(Vendor Review) TripWithScience Liquid Psilocybin (bad bad bad trip)

Vendor/Market: TripWithScience on Alphabay Market Product: Liquid Psilocybin Required FE? No Price: $20.00 each (plus 2 free with purchase of 5) Shipping: $7.00 Customer Service: 5/5 Product Quality: 5/5 Processing Speed: 5/5 Value: 5/5 Stealth: 5/5 Total:25/25

I know you're all thinking 'oh here we go, another TWS shill review just so he can get free vials with his next order'. Absolutely not. While TripWithScience is totally legit, has a great product and everything was hunky dory from his end, I had a BAD BAD BAAAAAD trip and will not be returning to the land of mushrooms anytime soon.

I had never done anything hallucinogenic and wanted to be as safe and prepared as possible. I poured over hundreds of reviews of this product to make sure I was informed. I saw the comments claiming it was really just an overpriced RC but as I already had the product it seemed like a moot point; I was however lulled into a false sense of security because there was little to nothing in the way of people having too strong a dose or having a bad time on this particular product. On the contrary, most of the reviews would mention that one or sometimes even two vials wasn't enough and they wished they had tried a little bit more.

I was with two friends and the three of us decided to mix together and evenly distribute 5 vials to assuring that we would all have identical potency, giving us a little over 1.5 vials each which by all accounts on here should have been a totally manageable trip. I'm a fairly small person (5'7, 145 lbs) and also went into this with an empty-ish stomach (as recommended by countless people on here), but I had a REAL quick comeup, was laughing hysterically within 5-10 minutes. It was a little scary being so out of control so quickly; I remember thinking "I don't think this is for me, but it's already happening so let's just enjoy!"

We had about 30 minutes of intense tripping, things felt crazy, everything was going about as expected, just a lot more intense than planned. The last coherent thoughts I remember having was right as some visuals started coming in and patterns were dancing all around me, but after that everything turned into a living nightmare. According to my friends accounts, I became completely blacked out/disassociative. I would have moments of clarity once every hour or so; the first time I could process that something was wrong was when I woke up to my friends slapping my face to wake me and asking if I knew what my name was. I was living my absolute worst nightmare. I was trapped in thought loops, I somehow knew that I was going to die and also became convinced that I had killed someone or done something irreversible and horrible. I have brief flashbacks of me being completely animalistic, primitive, ripping clothes off, sweating profusely while my friends had to literally hold me down and keep me from biting myself. This lasted from 3:00 until about 6:00, when I finally started to come back to reality with the help of my friends. I came to with bite marks all over myself, my thumb and joints were extremely sore from clenching and clawing at myself.

There's not really much else to say other than that A: I am NOT a TWS shill because I will never be ordering or doing shrooms again. B: The product is legit; just because there isn't much to read on here RE people having bad bad bad trips with it, it is possible, and with a relatively low/recommended dose. Please be extremely careful, start out loooooow if you've never tried before. I know there are so many reviews on here, but I figure if I can add one more notch to TWS's credibility while also posting the cautionary tale that I wish I had read, maybe I can save someone from going through what I did.


Comments


[23 Points] heyfreshhhhh:

Should have started with just one vial or half vial since it was your first psychedelic experience.


[14 Points] None:

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[11 Points] CocaineNose:

sorry you had a bad trip mate. It happens. Not sure how you feel about LSD, but I've always found it a lot more mellow than shrooms.


[10 Points] percpetionisreality:

This has everything to do with you, your dose and shrooms and absolutely nothing to do with the vendor.


[7 Points] novanova25:

Dam. I'm definitely gonna get some now


[4 Points] Thoughtsofamaniac:

When people say psychedelics aren't for everyone, they're really not being pretentious assholes. Some people simply do not react well to the loss of control and the upending of the schemas that organize their day to day lives, while others find it to be the ultimate release to surrender to it.

Sorry you had a bad trip though. For future reference if you ever do decide to try any psychs at all again, I recommend having either benzos or etizolam on hand. If you're in a bad trip a benzo will bring you down quickly and help you get to sleep instead of suffer panic attacks.

Another word of advice, I find it helps to have a playlist of unique and pleasant songs to listen to, ones which don't repeat too much. One of the strongest trips I've ever had was on a huge dose (40 mg snorted) of 4-AcO-DMT, and I thought "cool I'll listen to some Pink Floyd". Echoes came on and my tripping self hit the repeat button on the phone. Idk if you've ever heard Echoes by Pink Floyd but it's a very trippy song even without substances, and has a very repetitive tone which seems to loop into itself at several points throughout the ~20 minute song. I didn't know what to expect, but this threw me into a major thought loop where literally all I did for an hour and a half was raise up from my seat, take a tiny drink of water, and sit back down. I'd become convinced by the repeating lyrics that every experience was a new case of déjà vu and that I had not actually raised up and taken a drink yet. This didn't break until I ran out of water, at which point I laid down and managed to convince myself I was actually in a coma, that everything I was experiencing was made up, and that my family was probably gathered around me in a hospital bed or something sobbing while I was comatose. Thankfully this wasn't my first trip and throughout a lot of tripping on various substances I've built up a fairly solid mental grip on myself, so I wasn't really afraid of this experience and just accepted it, but damn in retrospect that was an intense experience. Tl;dr if you're tripping it's a good idea to preplan some things you can easily do which will be fun and not repetitive, as this can help prevent thought loops or feeling anxiety.


[3 Points] nopierdete:

This is why we can't have nice things. I'm only kidding :) Glad you're ok.

They pack a punch, not to be taken lightly and I suggest newbies to psychedelics start with half a bottle or one at most or eat 1 to 2 grams of mushrooms to get a feel. Same goes with LSD, complete newbies shouldn't start out at 200ug because a bad trip for the totally inexperienced and unprepared (though nothing can really prepare you) can lead you to hurt yourself, others and land you in the hospital.


[3 Points] DiaperDankFrank11:

Learn to completley let go of yourself.


[3 Points] CaptSkrimshaw:

NEVER GIVE IN TO THE LOOP


[1 Points] StarvngFartist:

You'd like 2cb its alot more chill not as overbearing as other psychedelics


[1 Points] Killit_Witfya:

damn 1.5 vials at 145lbs is a bit much. i usually go with .5 vials just to get a bit of giggles


[1 Points] Neophyte-:

Learn to let go ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going


[1 Points] BudgetBuyer:

I can sympathize with you on the frightening elements of mushrooms if you're new/unsure of how strong it can feel. I stopped doing them, but had a few great trips and a few uneasy trips. I'd like to think I came out of all of them learning something, but maybe I'm not that deep.

I've never done Benzo's myself, but I've heard taking a Xanax, Etizolam, or the like can calm anxiety or otherwise ground someone who might be tripping too hard during the peaking point. The important thing to remember is that it's a harmless psychedelic drug and you'll come out of it okay, so if it gets unbearable, just find your safe space, as others have said, and rest it off.


[-1 Points] None:

all of these reviews should be written "liquid psilocybin"