(19 years old) 2 years ago I lost all my money to silkroad and mtgox. Than after a 2 month break managed to get some money and ordered weed to my house and my parents found it and called the cops. Cops went to my house and found similar packaging and charged me. Parents got a me a lawyer (3,000) and got probation. Was pist at them but think they did the right thing even tho it fucked me over. -Just recently I got in legal trouble and my parents helped me out bailed me out got me a lawyer($5,000) and just yesterday I had court and all thone charges got dropped. And ordered a hp and oz of oil and got it yesterday sold half and came home last night and put the black bag in my front lawn and my parents found it my neighbor convinced them to not call the cops and my friend came and picked that up. Idk what to do now was working with my father but he said he doesn't want me to go work with him anymore. I really am trying to do the right thing but idk anymore. Was think about just taking a break for my parents since they are pist af and idk caused them so many troubles I'm the past years and thinking and bout getting a apartment and pushing weed for the time being. Since I don't have a job right now. And yes I know I'm the shittiest kid a parent can have. If any one can give me any advise thanks.
Don't order drugs to your parents' house. Just don't do it. You're 19 and an adult now, you need to start acting like one. If you plan to keep ordering things (doesn't sound like you should be doing that considering your lack of success) do what samwhiskey said and move out. Consider yourself lucky that you haven't really had to face any consequences for your mistakes and learn from them.