Im not young Ive been in and around the drug scene for a long time, used, dealt etc. Since the discovery of this community and the DNMs Ive been doing more drugs than Id probably be doing otherwise. And got to try some I never had before like shrooms and DMT. Mostly buy weed because I have people I can sell to to pay for my fun drugs here basically and put some cash in my pockets and I smoke weed in insane amounts, to the point I need a tolerance break bad now. Smoking 5 grams of wax in a week or so didnt help that.
Psychedelics are fun but I have alot of dark shit in my head that isnt easy to get passed so the chance of bad trips are almost a coin flip. Im not really a needle guy but if I could get lab grade DMT Id trip for days on an IV drip, for some reason DMT just fucking agrees with me, I find thats the best way to enter an LSD trip for me is to break through on DMT before. DMT is just too short a ride.
Lately I got a little into coke and have been doing that on weekends but even that has lost its luster, its kind of fun but being long in the tooth the added worry about my heart exploding isnt as much fun. I just end up feeling all jacked up. Ive never been into opiates, any time Ive taken them in pill form they make me nauseous but when I got IV dilaudid in a hospital, it was tits.
Ive been thinking of trying heroin for some stupid reason but the idea of snorting something that doesnt numb my nose sounds painful, so maybe getting some and smoking it off my dab rig? If I did what would be the better choice #3 or #4?
What other suggestions do you have? Been thinking of K but again the snorting/burning the fuck out of my nose thing is a real turnoff. Im not against stims but would want something different than just being wired on coke.
Sounds like you might need a hobby that isn't drugs, if you don't already have one. Just an observation.