I'm often depressed without a reason because I have hypothyroidism. And I'm making youtube videos but no one wants to listen to a depressed voice. I need something that makes me talkativ/euphoric for 1-2 hours without side effects. I tried weed but my heartbeat increases too much, my heart feels like it is going to explode. I can't focus on my video. I dont need hard stuff, just a little bit more euphoric/talkative without side effects like increased heartbeat. Any ideas? I got some money on alphabay. Thank you!
Meth