I am usually a pill guy. Have had a long-term love affair with Oxy, but with Agora in chaos and my fav vendors MIA I decided to break down and get some H from Supreme Smoke on Blackbank.
He shipped super fast and stealth was good. I was very nervous about trying this. I have had once before and it looked totally different. The first time (back on SR1) was a little tiny brown brick. It smelled strongly of vinegar and got me high (snorted) for a long time. It was only a small amount. When I ran out I went back to pills and never missed it.
Ok, so fast forward to now. This was a whitish-tan powder, 1 gram. Didn't seem to smell of vinegar but Ive put so much stuff up my nose that could just be my own dwindling sense of smell. Again I was concerned about not doing too much so I tried snorting basically a speck of dust, then more (about matchhead size). Finally snorted what I guess would be about 30 mg (about the size of one crushed Roxy).
Effects: (I'll spare you the full Erowid T-plus 2 minutes schtick.) Within a few minutes I could feel it. Def opiate effects- nose itching, pupils pinned, urinary retention. Felt kind of happy and good but nothing like the euphoria of oxy. Gave it 30 mins and did a little more. I feel ok. Very drowsy (Oxy actually makes me feel speedy and energized), mildly euphoric (not my usual depressed self). I feel like I could fall asleep. I guess this isn't surprising since H is converted to morphine in the body and the times I've had morphine in the hospital (kidney stones), I just fell asleep).
I don't know if it's the dope or my personal quirkiness or whatever but if this is H it just isn't for me. Oxy makes me feel sociable, energetic. I actually wrote two books while on Oxy and with this stuff I can't even read, let alone write (I find myself nodding off as I'm typing this.) I feel bad that I spent my coin on this but it was worth a try. I think the product was legit and the vendor was great but I guess it just isn't for me. It's so strange- I love opiates so much and when I don't have them I think about ways to get them. When my order finally comes it's like Christmas and I'm so happy. So it's very strange that I could almost flush the rest of this gram and not feel any sense of loss. Oh well live and learn. Just hope my fav pill guys and gals get back in business soon.
I should add- the transaction was very smooth. Coins deposited and showed up quickly. No complaints, except I wish more vendors were on BB.
Best wishes to everyone.
UPDATE: I felt like shit for about 8 hours. Couldn't eat, nausea, just felt weird and out of it. Had a panic attack thinking I couldn't breathe and I was like OMG what was in this stuff...I'll never do this again...maybe I should go to ER...but a little Etizolam calmed me down and I slept all night. A normal human being would probably flush this shit, but (fellow junkies will understand), I am back in the saddle again and just snorted a small amount. I guess I'll get high or die tryin'.
I'm assuming that a crushed up roxy is more than thirty milligrams.. and you did more than you think you did.