I'm really bored and decided to write this post for a few reasons. Every day I see posts come up on drug subreddits asking the classic "should I try opiates" or some dumb shit like that. I see reviews for vendors that consist of an orgasm-in-text about that 'fire fucking dope' that was as hard as a rock, pure-white, and hit like a freight train for an hour or two before instant sobriety. Maybe (probably not) my experiences will help people avoid getting ripped off, and I'll give my take on ECP across vendors I've ordered from and cities/hookups I've sourced in person.
I've been on-and-off ordering heroin off darknetmarkets since about one year ago. I use dnm sourcing for it typically out of desperation when I'm in bumfuck nowhere or the alternative (cold-copping on west/south side of Chicago while small and white for scrabble) is the only option. I've been robbed, shorted, waited 5 minutes at the corner 20 times consecutively and multiple days for a crackhead to finally drive over with some of the shittiest dope in Chi-town. I've crashed my car on the way to work still high from the last night doing h on top of a pile of xanax and got pulled over in downtown NYC high on coke with my dealer in the passenger seat right after his reup. I've also totally alienated myself from most of my friends, blew an amazing internship this summer, and completed the destruction of the relationship with my family. So, there you go kids, if you haven't started and are thinking of asking - don't fucking start. It begins as nothing and gets better and better until it leaves you broke, alone and emotionally blank.
So enough of the whiny bullshit and onto that sweet sweet heroin. I only have done ECP since I've always lived in the midwest/east coast and want the option of snorting it. I've IV'd a few times but ran away afterwords for a couple reasons - my veins are pretty hard to hit and it feels too damn good. I typically stuff it up my nose through evening/night until I can't afford to get more or haven't shit in over a week. With that in mind, here's my take on the vendors I remember ordering from.
PCCubeSensei - Waited forever, overpaid more than usual for dnm, it was alright quality a year back but not worth almost 20/stamp.
DayDreamer - I'd put it on the line of OK and decent for quality, no serious complaint about that and service was fine. This is the stamp bag game - they almost never are even close to a full point, so I ended up paying 30 dollars for 45 mg of dope. Not sure he still vends. Pass.
RealDope - Again I'm not sure he's still active, but holy fucking shit this was the second-worst heroin I've done in my life. This shit barely got me high, came in packaging handmade by Tyrone Biggums, and had me over the toilet for the better part of a few evenings (oh hell yeah I kept doing it after the first night). Fuck this guy.
Dragoncove - Service was nothing special but no problem. This was what chicago-grey consists of in dreams: nice soft rocks that break up easy into beautiful light powder. It's very potent. But it was over $200 per gram, which you should not be paying. I read complaints about him fenting later on but not sure that was true, same for scamming, but he's still vacationing right now as far as I know.
AlexSosa1KG - This is probably my favorite overall vendor. I've never had dope from him I'd put below a 7/10, and it was very similar in appearance and potency to the best shit I scored in NYC: tan-colored, powder/flaky texture after soft rocks break down. He always shipped fast-as-fuck and was either really nice, a douchebag, or just flat out ignores you in comms depending on the day.
Sweet_n_Stoned - So... I might get some complaints for location-specific info, but this was how he originally advertised and it isn't exactly a secret. This, this is Chicago-area heroin. It's grey. Sometimes very dark grey. The rocks are hard. Maybe a bit harder than one would like. But it isn't bad. It's at his worst a 6 being extremely harsh, but most of what I got was more 7-8. His service and comms are the best I've encountered, even doing favors with shipping packages as requested, so I'd probably put him on top of the available Abraxas vendors. One problem that needs to be addressed - mylar the damn bags bro, fuckin' dogs. But his decoys are good.
So there you go. For those who don't know, good #4 heroin should:
- be light brown, tan or light grey
- rocks should not be very difficult to break on a hard surface
- with low/no tolerance, get you fucking destroyed snorting a point
- not be extremely hard-hitting and quick fading (fentanyl)
Anyway this helped me occupy myself for a little while so thanks for reading. Feel free to tell me to fuck/kill myself in the comments or argue with anything/everything I said.
The Grand Wizard recognizes this particular abyss-edge: he was standing there a few months ago. It sounds like the game has stopped being fun for you and you're starting to sustain serious losses. If and when you want to get off the carousel drop us a line and we'll send you a withdrawal kit.
When you're talking about internships the Grand Wizard guesses you're in your early to mid-20s -- which means you still have plenty of time to repair the damage you have described and move on sadder but wiser. No pressure and no preaching, but we both know where this road goes if you don't get off at the exit.