had been looking to get some us domestic ketamine but had trouble finding a legit vendor, and i heard dxe is pretty similar to ketamine and mxe, and a lot of people were liking it so i ordered 1 gram from susna on dream market. ordered monday, received wednesday so shipping speed was great.
stealth was great too even though its a legal substance.
trip report: snorted a sub milligram dose as an allergy test, then worked my way up to 5mg, 10mg , then 15mg all about 10 mins apart. about 30 mins after all this i started feeling off baseline so i knew it was kicking in,started feeling a little bit drunk with mild psychedelia as if i did a very mild dose or lsd or shrooms. then i bumped another 10mg.
the dissociation started getting stronger to the point where my back felt like it had became part of the couch behind me and my lips were numb af. things started to get really weird at this point , im sitting there watching fresh prince of belair and my body doesnt really exist anymore and i feel like im inside of the show and my whole presence at this point is part of the show. everything will smith says has so much meaning to it and kind of echoes.
feeling really fuckin high at this point when jazz got thrown out of the house by uncle phil i almost felt like i was in the air for a second with him. at points during the show i have to remind myself that i have a body.
after the show is over i just kinda sit there and start feeling anxious about how i am high on some brand new research chemical which we know nothing about and anything could happen. start thinking to myself "wtf am i doing with my life im snorting unknown research chemicals that are analogues of animal tranquilizers. Im like black people dont do this shit tf are you doing bro. i start reading more about DXE and saw some guy making speculation with no proof that over time it can diminish white blood cells and cause aids like symptoms with repeated use. I know theres no proof but i just said fuck it and stumbled my way to the bathroom and flushed the whole gram of my DXE down the toilet just out of anxiety and because i couldnt see myself finishing a gram of this shit.
after this i layed down with some headphones on and was falling into a dissociative "hole" and was flying around in some crazy places that i cant really put into words. eventually i stood up and was feeling nauseous and vomitted few times. felt great once it was done. rest of the trip i just felt very robotic and out of place, and the fact that its an RC kinda ruined what could have been a good trip.
this is pretty potent stuff and lasts quite a while 5 hours later now and i still am feeling dissociated. it kind of made me feel stupid and just numbed my mind which i didnt really like. wont be doing this again or any other RC's ill just stick to the classics so i can have peace of mind during my trips that the substance has a long history of use and a good safety profile. suprised this trip report is even somewhat coherent because i can barely feel my fingers and think straight.
Haha black people don't do this shit. Sorry man that shit cracked me up. Glad you feel better though. I did actual Kitty for the first time the other night coming down off shroomies and it was actually a really pleasant experience, would def do it again.