Drugs, DNM's and how they have helped my life.

Some of us have a very solid sense of who we are and other struggle with crippling social barriers that form because of depression, anxiety, and other mental health problems, or maybe just being an introvert by nature. As someone who has all of these things, i thought there would be no such help readily available due to lack of insurance among a mass of other things. UNTIL, i discovered DNMs, This sub, and everyone in it.

I have been steadily ordering from various markets for the past month. I discovered this sub right as agora was in the process of going down. I know not a long time compared to some but better late than never.

After that i got to try various amounts of drugs that are very hard to find and almost non-existent in my area. Ketamine, MDMA, Xanax (believe it or not i use this to sleep at night and not to get fucked up like a lot of the stigma that is attached to it atm) LSD, and chemicals i never even knew existed like the NBOMe series. And so many other RC's.

I just want to say these have had such a HUGE impact on my entire out look on life and the way im starting to function day to day. The MDMA helped me find peace with so many things that have went wrong in my past and is actually helping me fight off the complex PTSD i was diagnosed with after my father passing this year. The LSD has made me have great introspective thoughts about the way i think and made me really seek out help for some of the problems i had been so long putting off. These are very few examples of the HUGE impact these have had for me. I feel like i have overcome so many of the barriers i have had up for years which hindered me from so many things in this world.

Despite the drama that happens a lot in this sub, and so many other things I love it so much and i love you guys and us as a community and as a whole. I hope everyone has a wonderful, day/night :)


Comments


[7 Points] yalldontknowjack:

dnm are the only reason I hold down a job. I will be at work and my boss is being a nasty gash, I take a deep breath and picture all the drugs I have and it puts a smile on my face.


[1 Points] octomarvel:

Awwwwww. This is quite pretty. Tbh, reading posts like this makes me quite happy. People rarely posts success stories on here much less posts of positive gratitude. I'm genuinely happy for you getting thru your troubles op, and hope to only see you prosper further.

Just keep your opsec tight to prevent the dream from becoming a nightmare.

=)


[1 Points] None:

i would like to offer you power of meditation. it can do wonders. start small and work big. not jusging you at all or think you should change, it just seems like you are a deep thinker and could use this method of disciplining your thoughtsedit: by discipline I mean help develop patterns for your thoughts


[1 Points] footlockervip:

Yeah iv heroin and cocaine saved my life too.

LOL all jokes aside the most personal benefit ive gotten from DNM is access to psychedelics. just did IV 15mg 4acodmt the other night and it was enlightening.

trying to stay away from the bad drugs and just do weed adn psychs.

Unfortunately ive been taking 2mg etizolam daily for a little while now, need to taper.


[1 Points] Wordizbond:

Hey fuck whoever downvoted this. This is an awesome post and I think a lot of people that frequent this sub could probably relate to some of the issues you deal with. Glad you're bettering yourself with the help of the DNs. Be safe.