TRIPWITHSCIENCE: Liquid Mushrooms [Trip Report]

I don't want to get into too many details of my life and what led me to want to try mushrooms. I'm a veteran battling depression and PTSD for the past 2 years.

This was my first time ever trying mushrooms, I was intrigued to find these vials from TripWithScience to make me trip faster. I ordered two vials, they arrived in less than a week.

There is a hiking trail by a lake which is about a 30 minute ride on the train, I thought this would be the perfect place for me to trip, this turned out to be a bad idea. I took one vial at the train station, it was about 10:30am. I was disgusted by the flavor since it tastes just like a shot of alcohol, and I don't drink at all. I got to the lake and started walking around looking at the wonders of mother nature and wait for the shroom to kick in but nothing was happening, the lake was completely empty, so I didn't worry about anyone messing up my trip. It was about 12:30pm and I wasn't feeling anything at all. I just felt lightheaded like I took a shot of alcohol, but no body high, no visuals, nothing like what I've heard on the internet. I started getting mad, I thought I got scammed for these vials of just alcohol. It was about 1:30pm and still nothing. I decided to take another vial, maybe I needed a higher dose to break through.

Shortly after taking the second vial I was looking at the sky and it was getting cloudy, this is when I finally started feeling the shrooms kicking in. The skies started looking unusual, morphing into different shapes, forms, geometric patterns moving around, some of the clouds looked like faces breathing looking right at me. A tree in front of me started expanding and contracting in a breathing motion. Faces started to form all over the trees around me, everything I noticed the trees became aware of me, I asked in my mind "can you see me?" And I got this nonverbal confirmation from the trees stating "Yes" and they were happy I could see them, although I was feeling quite uneasy about having this experience for the first time I was getting the vibes from them letting me know it was ok, to just let go. For the first time ever I could see how connected I was with everything in nature. I could see right through nature's energy fields, it looked like a huge network of information, communicating, exchanging information and working together as one giant organism.

It started raining and my body felt very heavy, I really wanted to just lay down in the rain and enjoy this feeling I was getting from mother nature, but my ego was taking over, I thought someone mind find me laying there in the rain and think I'm homeless, I didn't want to be there soaking wet, but deep inside I wanted to lay there naked and be absorbed by mother nature.

I went back to the train station walking very disoriented, the grass was turning into liquid for a minute I thought I would sink down but I managed to keep walking towards my destination. It was very hard to keep track of my thoughts, I kept walking and every 3 minutes or so (at this point time didn't make sense) I had forgotten what I was doing, "where am I going? Why do I need to get on this train?, can I just stay here in nature?" A lot of things just didn't make sense at that point, to keep myself grounded I decided to write down on my phone what I was doing and kept looking at it every 30 seconds or so minutes which at this point felt like hours. I got in the train and it was completely empty, which was very unusual for a Saturday afternoon, maybe the rain made everyone stay home today I thought. I looked at all the exist to know where I was suppose to get off, but I couldn't comprehend English, it just looked like a futuristic foreign language to me, like I was looking at Words for the first time ever. I thought to myself I'm fucked, this will be a bad trip, anxiety started to kick in, my ego wanted to take control of the situation but the shrooms wouldn't let it in. Then out of nowhere an old man entered my cart. He looked like a character from Lord of the Rings, white long hair and beard. He said "you look lost" I said yes, he asked "where you wanna go?" With a big smile on his face as if he knew I was tripping. I thought to myself is this old man in my imagination? Is he God? I told him I wanted to go home, I Couldn't remember the name of my exit or why did I even lived there. As soon as I said the word HOME, the old man said "You're already home!" the train stopped and the doors opened, I looked outside and I recognized it was my stop. I was very confused, how did I get here? Did he just grant me a wish? What if I said something else like Tokyo, or Paris, would he grant me my wish? I looked at the man and with a big smile on his face he said good luck!

I walked home very fast although I was messed up. I couldn't notice anyone on the streets but it didn't matter to me, I didn't want to make any type of human contact, I just wanted to make it home safe. I got home safe and laid on bed, I finally let the shrooms take over me without any resistance. I heard from Terence Mckenna that the best way to let the mushrooms give you the most profound experience is to be alone in the dark, and sure enough he was right. Laying in the dark I had the most profound visual experience ever. I was inside of a field of other conscious beings, all working together in peace and harmony with each other as one. It's hard to put it in words, It was like a intergalactic city full of beings of energy, they didn't have faces but I could tell they were all looking at me with the most compassion I ever felt in my life, letting me know that I was loved and cared for all my life. Some white beings started swiping their "wings" all over my body like cleansing me of all my pain.

I woke up feeling 100 pounds lighter, a huge weight has been lifted off my back. I looked at the time and it was 1:30pm ! wtf? It was 1:30pm at the lake. Was that all a dream? How did I made it home? Did the entire trip started at the train station and I never really got on the train? How come the train and the lake were completely empty on a Saturday afternoon? These questions still linger in my mind. I can't wait to do this again and experience what the mushrooms have to teach me.

I recommend anyone trying these for the first time do it in the comfort of your own home, not out in the streets and get a sitter to watch you and give you an outside perspective on your trip, things you did/things you were saying. Don't be a fool like I was.


Comments


[11 Points] aboutthednm:

Every single review for TripWithScience comes from a fresh account with zero previous posts.

I find this highly suspicious.


[6 Points] tenderwingz:

You guys are assholes for insulting a veteran battling ptsd and depression on fucking memorial day.


[2 Points] None:

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[1 Points] CaptainMurphy-:

Not saying your wrong or right about it being a shill.. it's just such a funny thought to me.. writing out this pretty detailed trip report about what seemed to be a life changing event... deleting a couple of sentences and making them sound better and then you come back to check your message and everyone is saying "shill" and you're just like "wtf?"


[1 Points] FlamingWalrus:

Dude that part on the train sounds like it was so surreal


[1 Points] elfer90:

send sample to spain for testing?


[-2 Points] monkeystew580:

Every fucking time there's a review for this shit it's always their first time trying shrooms, they ordered 2 vials, and they get only the most common effects. No, definitely not shilly.


[-7 Points] None:

shill


[-6 Points] shillshot:

Fuck off, shill.