So I've been interested in DMT for over a year now. I have watched 'the spirit molecule' and also read the book by Dr Strassman. I have listened to many of Terence Mckenna's talks and read the forum's etc.
About a month ago i bought half a gram of DMT from 'multi exciter' and tried for the first time on Saturday. I have to say, for the amount of research i had done, nothing could prepare me for when i took it for the first time. I smoked maybe 15mg through a crack pipe and was incredibly disorientated by what happened. It was the most intense experience i had ever had. It scared me a little and completely bamboozled me. anyhow, I had two more similar size hits that night and settled in a bit more and really enjoyed the intense visuals but didn't "break through". I also had my girlfriend present who has no psychedelic experience and i don't think i can really let go in front of her until she has tried it for herself.
Today I had the flat to myself and after meditating for 20 minutes decided to try again. I decided to do it on my bed this time and to lay back to help relax during the take off. i started with a tiny amount, maybe 4mg, which induced a light feeling and visionary acuity but no blast off. around 15minutes later i smoked 15mg which was absolutely incredible. 30 minutes after coming down i smoked 35mg and had the most mind blowing experience I think it is possible to ever have. I mean, words just don't do it justice.
Anyway, I just wanted to share some details of that 35mg breakthrough hit. I was traveling through these chambers and they started peeling apart revealing even more impossible patterns and shapes and colours. I finally arrived in a black and white room/space and soon noticed I was not alone. there were many entities in this space and i can't explain what they were as I don't remember them being any particular shape. i was at first a little apprehensive so though I'd say hello. I started out saying "Hello" in English a few times and they reacted and I felt an enormous amount of love from and towards them. I then started speaking in an language alien to me but it came naturally and they started showing me things and moving into my body. If this hadn't been bizzare enough, every time they moved into me, it was like an orgasm X 100000000 through my whole body leaving my moaning and shuddering like when a girl has an intense orgasm. it seemed to be talking that enticed this phenomena. As i began to come round I just found myself saying "thank you" over and over. I then lay in bliss for 20 minutes.
I feel incredibly humbled by the experience and feel as though I have glimpsed a great secret. Something else that is completely apparent to me now is that these are not mere hallucinations. these realms are not created by the human mind. they are far more complex and impossible than you or I could ever imagine. I don't know where or what it is and I that's part of the beauty.
Anyway, I thought I'd share this as I always enjoy reading peoples experiences.
Nice report, thanks for sharing.
I had my 1st breakthrough the other night and it was like nothing I have ever seen before, I would have read this before that and swore you were full of shit talking about entities and then I broke through and saw some things I never thought possible.
edit I got my stuff from DownTheRabbitHole though.