I created a new account and posted this on /r/drugs but I think the account was shadowbanned because of a flagged TOR exit node. So I'm reposting it here with an account that I've used.
So obviously cocaine is a short lived drug with a comedown that makes you want more. It seems like it has different effect on me then most people though.
I don't use it daily or even weekly. When I do the first line feels great but I start feeling tired after about 30-45 minutes or so. I try to spread out my lines every hour and a half or so. But after every continual line I seem to feel like shit much sooner, like minutes. Even after the second one I quickly feel like I'm fatigued, mentally and physically. I also get a little dizzy. All I want to do is lay down and my social capacity is about at zombie mode. I'm also more turned off to wanting another line to pick me up which is exactly the opposite of what you should feel when doing blow. I know cocaine has a somewhat shitty come down but this just seems really out of place. Everyone I do it with is energized all night long and they're taking the same lines at the same frequency. The few times I tried to continue through the night I'm left with a even more extreme version of that dizzy feeling I was talking about. Very similar to the drunk spins where you just want to pass out but can't. This happened with all sorts of cocaine, be it street cut to some of the most reputable DNM coke.
There is one thing that negates this feeling. I like to occasionally blow down meth too. When I add meth into my night of cocaine this issue is non-existent. It's the polar opposite as I love enjoying blow all evening while having a 25mg line or two of meth in the mix. Again my meth use isn't a daily or even weekly occurrence.
Any ideas why I feel this way? I believe I heard meth inhibits dopamine production. Is that a possible reason the combination is so friendly?
why is this so difficult for people?
coke makes you feel sick. so don't do coke. then coke makes you feel sick but meth fixes it. but you honestly just probably shouldn't.
drugs are drugs. you don't really need to focus much more than how they make you feel. unless you want to know the chemicals and reactions cuz science and shit.