[Uncategorized] The story of a teenage drug importer, a goodbye, and my end game

Well it's been fun guys. This is obviously a throw away but I'm pretty much her to tell some of my story, my current situation, and to say goodbye to the community I've came to love.

I'm a somewhat well respected voice around here, friends with many of you but not going to give away my name due to security reasons. I've been around the markets for almost 4 years and on this sub for almost two. I have over 50+ orders and most are 100g-500g and non-domestic. I have become the largest distributor of LSD, various RC's, and other drugs in my town, working my way up since the age of 14. The only thing that may be a little strange is I'm under the age of 20.

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this by myself but it's mainly for myself, just to get it off my chest, give some advice on what not to do, and because I feel as if I should at least say goodbye to one of the biggest parts of my life for the last 4 years.

So that's a bit of a back story of my experience and who I am without giving away much. Very recently I was served with a court date. I have been charged with a a felony possession of a schedule 2 drug, felony violation of probation, and also a misdemeanor violation of probation. Most likely will be going to jail for juvenile jail for 6 months to a year. Currently have served over a year since the age of 14. No way I thought or planned to go out this way but I'm glad it happened in some ways that I have a chance to get out of this endless cycle of misery and crime.

Pretty much what I'm trying to say is, if you are a juvenile, take my advice, leave here and this life style. If you choose to come back when your older, go for it. But me, I've destroyed my family, my life, my health, my happiness, lost my job, spent a year in jail, been a terrible role model to my siblings, and have nearly nothing to show for it except a lot of drugs (and a pretty nasty drug habit), a fair amount of money, popularity (if you'd like to call people like me for my drugs any kind of popularity), and a soul beyond repair.

I may not be like other people, I may have enjoyed parts of this, and a lot of other things but looking back I've lead a miserable existence ever since I started using this sites. I'm not blaming it on the site at all but they are what sparked an addiction in me for easy money, quick highs, and popularity. It's not for everyone, especially not for those of weak will or an addictive personality so please if this is what you chose to do, proceed with caution.

I also just lost $600ish dollar on Righteous's bullshit MXE this past week and that is another reason for my goodbye.

I've flushed over a thousand dollars worth of product down the toilet, smashed, wiped, and threw away my phone, about to wipe my laptop, and am enrolling in college tomorrow. Over the past years I've made many thousands of dollars. Now I have to work on converting my 2-3k of bitcoin and fronts into cash, purchasing a lawyer, and turning my life around. Most likely doing a little bit of jail time though. Never thought it would end this soon, this bad, and with so little to show. I've lost a childhood, my family, my freedom, my money, and more to come.

So this is my goodbye. If you get anything from this, please just know this place isn't for everyone, it can destroy lifes, and even more so people under the age of 21. Goodbye, I'm destroying my laptop after this post, probably won't be back.


Comments


[11 Points] None:

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[7 Points] TheAlmightyGawd:

He's a drug kingpin but a $600 burn is a contributing factor to exodus. Yeah, hope you do well with that half mil, and take a couple college creative writing courses. You could be the next Million little pieces


[7 Points] DancingCottonwood:

Sounds like you've got a lot to deal with in the next year or so, and wish you the best of luck. But if I may offer one suggestion (one I'm sure your parents and most people trying to help you would not offer): do NOT enroll in college until you have all your legal trouble figured out, but more importantly, not until you get your head screwed on straight. You just spent the last four years intoxicating your developing mind.... I'm guessing there are some issue up there that will make school extremely difficult and more of a burden than the stable, structured environment you are craving. (I should know, I spent those same years doing just what you did, no dealing but all the drugs). Find a therapist you can work things out with, starting reading books for pleasure - it'll make those hours of future text book reading way easier and fruitful, start a hobby that keeps you outside and active, go travel or do something to gain some non-drug life experiences to find out who you are and what you really want out of life. Then, go back to school. The last thing you need is a bunch of F's because you were sent to jail, or didn't have the proper coping mechanism to deal with the inevitable stress because you have been using drugs to do just that, whether you realized it or not. Take care of YOU first!! School is great, but inner peace and happiness is even better. Good luck, my friend, I wish you the best!


[3 Points] noonehear:

Why are people feeling remotely bad for this underage NBOME and MXE dealer?

You can still repair your life cat. Not all hope is lost.


[2 Points] _TROLL:

I've been around the markets for almost 4 years and on this sub for almost two.

Goodbye /u/gwern, we'll miss you. ;)


[2 Points] ReptarXD:

Stay safe friend


[2 Points] CokedOutCorgy:

Flexxin' so hard.


[2 Points] noonehear:

Damn going to juvenile your probably going to get shanked I heard Juve is hardcore.

Should have thought about all the reprecussions before you wanted to be a kingpin. Aging brings knowledge. When I was under 18 I ws riding freestyle / dirtjumping bikes, modding cars, playing with computers, building robotics, riding tons of waves, and never did a substance.

Your choice your reprecussion.

Also nobody cares about your goodbye. Go make a shank like I said juve is tough stuff.

PS I know your alter ego on reddit due to mentioning $600 aka of Righteous shit MXE (MXP) or whatever it was. Way to go opsec.


[2 Points] gerundive:

...nearly nothing to show for it except a lot of drugs... a fair amount of money, popularity

What a bummer!


[2 Points] clairvoyance1isafag:

Lol.


[1 Points] okokokokoko9:

so how much money do you have


[1 Points] rappercake:

Pretty sure that if you're convicted of any drug-related crime you can't get federal aid to pay for school.


[1 Points] OldSchoolMethHead:

Former/ex Drug Dealers- 0

if your willing to break the law once, you will again at some point in your life......joking

no really we wish ya the best karma on your journey good health, an may it bring you happiness and satisfaction. bye.


[1 Points] paranoid_koala:

Truth right here


[1 Points] bigtimetimmyjim22:

GL OP

Please fully explore your options before you throw a bunch of money at a college degree. You may find learning a trade will serve you much better in the long run.


[1 Points] drpnit:

BlueViking, is this you?