I suffered a gargantuan hit to my ego when I logged on to a computer after being in the ICU for nineteen days and saw speculation as to whether or not I had exit scammed. The accusations thrown around that I would steal from the people who I have built solid relationships with, or even that I would steal from brand new customers hit me much deeper than I ever though possible.
I shouldn't feel the need to state the following, but I would like to make several things clear;
First: I have never once in three years, on a single occasion asked any of my clientele to finalize an order early. In fact, I have always advised against it for several reasons, all of them being to protect my customer's financial assets.
Second: I have never stolen from another individual in the entirety of my life. Not once. Not even a dollar from my mother's purse, or father's wallet as a child. Never would I even consider stealing from my worst enemy (which I have never had, because I don't do things that would warrant having one.)
Third: I have always gone out of my way to ensure that my customers are taken care of. This has been by means of including extras, fronting damn near anyone who ever asked, and answering even the most ridiculous of questions with patience. The thought of doing wrong to anyone, in any way, shape, or form, has never crossed my mind throughout my endeavors on the darknet. Thoughts of that nature have seldom crossed my mind in general.
While I am 100% confident in my abilities to make right with the people who feel that I have wronged them, in addition to my confidence in being able to repair my now-tarnished reputation, I am simply choosing to forego the latter.
To those that still have a dispute ticket open with Agora, or those that got a less than favorable resolution from them, please reach out to me, and I will do everything in my power to make it right.
After I keep my word with the statement above, I will officially be retiring from the darknet markets. I gave the community years of my life under different pseudonyms, and until recently never received a single complaint that I wasn't able immediately rectify. It has been a long run, one that literally causes me emotional pain to disembark from, but I'm thankful for the friends I have made, the money that I have helped others earn, the good in which my financial gains has done for the world, and the sense of pride I achieved knowing that I offered the community the safest possible products that I was able to source.
My services and generosity have allowed families to keep roofs over their heads, doctors to provide pro bono care to children suffering from disease, people from defaulting on their student loans, an individual to give their loved one a proper funeral, and so, so much more. Those are the reasons that I continued to vend for as long as I did, not to reap the financial benefits. Those are the reasons why after telling myself I would stop vending after the first years mark, it turned into a second, followed then again by a third.
Little did any of you know, with the exception of just one of my customers, that before I started vending my days were numbered. I hope that he chooses to speak out so you can see that this is not a cry for attention nor sympathy. Three years ago, I was expected to have just under five to live. I never kept a running total of the amounts that have been donated to the make-a-wish foundation or the oncology unit of my local pediatric hospital. However, one thing is certain; they sure as hell far outweigh any amounts that I've pocketed for myself, because from the get-go I knew I wouldn't be taking it anywhere with me.
This will be my last post on Reddit under any pseudonym, and it is without further adieu that I give my deepest, most sincere apologies to the community for not being able to live up to the current one that I chose to operate under.
To those of you whose faith in me never wavered, that rather than speculating of my "thievery" tried to reach out to see if I was okay; you know how to get ahold of me. It would be my pleasure to continue providing my services to the select few who have been there since day one.
To the Postal Inspectors, DEA agents, and Homeland Security; I hope you enjoy knowing that your years attempting to profile me were done in vain; that they are completely futile. You've spent more time chasing yourselves in circles than I could possibly serve in a federal penitentiary.
Yours with love, Consistency
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