Unusual excitement before a delivery

Has anyone experienced this feeling of thrill before checking their mailbox for a darknet delivery? Like if I'm at work all day and I know a package is going to come my heart starts beating like crazy before I lift open the lid because I'm so goddamn happy. Same situation if I'm at home and if it's around the time that the mail is delivered I check at least once every 20 minutes because I love that rush of expectation.

I don't know but I enjoy the feeling of knowing my package is there just as much as the contents inside of 'em. Fuck, I'm a junkie for these darknet packages.


Comments


[22 Points] None:

I always wait till night to intercept my package. I make it a night ops mission if i have the gear available. I crawl through my yard (through fire ant hills, and nasty mud) in a ghillie suit. With the use of my new profound acrobatic abilities through the use of darkweb ice, i gracefully somersault over my mailbox with such finesse. I grab the package, alert home base and get picked up by a blackhawk helicopter.

Mission accomplished.


[3 Points] synikal12:

It's a mixture of euphoria adrenaline and happiness for me. Mind you I have between SR1 and now I'm around 300 orders in, and I still get the feeling everytime.


[5 Points] throwawaysr888:

have you ever heard the saying "anticipation is greater than realization"?


[3 Points] Anon352120:

Lucky you. For me it's just depression day after day. I live in a shitty country where international mail takes around 30-60 days to get here. It's around day 50 here and a package still hasn't come, checking everyday is torture and disappointment.

Still, this probably makes the joy of finally getting the package much more intense.


[3 Points] None:

Heh. My box is a slot that drops right into my house into a box sitting next to my desk. If I have the blinds open I can see the carrier scan tracking and wave at me in the window. If it's priority or smaller it fits. Anything bigger he taps on the window if I am there and rings the bell if I'm not visible.

I get a lot of express mail due to work contracts which come 10am. That is awesome when it's not a work envelope.


[4 Points] None:

It's a novel experience. When you use a lot of drugs you kind of run out of novel experiences pretty quickly since you're ... ya know ... experiencing ridiculous feelings/experiences than a non-drug user. This is very exciting because there are only so many experiences to be had and this is a pretty crazy one ... drugs mailed to your fucking house ... it's a thrill.


[2 Points] None:

I try to remain indifferent. There are only a handful of vendors that I KNOW will be 3 or 4 days and nothing more. I hate the feeling of expecting something, only to find a piece of junk mail.


[2 Points] None:

The worst is when one doesn't come on time though. Then that good anticipation turns into bad anticipation.