I've been reading a lot lately about the potential psychotherapeutic benefits for things like PTSD, depression and anxiety. I think it might be helpful to myself and am interested in getting just two doses, one for myself and one for my SO in the 100-120mg range. I'm not interested in rolling my face off. I just want to give it a try and don't really want to invest in a whole gram because if I didn't feel like it was helpful I don't know anyone else I could sell it to. Of course if it works out well I would be interested in purchasing a larger quantity in the future.
I've been going blind looking at vendor listings on various markets but so far I've only seen three vendors, all on Agora that offers this sort of quantity. Vendors RogerSmith, and TheIntoxicologist both have zero feedback which makes me wary. Vendor RAD seems to have some positive feedback for other products but I haven't seen his MDMA mentioned and I don't think he's had very many deals on the whole. Has anyone here had experience with him especially with his MDMA?
I've spoken with a few reputable vendors like Tess, HL, and HoS about a custom order but all have refused. I do understand and respect their refusals as it's probably a huge PITA for a busy vendor to break their workflow for such paltry custom order.
I'm trying to avoid pressed pills and would prefer capped MDMA powder. I guess I could go with pills it just seems like they are more likely to be adulterated with other substances. Also, most pill listings I've seen are overseas and I'd prefer shipping from within North America.
Any suggestions?
tl;dr Looking for two doses of quality MDMA in the 100-120mg range and am having a hard time finding a vendor.
Edit: I suppose "moderate" may describe the dosage that I'm seeking more aptly rather than "low".
Edit 2: RAD is not a very good vendor name if you want to be searchable in the Agora forum. A search gives a hit on every single word that contains the letters "rad" in that order :\
Just take the jump and buy a gram listing. Its probably not the advice you were looking for but imo its the right one. If you're worried more about security the cops are almost certainly not going to bother doing any more then confiscate it for either amount - and even if they did do a CD for those amounts (they wont) you'd get the same punishment for 200ishmg or the gram. Its probably worth just buying the gram to avoid the rigmarole of going through and finding a probable non reputable vendor. Order the gram with a trusted vendor - its not expensive at all in the grand scheme of things and you'll have a little stock for a few months when you next want to have fun with it with your SO. This is because i guarantee you'll both like it and want to do it again when you next both feel ready. Those kind of doses are just great for having a little dance, a happy euphoria and talking and empathizing about issues you would have been afraid to broach before. Have fun and peace man!
Edit: I cant recommend a US vendor as I'm in Europe, but they're easy enough to find. Let us know how you get on if you want!