*update* dog ate my pack (i think)! help!!!

R.I.P. in peace 'George Thorogood The Destroyer' aka 'Thor'

i'd like to begin by apologizing for not updating on my previous post earlier. it was a fucked up couple days.

so, i took the advice from the other post and immediately called a vet. i told them that i thought my dog may have ate MY FRIEND'S lsd, out of his backpack, and that he was now hiding under the deck. they told me that i could either bring him in, or they would make a house call for a fuck ton of money. i told them i would try to bring him in. i couldn't afford what they would want for the house call (not that i could afford the regular visit either...)

i tried and tried to coax Thor out but he wasn't moving. at all. i freaked out and called a buddy who came over with his skillsaw. we buzzed a hole in the deck and pulled Thor out. totally unconscious. i've "passed out" on a heavy dose before so i was still hoping for the best. figured maybe he was just tripping HARD.

we got Thor into my buddies van and fucking ripped to the vet's. his breathing was super shallow but it was there. got him inside and they had him strapped down and were checking his vitals almost immediately. they rushed him into a back room and told me they would update me ASAP. me and my buddy went outside and had a smoke. by the time we got back inside he was gone. brain aneurysm.

i was pissed. and scared. all the time's i had done heavy doses of lsd. what if I had a brain aneurysm? not really proud of how i behaved afterwards. i have to go back and make a sincere apology to everyone working that day. screaming, yelling, a blur of paperwork and cursing. i just wanted my fucking dog and to leave.

i spent the rest of the night wondering how i'd gotten so lucky and never had an issue with my lsd and any sort of shit like this. i swore off drugs forever. nearly burned my accounts. it was a shit night. my roommate finally got home from work just after midnight. i blurted out what happened, and what a piece of shit i was, and how Thor was wrapped in a blanket in the deep freeze.

he didn't say a word. just walked to the fridge and pulled an envelope out of a textbook. my envelope. my pack.

turns out GT the D was just old. he crawled under the deck to die like most animals do when they know it's their time. i was done for the night. sleep time. that night i had a crazy fucked up dream about Thor, and myself. i was a viking, raiding villages, and he was back at my side.

when i woke up the next morning i had this plan already formulated in my head. called my same buddy with the skillsaw. went over to his house and got started. we used some old scraps of lumber he had kicking around and built a small raft. called up a couple more friends and invited them to come out to help put him to rest.

the five of us took 2 hits each and drove out to Thor's favorite lake. we waited until the sun was down and we were nearly peaking and then put him, still wrapped in the blanket, and about $100 worth of our holiday fireworks on the raft. we all said a little piece and then lit it up. none of us had really thought it out quite properly though. the fireworks all ended up going off within 30 secs of each other. just an insane mess of noise and light about 50 feet out. once it worked itself out it just left a gnarly flaming pile of lumber, slowly floating out of our lives forever.

we spent the rest of the night sitting around the campfire. singing, laughing and telling our favorite stories about him. i think it's exactly what Thor would have wanted. i want to thank you all greatly for all of your advice and kind words. you did good this time, dnm.


Comments


[144 Points] deepestvoice:

I'm just saying some kids are going to be playing on the river when a dead half burned dog floats up to them.


[120 Points] Renvyus:

almost cried rip thor


[73 Points] OnionViking:

Excuse me while I go hug my dog. Hard. I'm sorry for your loss but it sounds like it was a very cathartic release.


[26 Points] None:

I love my dog so much that I want to die when she does ... I can't imagine living without her


[22 Points] bobbiggs69:

I'm really sorry for your loss, I fucking love dogs.

Consider yourself lucky that he went on his own, most of the time they don't. They'll hide and stop eating and drinking and you don't have much of a choice, you have to put them down. I had to do it for the first time myself last year. It was seriously the most traumatizing experience I've ever had. I stayed with him when they delivered the injection and all he wanted to do was cuddle up close to me to get away from the meanie with the syringe. So many times I was in that same vet's office telling my little buddy not to worry, and it was going to be okay.

God damn, just thinking about it hurts. They asked me if I wanted to stay with him for the injection or say goodbye and let them do it on their own. I felt like I owed it to my buddy to be there so he didn't feel abandoned. Hindsight being 20/20, I probably shouldn't have. He was probably more stressed out by my own stress.


[17 Points] maxturbator:

Oh, shit man. That fucking sucks. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. How much were the vet bills? Is there anyway we can help?


[9 Points] slowdownaminute:

what a touching update. thanks for taking the time to let us know what happened. i know there were some of us that were really worried


[7 Points] None:

can we see a picture of thor?


[4 Points] stankmutt:

nope nope nope. you handled it like a champ. i prolly would been barred out or days in to a meth binge by now.


