First Breakthrough DMT Experience

So I've been interested in DMT for over a year now. I have watched 'the spirit molecule' and also read the book by Dr Strassman. I have listened to many of Terence Mckenna's talks and read the forum's etc.

About a month ago i bought half a gram of DMT from 'multi exciter' and tried for the first time on Saturday. I have to say, for the amount of research i had done, nothing could prepare me for when i took it for the first time. I smoked maybe 15mg through a crack pipe and was incredibly disorientated by what happened. It was the most intense experience i had ever had. It scared me a little and completely bamboozled me. anyhow, I had two more similar size hits that night and settled in a bit more and really enjoyed the intense visuals but didn't "break through". I also had my girlfriend present who has no psychedelic experience and i don't think i can really let go in front of her until she has tried it for herself.

Today I had the flat to myself and after meditating for 20 minutes decided to try again. I decided to do it on my bed this time and to lay back to help relax during the take off. i started with a tiny amount, maybe 4mg, which induced a light feeling and visionary acuity but no blast off. around 15minutes later i smoked 15mg which was absolutely incredible. 30 minutes after coming down i smoked 35mg and had the most mind blowing experience I think it is possible to ever have. I mean, words just don't do it justice.

Anyway, I just wanted to share some details of that 35mg breakthrough hit. I was traveling through these chambers and they started peeling apart revealing even more impossible patterns and shapes and colours. I finally arrived in a black and white room/space and soon noticed I was not alone. there were many entities in this space and i can't explain what they were as I don't remember them being any particular shape. i was at first a little apprehensive so though I'd say hello. I started out saying "Hello" in English a few times and they reacted and I felt an enormous amount of love from and towards them. I then started speaking in an language alien to me but it came naturally and they started showing me things and moving into my body. If this hadn't been bizzare enough, every time they moved into me, it was like an orgasm X 100000000 through my whole body leaving my moaning and shuddering like when a girl has an intense orgasm. it seemed to be talking that enticed this phenomena. As i began to come round I just found myself saying "thank you" over and over. I then lay in bliss for 20 minutes.

I feel incredibly humbled by the experience and feel as though I have glimpsed a great secret. Something else that is completely apparent to me now is that these are not mere hallucinations. these realms are not created by the human mind. they are far more complex and impossible than you or I could ever imagine. I don't know where or what it is and I that's part of the beauty.

Anyway, I thought I'd share this as I always enjoy reading peoples experiences.


Comments


[13 Points] JustOutOfTheDarkness:

Nice report, thanks for sharing.

I had my 1st breakthrough the other night and it was like nothing I have ever seen before, I would have read this before that and swore you were full of shit talking about entities and then I broke through and saw some things I never thought possible.

edit I got my stuff from DownTheRabbitHole though.


[7 Points] PerpetualPlusFour:

So, you take, let us assume, third toke. Loooong and sloooow. You vaporize, and you take it in, and in, and in... And there is a sound, like the crumpling of a plastic bread wrapper, or the crackling of the flames. And a tone... A tone. And... And there is this...

There is a cheer; the gnomes have learned a new way to say "hooray!"

The walls, if such they be, are crawling with geometric hallucinations. Very brightly colored, very iridescent. Deep sheens and very highly reflective surfaces. Everything is machine-like and polished and throbbing with energy. But that is not what immediately arrests my attention. What arrests my attention is the fact, that this space is inhabited.

And so, like jeweled self-dribbling basketballs, these things come running forward, and what they are doing with this visible language that they create is they are making gifts! They are making gifts for you and they will say... Hooray!

clearnet link (youtube) - Shpongle - A New Way to Say Hooray


[5 Points] damnmachine:

Sounds similar to McKennas original descriptions and Joe Rogans as well. Thanks for the review.


[6 Points] TheBermudaPineapple:

Damn. Sounds like the experience I had. The place where I was was in a black and white checkered patterned floor with random entities floating around everywhere. There was also light coming from somewhere


[3 Points] GeneralStarkk:

Glad you found them okay.


[3 Points] DaMenehune:

What did the entities look like?


