Ive been on a k binge since Wednesday.
Smashed 2grams Wednesday night, followed by alcohol and valium. Day off work Thursday so got another 3 grams and again valium(roche branded of abraxas) to sleep. Struggled through work yesterday so thought it was best to just have a few drinks Friday night and not go to heavy. Ended up getting hammered and picking up K at 1am, seemed like a good idea at the time. Decided to pick up again before work to stop me crashing. Now here I am, 2 hours into potentially a busy Saturday shift, working in retail. Ive got a bottle of coke, cornish pasty, sausage roll, 3 bananas, 2g k, 2 diazapam and a XL red bull.
Plan is to bump my way through the day, not too much not too little. Keep on the sugar and caffeine to avoid getting lethargic. Take diazapam to avoid getting anxious or fearful of being caught out. Take K to avoid crashing hard and falling asleep from diazapam. And eat plenty of food to balance the above.
Wish me luck! (6 and a half hours to go, so far no customers)
Update 5 hours to go now. taken both vals, drank red bull, drank coke. ate half sausage roll, had 2 small lines of k. feeling rough, paranoid my eyes look fucked, debating whether i can get out of being here)
*Update Almost half way through. Luckily its a quiet day, I have 4 and a half hours to go still. Did a bit of a large line around 11ish which has worn off now. Feel worryingly normal but thankful for it. Eyes have adjusted to this bright light (never good when on k) stomach is feeling fucked up but im not surprised.
I DONT RECOMMEND THIS.
*Update 3 and a half hours to go. Amazed ive made it this far. Right eye feels wonky but not too bad. Cant be asked to do much other than sit down. No appetite. Wont be doing this again, if you do find yourself in a similar situation and have to use drugs to main functionality then cocaine and valium would be the best. Using Ket as an upper has far too many other effects that do you no favours.
************************************FINAL UPDATE-
Well got about an hour to go now. I am drained and defeated. Ive made it through the day but its been a close one. Certainly not enjoyable. Taking drugs is fun and all but has to be done responsibly. Unfortunately with addiction and benzo/alcohol mix judgement can be severely impaired. That's what got me into this hell off a day.
When your taking drugs to function or maintain yourself thats when the problems start. Enjoy them while you can but dont forget about those natural highs you used to love. PEACE
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