Does anyone else find that ordering on DNM's is almost more addictive than the drugs themselves?

Does anyone else find that ordering on DNM's is almost more addictive than the drugs themselves? Like if I don't have a package to look forward to, I get this burning urge to place an order. I usually try to limit myself to a certain degree, but man...love getting drugs in the mail. Especially when you have them all at your fingers -- things you never had a chance to try cause you didn't have a connection, things you've done in the past that you haven't tried in years, tried and true favorites, etc.. For instance, I was looking at ketamine listings the other day. I haven't taken K since high school (buddy was a chemist and made me up a 50 gram bag -- but after that was gone, I never did it again. And I remember liking it...hmm...time to place an order maybe?


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[11 Points] None:

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[12 Points] LongLiveThe_King:

Eh I don't really care about the actual process. I do like the drama though, every day is like a fucking TV show around here.


[3 Points] ttrrav:

for sure - as good as the dark net is - i swear it will be the death of me - i love the process - hate the days of waiting , hate when nothing arrives the seizeures/scams-love the legit vendors. hate the buying bitcoins - love spending my bitcoins. hate the dude who runs a low key hardware shop who is always out the front when i'm checking the my po box..he knows....hate that empty feeling when the box is opened and its empty. love the excitement whi get when i first glimpse the letter that has arrived from foreign destination -the joy and the freedom the darknet has brought to world - i love computers--bit weird---but i love what the annonymouse like minded global computer geeks have done for the people - they should be given the nobel peace prize for world harmony. and finally i love the dramas - its the wild wild west - a new frontier with the blind leading the blind following the blind and trust placed in character of a key stroke and a huge market full of crime/corruption/drugs/money/murder - and i am one of the annonymous many - my problem is the moderation and im 42..........im just glad the darknet is here and here to stay.


[2 Points] aft3rm4th:

Are you sure you're not justifying your actual drug addictions by saying "I'm just addicted to the process!"?


[2 Points] Tussthethief:

It's definitely addicting for me just feeling like I'm doing something I shouldn't be. But it's very nice having access to these things I wasn't even sure I'd be able to try.


[1 Points] 13tom13:

browsing is addictive for sure


[1 Points] summore:

Not me, I literally can't wait to hurry up order and be done with it. When/if it arrives I burn all package material in the fireplace when I get it home.


[1 Points] ass-fister:

I would have to agree with you. Best feeling in the world is opening the mailbox to see your package you've been expecting. Getting drugs in the mail is more exciting than receiving an Amazon box or something.

I think it has to do with the risk involved. Once you open it up and are home free you know you've got away with a crime again!


[1 Points] dnm_vertigone:

Yes! This is the most surprising aspect of the whole process. The act of browsing and ordering is just about as intense as the actual drugs.

I get vertigo as soon as I open my pgp key ring and start copying/pasting codes. I feel like I enter another dimension as soon as I hit "submit" and become more stimulated than a nice session with Sukey's UCC.

Watching coins tumble into my SR account? Better than watching porn through the scrambles in the 80's.

Sometimes just wondering the status of my order will keep me up all night in a kind of kid-at-christmas way. I haven't had so much fun going to the mailbox every day since ... ever. Even when I am expecting and nothing shows up, I am still giddy knowing in 24 hours I'll have another chance to peek in and see. Beginning to loathe sundays and holidays.

The ability to touch, hold, try, figure out substances I never even thought I'd want to try - I've got vertigo now just thinking about it.