My DNM life experience

I like this place because I can buy drugs without interacting with people. I sell drugs in real life to pay for my own drug consumption. I use drugs so I don't have to feel bad about the dislike that emanates from most people in my presence. I smoke weed so I can study science and talk like a pedantic textbook to myself without boring the others who happen to be in my presence.

There's a stereotype that drug users are cool and badass people. This place demonstrates the opposite. Many drug users do so because they're alienated by a society which hates analytical rather than judgmental thoughts.

Back in the day, I thought I could use drugs to look "cool," but that's not the case. Once a nerd always a nerd. As a drug-using nerd one can be alienated from much of society. I finally feel at home. Thank you darknetmarkets.


Comments


[29 Points] None:

Word. As a blind dude I'm glad DNM's exist. It's so nice having access to opiates to get me through life since I don't get out much.


[12 Points] Str8b8m8ey:

This is me with the addition of being black. Double alienation, for sure anal penetration.


[7 Points] None:

Drug nerds are some of the most interesting people I have ever met.


[5 Points] DancingWindAway:

/u/autismhour , hand out the ADI-R sheets and take the ICD-10 catalog to hand. We got ourself a F84/F84.5 patient here!


[3 Points] radium_fire:

There's no need to be cool if you're badass. That's my philosophy.

No one fucks with me because I emanate "combat ready" along with "weird nerd." You seem relatively badass too.


[2 Points] Hellokittycustomer:

This is exactly me :)


[2 Points] None:

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[2 Points] zkrepps:

Just in case you haven't found it yet, this sounds right up your alley. r/drugnerds


[1 Points] DNMstatus:

Thank you. This is me :p


[1 Points] satisfyinghump:

Very interesting what you've written. I think you may get something out of learning about an experiment called "Rat Park"

Here is a fun method of teaching it: http://www.stuartmcmillen.com/comics_en/rat-park/

(It's interactive)

And here's the Wiki link to it: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rat_Park

Though it is a short read and interesting.


[1 Points] None:

Great read, thanks for sharing. #relateable


[1 Points] JFConz:

Science is my passion, drugs are my playground. Reality is mechanical, my mind on drugs is intriguing.


[0 Points] None:

aw


[0 Points] brightBlinker:

I smoke weed so I can study science and talk like a pedantic textbook to myself without boring the others who happen to be in my presence.

It's a proven fact that you cannot encode new information while you are experiencing THC's peak effects.

It's fun to watch documentaries and read Wikipedia when you're stoned, but that isn't really "studying" science.

Not trying to be a hater, just the down low.