[5 Points] 2ugly:

This is your meme: http://i.imgur.com/s8gjYs2.jpg


[4 Points] None:

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[3 Points] RIP_Meth_9000:

Sorry for your loss....RIP Thor :-)


[3 Points] octomarvel:

I can not hold all these feels.

=,(


[3 Points] RandomPantsAppear:

Sorry for your loss man. For the record, LSD will not generally kill a dog. But they'll never be the same(in a bad way) after.

Source: Knew a dog that drank the better part of a vial before anyone could get to him.


[3 Points] None:

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[0 Points] Darknettoker:

Why you posting this fake shit? Seriously a fake story about a dog dying? Not cool.


[2 Points] overtherainbows:

RIP Thor he sounds like a good pup


[1 Points] camstalk:

:(


[1 Points] None:

Harder than hell to lose one. Glad it was not the LSD. RIP Thor!

Also thanks for updating.


[1 Points] hintonehooch:

I absolutely LOVE your dog's name. Maybe a "GT the D Jr." in the future. :)


[1 Points] Chipmunk000:

So sorry for your loss, my friend. One of the worst feelings is losing your buddy. Thor is in a good place now, and smiling down at you =).

RIP Thor


[1 Points] bn604:

Rest in Peace, Thor. ;( That farewell was a lot more peaceful and sentimental than most, bravo on all the respect you gave him or her. Gonna go hug my dog now, brb.


[1 Points] None:

I'm an asshole and I should read more carefully. Sorry for your loss.


[1 Points] 4716:

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[1 Points] elloman13:

Rip Thor the doggie may he dine with Odin


[1 Points] Bart4rd:

Thanks for the update :'(


[1 Points] EatSheets:

Rest in peace little buddy. Dogs are precious and loyal as fuck. My condolances.


[1 Points] justaniceyoungman:

I'm very sorry about Thor. Animals have always had a special place in my heart. Rest in peace.


[1 Points] legitsrs:

:'(


[1 Points] None:

RIP Thor. I hope he was enjoying the trip


[1 Points] KaptainDublU:

I feel for you man I've been through a few dogs.. don't worry. You had had a very majestic burial for him, just like a family member, that's how ya do it.


[1 Points] SecTrono:

LSD is pretty safe for the most part. taking really really huge doses wont harm you physically but it can cause psychological damage if you let it take you down a bad path.


[1 Points] RaveReviews:

Sorry for your loss, it always sucks to lose a family member. I feel it needs to be said though, a 10 strip wouldn't hurt a mouse let alone a dog.


[1 Points] callosciurini:

I imagine Thor was a 4 pound Chihuahua...


[1 Points] budsmokersonly710:

Sorry for your loss...


[1 Points] Thr0wMeAway666:

Poor dog. R.I.P.

Thats why I always keep everything locked in a cabinet.


[1 Points] None:

lay off the drugs man

you thought your dog ate an entire envelope and all the papers and the LSD inside not leaving a trace? That's ... I mean ... what.


[1 Points] identiifiication:

:(


[1 Points] fairytale87:

Aww how sad, I am sorry for your loss. Pets can be family.


[1 Points] junkitactics:

damn maybe it wasnt acid


[1 Points] Chems-HQ:

:((


[1 Points] 13tom13:

sorry you lost you dog, i had to deal with a mate on 2.5 hits of acid getting arrested by the police in my neighborhood ounce. He freaked out jumped on cars all sorts and i had to talk to the police while i was on one hit its so hard to deal with reality when your like that. At least you didnt cause thors death i would be a real state if i lost my dog and thought it was my fault.


[1 Points] TurnedOnTunedIn:

Oh thank fucking god

Lost a cat a couple weeks ago. Sucks. Plant a nice tree over its grave.


[1 Points] JburnaDNM:

Spice killed my pit bull. He stood on his hind legs and ironically enough ate about a gram of blueberry scooby snax spice off my kitchen counter. Let him outside and he never wanted back in. Found him dead beside his dog house. :(


[1 Points] Dog3Way:

I am sorry for your loss.


[1 Points] HantsMcTurple:

Peace and love, Thor


[1 Points] Clix828:

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What is this?


[1 Points] None:

I should not have read this this morning, it is very sad. I always feel that not enough weight is put behind the death of a pet, it is a huge deal & yet we get told "Its just a dog" or "its just a cat"


[1 Points] mpeterma:

Quit doing drugs, Jesus christ


[1 Points] Noideaforanamee:

Sorry for your loss man.


[0 Points] None:

:,(


[-2 Points] None:

you disgust me, dogs eat shit that isnt food only when they are starving, rot in hell, sadistic monster


[-16 Points] smooothh:

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