So, I'm big on concentrates. And getting high. So much so that I do it to the point where I can barely feel anything, and that still isn't enough :)
Anyways, despite that, I have some anxiety and depression issues that tend to hit me in waves. I'll go through periods where I get caught in negative thought loops. The last time I tripped on psilocybin, I became very self-critical and I've since decided that I have nothing to gain from psychedelics. Multiple people I've brought MDMA up with casually have described their first MDMA roll as their favorite drug experience. I've seen that rolling is typically portrayed as a sociable, empathetic, euphoric, etc. Would this experience be less positive if done alone and in a calm setting? How does the body load of rolling compare to that of your psychedelic of choice? Just curious. Thanks.
It will still be positive but you will not be taking advantage of the magic it lends to conversation and personal interaction.
Body high is superb with mdma, just like tryptamines. Different but intensely pleasurable.