I took about 0.3-0.4mg to start off with, I got a little drowsy and just felt 'doped', like my intelligence had dropped. I had to help someone put a computer together, and I kinda ended up mumbling to myself and having a bit of a hard time doing things that were second nature to me. I thought it would relax me and mellow me out, but I ended up getting pissed off about how shitty I was feeling
(I know this post is karma suicide)
Benzos have no euphoria. The "euphoria" that people get from benzos is the absence of existing stress.
It's like holding your breath underwater for as long as you can and then come to the surface for a huge breath.
When you're drowning in stress and then pop a bar...well all my benzo buddies know what I'm talking about.
When I have no stress and take a bar or two I feel exactly like you did. Tired, shitty and just wanting to sleep.
When I'm at work or have a lot on my plate and take a dose I can think clearly and feel great.