Fear/Paranoia on a Daily Basis

How much fear/paranoia associated with your DNM activities do you experience on a daily basis? I'd says for me it's not enough because I'm really only every excited/anticipatory of packages coming and not any fear that things have gone wrong. The only time so far there was an issue was when it took 43 days for a Bungee pack to arrive.

I guess how do you guys deal with any stress from it? I feel like the best thing to do is to fully commit to whatever decision you make and know there isn't turning back but only to move forward and accept the consequences as they come, which usually are none when you're dealing with small quantities and small bulk (<50 g).


Comments


[4 Points] MeowImAHorse:

I worry I'll get coarse sand and not that fine grit fire.


[3 Points] drugsaremyfriend:

I don't worry about it. Nothing I can do to stop the swat team from kicking down the door and arresting me in the middle of the night.


[3 Points] Theeconomist1:

It depends. With a new vendor, I tend to sweat bullets until I see that beautiful envelope sitting in my mailbox. With a vendor I've used in the past, they tend to be reliable so I'm not as nervous. I've rationalized, at least to myself, that the biggest risk I face is a compromised vendor or LE posing as a vendor. Random package seizures seem to be quite rare. Once I know a vendor is legit, I tend not to worry too much, but it is there. I tend to overanalyze as well, while an order is in transit, I watch their feedback and if none is coming through, I get paranoid.

But obviously the worry isn't enough to make me stop ordering. lol. I tend to come here more often too to see if anything odd is going on. I practice good opsec, my house is always clean, so I figure if I happen to get a knock, if I just shutup I'll be okay. But i still have worry. The day I'm not worried anymore is probably the day I should stop using DNMs.


[1 Points] shady_varchar:

I could care less. Just have been anxious to get my shit


[1 Points] None:

Your best feeling is the right one just be as safe as possible and try not to worry that wont change the out come it will just give u an ulcer


[1 Points] Makefortheborder:

Waiting for packages is killer. That's the crux of the issue for me. I know LE doesn't nearly have the time to go after every single small time buyer, and being as I only order personal I think im in the clear. You guys reselling might be experiencing more fear.

But every time an order goes even 1 day above the expected I assume it's been seized and stalk the mailman for the following days. Even If i trust the vendor.