I was. They were very calm- they were not scared or crying, this perpetuated my little dillusion. THey never told me I was on drugs. I thought I was having a brief moment of clarity and seeing life for what it really was. Me being trapped in a room locked up medicated as my parents sat in their underwear going about their daily life. Not really like their pet, but just something that they had accepted - that I had a major brain injury and was permanently delusional and keeping me locked up and medicated in their house was an alternative to a psych ward. Eventually I realized I had taken a drug. Thing started to click a little more and I started to feel bad. I realized it was my dads birthday. I was dissappointed in my self for turning to IV drugs again when life was going so good. I told them fuck I'm so stupid poking my self like a pin cushion trying to get a shot off.
I have a new awesome asian girlfriend. She's so wonderful. I don't think there is anyone else in the world, or at least that I will ever come across who has experienced mxe addiction like me, and suffered with heroin addiction. She's very special and sexy and I think I am going to finally be able to fully be my self around her.
As I started to come back to reality a little bit I asked for reassurance that the recent events were in fact not imagined. I asked if i had really spent time with her this weekend..and if so where was she why isnt she here? The more time that passed the more I realized I had shot mxe and taken it too far again. It was like dejavu because the same thing happened once before kind of. They said they heard me moaning and thought I was in agony or being tortured.
They foudn me unresponsive with my muscles convulsing. They are such nice people. I've been doing so good not using drugs and finally enjoying things in life. It was a real let down to realize I had shot mxe and let the situation escalate to this level.
I have no idea how much I actually did, there was about a 20mg pinch left in the bag but I wasted at least one shot because of being too intoxicated and not understand the mechanics of doing an injection at the time. My dad realized I was going to be ok and went back to sleep. my mom stayed up with me..tried to talk a little bit. They knew right away it was not a heroin overdose. They have seen me intoxicated on MXE before (I am ashamed to say).
Today I was even scared to tell my girlfriend what happened. I am so grateful she is who she is an is an addict too. Shes doing well now in terms of sobriety. Talking to her was a breath of fresh air. I want to make this relationship work. I usually let drugs andaddiction get in the way of what matters. She feels pretty special to me right now. It was cool to be able to be honest with someoen about an embarrasing situation like this. In the past it would have been kept to my self. Maybe bits and peices woulda made it out
My parents are scared now... they feel like Its lke shooting bleach into my veins. They feel mxe is more destructive then iv heroin cocaine addiction. I regret doing it majorly. I was only going to do 50mg max through the night.. but have no self control in my blakout periods. MXE is very mooreish for me.. its highly addicting mentally too.
I slept from about 4am to 9 or 10am.. I was still too intoxiccated to drive when I got up. Its about 6pm now and I am almost fully back to normal.
His mxe is potent, real, and legit by my personal account. Again I did not reagent or lab test it... But anyone who has shot mxe knows there are very discernable feelings.
I really don't want to fall back into mxe abuse again. I get very psychologicalyl addicted to it. It is too destructive and dangerous for me. Unless I had a trip sitter, I can not moderate my doses i guess. Its worse when you use sporadically with no tolerance.
Thanks for the review. After reading your trip report, I fully agree that you need a trip-sitter in the future, & presto, problem solved. For what it's worth, I try to advise people against saying "never do XYZ drug again". How about just taking a long break from it, leave it at that… my $0.02 anyway.
But to your review's point, yes, Psychotropix' MXE is motherfucking money. You did a perfect job describing its appearance, and I believe it's isomerically pure as well, but the only evidence for this so far is anecdotal rumor. Either way, it's mad smooth during the come on & feels exceptionally good bodywise, plus it's really synergistic with cannabis, at least for me it is. Bit pricey, like the rest of Psychotropix's shop, but worth it in knowing the quality & consistency you get, if that's important to you.