Okay I'll try and keep this short but I'm in a bit of a predicament.
A couple of weeks ago I began ordering a lot of stuff from the darknet, I only spent a small amount of money but got extremely carried away ordering free samples. All of them are very small amounts, but some coming from supposedly high-risk places like the Netherlands or Czech Republic (one mescaline order from the US). I would say in total it has probably been about 16-20 orders (can't find out exactly because agora is down) within the space of a couple of days. It's a variety of different substances, fortunately none of it is weed.
Quite a few have already arrived in a short space of time, some stamped as being from the Netherlands or the Czech republic. All have been small enough to fit through the letterbox and I assume all the other ones will be as well, can't see any reason why not, although there is a small GHB vial on the way too which I imagine is harder to stealth. I would say overall there is anywhere from 8-10 things outstanding, still waiting on arrival for them, many of which also from places like NL. No post whatsoever has turned up today, which seems odd.
My question is, are the people at the sorting office/the postman likely to notice the suspiciously high volume of post suddenly arriving in my name from places like NL and CR? Is it even the same staff doing it? Will they even care if it's all just small personal amounts, or will the accumulative effect be taken into account? Am I being extremely paranoid to expect the police to be coming in and kicking my door down? If you're caught with small, personal amounts of lots of different things is that worse than being caught with a bulk amount of one thing? I'm aware that it was incredibly stupid and I should have realised sooner, but it's too late to cancel anything now.
I was planning on doing some MDMA this weekend, but don't really want to have a situation where my girlfriend and I are fucked up on drugs and we get a knock at the door. Most of the stuff isn't at my house but I'm envisioning police coming in and tearing apart our stuff and breaking things to look for drugs. Can they even do that? I know some of this maybe sounds absurd but I'm an obsessively anxious person and my brain is non-stop on worst case scenario. Am I alright to drop tonight or is it possible that I will have police at my door tomorrow? Does this even really happen in places like London where police resources are already stretched thin? Any chance I could be misconstrued as a dealer despite the tiny size of the packages? Also I already have two marijuana cautions from my youth.
I would prefer if possible only answer from people in the UK or with knowledge of the UK legal and/or postal setup, because I know if this was the US I would almost definitely be fucked, but here I think it's different. I'm not really worried about being done for possession but I'm worried that if they turn up and me and my girlfriend are using then it will count as me supplying, I also have sent texts (now deleted) and FB messages that refer to doing drugs with people.
And yes, I know I'm a complete twat, no idea what I was thinking. But surely I can't be the first twat to have done this in particular?
Personally I wouldn't be worried, but learn to curb your enthusiasm when ordering (especially samples form new vendors as the stealth may not be good).
I wouldn't take the MDMA personally either, as rolling whilst worried about LE knocking on your door won't be fun at all. If you really want to take it then I suggest not being at home - go to a nice hotel in a town somewhere and get your rocks off. :)