Started abusing xans around 2 months ago ordering a 250 pack from AK and and since poppinfirst bar my life went downhill. Lost girlfriend, lost job. Recycled myself trappin xan & dipping more and more in my supply. Fuck. I tried to stop but if i dont take my xans i get these panic attacks and when I dont use xans I get panic attacks. When i DO use xan i'm just retarded walking around my home like a zombie doin nothing but staring at useless shit n waiting for fiends to knock or ring. & I can't stop or i get panic attacks so im either panicking or retarded. just yesterday that moment i took a bar then i couldn't find my car keys for shit and found them in the fridge the day day after in the fucking fridge lmao lost a couple sales but now i got my keys.
Shit my life sucks now :(
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