LSD literally saved my life. Throughout my psychedelic experiences, I learned a lot, grew a lot, and changed myself for the better. I've made realizations that have bettered my life and myself, and I believe its made my outlook and way of living improve the lives of others. I've become more genuine, more selfless, and simply more alive.
However the cops raided me at college a while ago and found my stash as well as paraphernalia and other things. I wasn't arrested at the time. Enough time has gone by that I thought that it just got swept under the rug...until today.
Houses belonging to members of my family have been visited by the police looking for me. I've kept my location very private. I know they won't find me here, but an arrest warrant is active, and I don't see running as a viable option. I can't live the rest of my life on the run.
I'm going to jail over possessing a sacrament that has led to positive experiences in my life, and those I have shared it with. I'm going to jail because the government wants to waste tax money on a young adult not causing violent crimes. I don't know how long I will be in jail, the sense of doom concerning my inevitable entombment there is suffocating.
I don't know why I'm posting here. Maybe it's out of rage towards the war on drugs. Maybe its my anxiety. I just hate the fact that the government doesn't believe we have the right to put what we want in our bodies, and that the act of doing so is going to ruin the rest of my life.
Stay safe fellow explorers. Be careful so that my fate does not become your own.
The government doesn't give a fuck dude it's really that plain and simple. When given the opportunity to bust you for the pettiest shit and waste your time they excel in this field. It's not even about wasting your time, it's about sucking as much money out of you as possible. Who else pays for those very same fucking oinks arresting you? Duh, put two and two together.