edit: shit, should've specified - it's klonopin to be specific.. the worst one (4mgish daily)
Not my first time / I know what's coming / aware dangers etc, but supply too low to taper off properly and previous vendor closed their doors.. don't feel like risking a new one and I have a small window with the holidays so I'm going to go for it. Google etc. just shows the typical medical advice and so on and most subs like /r/drugs are against providing drugs advice so figured you guys might have a little more leeway here.
I can get some okay over the counter stuff (not much due to law changes) since I'm in Mexico but not sure what, if anything, I should get.
Current plan is modafinil, some valium for the extremes, and possibly booze (trade off would be a real shitty 1-2 days in bed but the initial paranoia hit might be too hard without it).. weed gives me monster panic attacks so not an option
Main concern is the paranoia/hallucinations/nightmares that will come.. Not sure if any of the above will address that part
edit2: I should mention I guess I'm still keeping an open mind to tapering off this crap long term but it's a problem of logistics on top of finding vendors at this point due to where I've moved - but if tapering long term is the only suggestion, I'd appreciate a vendor recommendation (but yeah, it's become so volatile, I would probably be unable/unwilling to use my previous addresses due to the risk)
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