In need of some guidance..please

I have used the darknet for purchases before and swore to myself I would never do this again because the risks are not worth it. Recently I made a grave mistake and caved in against my better judgment and ordered a personal quantity of cannabis that is en route (less than 1/2 oz). I really do not know why I did this, cannabis is such a readily available substance anywhere and would be a silly thing to be busted for. I need to stop using drugs. I have personal demons to deal with and am strongly considering rehab.

I am worried that I am going to be busted and be charged with a felony over such a trivial amount of marijuana. (what if they let all my previous packages through and are building a case to make an example?) Im worried this will ruin my life and I will lose my job and everything. This time I am done with the darknet for good, I have closed my bitcoin buying accounts and am going to destroy all computers and devices used to access these websites. Should I consult a lawyer?

Please don't downvote and say "op is a fag they aren't going to waste their time on somebody ordering personal quantities". The buyers who they busted during the Nod investigation ordered personal use amounts (the buyer in Alaska who they flipped ordered around 3.5 grams of substances).

Just looking for some level headed advice on what to do :/


Comments


[9 Points] gerundive:

I have personal demons to deal with...

You sound like you need professional help.

Should I consult a lawyer?

A therapist might be cheaper, and also more effective.


[2 Points] miko11489:

Please don't downvote and say "op is a fag

No one every says this.

But just watch your tail and make sure you're not leaving a trail. Take precautions. Limit yourself if you're craving for cannabis (really?...) is trying to take over.


[1 Points] None:

Yea if you're worried you should stop.


[-1 Points] 3l1j4h:

Oh man what have you done... im pretty sure the cops are on their way, you better hide now! Hurry!