[3 Points] None:

Your supposed to wait at least an hour between blasting off. Good trip story though. I've experienced what you refer to as the 'entities'. Crazy how so many people have similar experiences on dmt. I wonder if it's a bit subconcious, as if we want to see entities, therefore our mind provides what we expect to imagine. Maybe I'm just high.


[2 Points] GoddessPsychedelic:

Damn, makes me want to try DMT even more. I would recommend crossposting this to /r/DMT or possibly /r/psychonaut


[2 Points] None:

I want to do DMT really badly now.

Holy fuck, dude.


[2 Points] SktchyDarknetDrugDlr:

It’s a vast swirling wonderland of sparkling white pleasure. Let it fill your senses with cascading fluffy pillows of excitement, and comfort, as you’ve never felt before.


[1 Points] wtzl4xd:

Have you experimented with other hallucinogens? I tried smoking DMT through a crackpipe but couldn't get it to work fully. The one time I got it to work I do recall trying to speak to an entity I kept seeing when my eyes were closed.

The most intense hallucinogenic experiences I've ever had were LSD+MDMA and extreme doses of DXM. The DXM was just mind-numbing though, LSD+MDMA changed my life.


[1 Points] cargreen1:

I'm jealous :(. I've tried DMT on two separate occasions and haven't been able to breakthrough. The most I got was some intense CEVs but no real headspace to go along with them. I'll probably try again some day, hopefully third time's the charm.


[1 Points] mayormaynotbefucked1:

after reading this have decided to bite the bullet and buy some dmt. i planned on buying a 25 strip off top gear but dmt has been on my bucket list for awhile


[1 Points] colour3811:

Excellent report mate!


[1 Points] ImHumanTo0:

how smoke that¿


[1 Points] LedLevee:

I wonder what it is about DMT that it causes somewhat "similair" hallucinations amongst users. LSD everybody has different stuff, but lots of DMT trippers talk about doors and rooms and then there being entities that talk to them in alien languages. Anyone have an interesting link on this perhaps?


[1 Points] R4ID:

words just don't do it justice.

ive had a few breakthroughs before, the only way I can describe it is like this. it's like trying to explain to a blind person what a kaleidoscope is

like you said, words just dont do it justice.


[1 Points] FagDamager:

dunno how you guys are brave enough to try DMT, the shit sounds like its either going to give you the best or worst experience of our life


[1 Points] dethcone:

My breakthrough consisted of alien abduction.. not exactly my idea of a good time.


[1 Points] gourmetkook:

Anyone interested in what dmt has to offer, but nervous about intensity should try changa first. It's dmt infused with herbs containing MAOI, which chills it out and makes it last a little longer. Closer to the ayahuasca experience, but without the puking and shamans.


[1 Points] d0nniedarko:

Sounds insane! Makes me think about the theory of a 4th dimension. Bought me sum to c how it goes.


[1 Points] throwwawayydsjebs78:

Hi, ive tried dmt some times and never broke through, but now that i have heard these things of entities jumping into you im getting discouraged.. looks like possession to me. I've been born in a christian family and i get through times i really believe in god and times where i dont even think about it, tho i cant tell what there is after death, i still feel im not confident enough in breaking through on dmt. I can understand that any religion has been invented for propaganda, but at the same time, what if they are right and you are getting possessed over a dmt breakthrough? The thing of entities jumping into you really sounds like that.. and im very very interested still in breaking through but at the same time i dont want to be the cat that got killed by curiosity.. if something is really there then im more concerned about my eternal afterlife rather than my actual life. I had a religion professor who use to be really into christianity and be in exorcisms and stuff like that, and he said all of demon possessed people came from "magic" and when i talked to him about astral projection and stuff he told me: "dude, you can do whatever you want, but u are a particullary good person and student and i have seen too many people getting ruined for stuff that you are talking about." Scary thing he was talking vague but like someone he really knew what he was talking about..


[-2 Points] None:

35mg is hardly considered a breakthrough dosage. I highly recommend you try at least 50-75mg smoked on tin foil via pen straw and then you'll fully understand all there is to be understood.