I know this might not be the type of question that fits on this sub reddit, but I want to see if anyone would have some experience with ordering antidepressants on any darknetmarket. Because I live in a country, where it is very difficult to obtain any "good" medicine, I would have to go through endless of meetings and all that bullshit that nobody has time for.
A while ago I was prescribed a medicine called "Valdoxan" and this medicine was a complete nightmare, it made everything much worse. But I read a bit about Ritalin and something containing dexoamphetamine (spelling?) which would be effective, does anyone have experience with that? I need something for very deep depression, not the type "oh i want to kill myself" etc, but more like "im bored, im not sure what to do in this life" and no, im not suicidal, i have a good job and earn a little bit over mid-class wage, I like my job and all that, but I dont feel happy in a way that I can meet new people etc.
I dont mind to sound lame or anything but I hope someone can give advice.
Thanks.
and stimulants addiction is totally gonna help you