Hi everyone,
I took 8 +/- 1 milligrams of 5-MeO-MiPT and 1/4 of a 150 microgram tab of AL-LAD.
I've just taken 50mg of Quetiapine Fumarate in hopes of sobering up.
I used to be able to take these substances and feel good. I would see crazy geometries and colors for several hours (obviously less so on the MOXY, but I would feel good), then go to sleep and be normal in the following days.
Now every time I take them I feel good for a few hours and then have an indescribably frightening experience.
(Same experience now every time while on eth-lad, al-lad, any tryptamine, etc. regardless of dose).
My heart rate begins to climb and I have a panic attack where I feel as if there's some cosmic problem I was working on and it's come back to me. I get the feeling that life is repeating itself and that I'm multiple people. It always happens once nightfall occurs regardless of where I am in my trip.
It's starting to affect my life and I don't understand it. I've just flushed all of my remaining substances because I always feel an urge several weeks or months after tripping to do it again.
Anyone have similar experiences? Anyone able to help explain what I'm feeling? I just don't want to be confused anymore.
AL-LAD and 5-MeO-MiPT were taken sometime between 1:00 and 2:00, it's now 8:00. I should feel normal again soon right?
(Unrelated note, 5-MeO-MiPT was from /u/GrandWizardsLair and AL-LAD is from Lysergi (lizard labs reseller)).
Might be something that has changed in your biochemistry that is causing your body to in a sense "crash" and cause all these negative side affects. Try taking 5-MeO-MIPT without the AL-LAD and see if you get the same result. Then try the other way around (AL-LAD without 5-meo).