Started the morning with two valium and 5 lines of K, now I am 2 hours into work and wondering how I will survive. (work in retail sales in shopping centre) FUCK SAKE

Ive been on a k binge since Wednesday. Smashed 2grams Wednesday night, followed by alcohol and valium. Day off work Thursday so got another 3 grams and again valium(roche branded of abraxas) to sleep. Struggled through work yesterday so thought it was best to just have a few drinks Friday night and not go to heavy. Ended up getting hammered and picking up K at 1am, seemed like a good idea at the time. Decided to pick up again before work to stop me crashing. Now here I am, 2 hours into potentially a busy Saturday shift, working in retail. Ive got a bottle of coke, cornish pasty, sausage roll, 3 bananas, 2g k, 2 diazapam and a XL red bull. Plan is to bump my way through the day, not too much not too little. Keep on the sugar and caffeine to avoid getting lethargic. Take diazapam to avoid getting anxious or fearful of being caught out. Take K to avoid crashing hard and falling asleep from diazapam. And eat plenty of food to balance the above. Wish me luck! (6 and a half hours to go, so far no customers) Update 5 hours to go now. taken both vals, drank red bull, drank coke. ate half sausage roll, had 2 small lines of k. feeling rough, paranoid my eyes look fucked, debating whether i can get out of being here) *Update Almost half way through. Luckily its a quiet day, I have 4 and a half hours to go still. Did a bit of a large line around 11ish which has worn off now. Feel worryingly normal but thankful for it. Eyes have adjusted to this bright light (never good when on k) stomach is feeling fucked up but im not surprised.
I DONT RECOMMEND THIS. *Update 3 and a half hours to go. Amazed ive made it this far. Right eye feels wonky but not too bad. Cant be asked to do much other than sit down. No appetite. Wont be doing this again, if you do find yourself in a similar situation and have to use drugs to main functionality then cocaine and valium would be the best. Using Ket as an upper has far too many other effects that do you no favours. ************************************FINAL UPDATE- Well got about an hour to go now. I am drained and defeated. Ive made it through the day but its been a close one. Certainly not enjoyable. Taking drugs is fun and all but has to be done responsibly. Unfortunately with addiction and benzo/alcohol mix judgement can be severely impaired. That's what got me into this hell off a day. When your taking drugs to function or maintain yourself thats when the problems start. Enjoy them while you can but dont forget about those natural highs you used to love. PEACE


Comments


[30 Points] None:

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[15 Points] PHREAKYFRIDAY1:

Therapy man. Do it.


[7 Points] Jammy_J:

I think what you have isn't ketamine. There is absolutely no crash from pure ket. I have never in my life heard the phrase "Take K to avoid crashing hard and falling asleep from diazapam". Does not compute.


[3 Points] WightOut:

you shoulda called outta work bro. ketamine?? at work?? that shit literally turns me into a creature


[3 Points] GrandMasta216:

Goddamn man. 2 grams of ketamine up the schnoz

In one night. And that's even taking into account all the

Other substances. I'm just a random internet stranger

But you may wanna slow your roll buddy


[2 Points] MT_Merchant_Mangler:

THUG LIFE

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[2 Points] ChasingTracers:

this was pretty entertaining to read, but in all seriousness OP, check yourself. going into work coming down from a binge let alone fucked up on multiple drugs is a pretty poor decision. im not even trying to be a dickhead i just wanted to be a friendly reminder to not fucking do that again. if you lost your job because you came to work zonked out you would have felt like an idiot. and even if you didnt get fired, you could fuck up your reputation just as if not more easily. theres time for responsibilities and then theres time for drugs. like i said im not your mom or anything but people that use drugs irresponsibly are the reason why those of us who ARE responsible with our drug use are still looked down on. make some better choices for yourself and for our community


[1 Points] BillyJack4real:

cornish pasty

Yummy. Good luck today!


[1 Points] throwaxanny:

sounds like you need some cocaine or other uppers at work lol


[1 Points] GratefulJ0sh:

What was the point of this post again?


[1 Points] CheekyDive:

Cocaine is the salesman drug, I never hit such high sales target than when I was on the yay haha


[1 Points] Dnm_cunt:

I've only ever been to work twice either off my face or severely coming down. Worst experience of my life I would not recommend it.

FUCK THAT OP!


[1 Points] sasquatchthecreator:

but why tho


[1 Points] supreme_entity:

This just seems incredibly bad for your bladder and liver


[1 Points] BarbloEscobar:

and they say that xanax is bad lol


[1 Points] The-Master-Lurker:

Just fucking call in sick and go home


[1 Points] throwawayk5zq47j6wd3:

Addiction summed up in a post, hope you move on from this shit OP.


[1 Points] AmazinPride:

OBV OUT OF THE CLOSET, GOOD FOR YOU


[0 Points] bigbawlzxm:

All jokes aside, I think everyone here would agree that at a minimum you should think about being a little more responsible with your drug use.


[0 Points] jtemps92:

Ahhh, I remember back in the day doing this most weekend on mcat haha. Take a few g to work and sneak in the back to have a few keys to get you through the day. End of shift, home, shower, straight back down the pub with a few more gram in the pocket.

Lost so much weight doing that life. Still say an mcat diet is the best(most efficient) diet you could ever do haha.