Generally, I'm not the paranoid type (despite the user name!) I have plenty of experience ingesting and buying different substances, and been damn lucky to not be arrested/killed/or just partied to death. Most of those party days are long gone, and now I have other concerns - like the state and cost of health care in my country.
There has been a marked cop car with a cop sitting in it about three houses down from me several nights this week. His lights are on, and it's clear he wants to be seen. This is very unusual for my neighborhood. So, here's why I'm freaking out.
Recently, a small quantity of two types of benzos were delivered to my mailbox. It was not via the Darknet, but an overseas pharmacy on the Clearnet. I have been prescribed them before.
Also, in the same week, a small quantity of diabetes meds and a very small quantity of Viagra were delivered to my mailbox from another overseas pharmacy on the Clearnet. These were honestly for my BF. He has been prescribed these before.
The first package I mentioned had great stealth and had no signs of tampering.
The second package I mentioned had pretty good stealth, but was registered mail and I had to go pick it up at the post office. There was a small tear on the box and the customs label said "food supplements." This is the one with diabetes meds and Viagra inside.
Neither came from questionable countries, IMHO.
Again, I hate to think police in a decent-sized city have nothing better to do than worry about a small amount of benzos for personal use and meds my BF really needs that aren't scheduled. But maybe they do.
What do you guys think? Like I said, I have plenty of experience doing stuff way outside this realm. But perhaps my luck has run out.
I was about to switch to the DarkNet for such purchases to avoid having things go through customs. Again, for small personal use pharms. I know how to use the Darknet with pretty good OPSEC, and have been experimenting with things such as buying very small e-gift cards, etc.
Now that it's possible the cops are watching my house, I don't know if I should buy any pharms anywhere or even get on the DarkNet markets at all for any purpose!
My BF had offered to be the receiver of our meds before (even though he does not partake in any controlled substances, including prescription meds) because he is generally the type the cops like. Also, he's the only one who ever checks the mail at his residence. My mailbox is locked, but part of a group of neighborhood mailboxes.
But out of love, I was trying to keep my BF out of it. Now maybe I shouldn't keep him out of it (we're both trying to stay healthy despite this cluster fuck of a health care system here) or just forget the whole damn thing. And go back me with insomnia and anxiety and him with uncontrolled diabetes and the ED that goes along with it :(
Peace and be safe out there!
Yes....cops are staking out your house all week because you've been ordering boner and diabetes meds. Holy fuck.