How my girlfriend and I got addicted to cocaine via DNMS

To give you guys a little bit of a background, the town my girlfriend and I moved to one of the richest and safest cities in the USA. Given that there is a very small crime rate and any hard drugs besides pills or meth around here are basically non-existent, the idea of scoring some blow in our area obviously wasn't going to happen.

We had each previously done street cocaine years before in Texas where the blow runs pretty wild because of the Mexican border, and loved it every time. It was sort of like champagne, something fun to do but nothing you'd want to binge on. After we were eventually introduced to DNMS I took it upon myself to get us some more of that white dragon we hadn't had in forever and made my first ever darknet purchase for a g of fishscale cocaine for $90.

My girl and I anticipated the package for days, and honestly secretly thought it would never show up. To our surprise it showed up at our house 2 day ship, the prettiest package right there in our mailbox. Soon as I saw the product I couldn't believe what I was seeing, a solid chunk of cocaine that shined beautifully in the light. This wasn't some HQ coke this was straight fire fishscale 80's disco-ball blow that chopped down fine as snow, after that line hit my brain I felt the most intense euphoria followed by the greatest satisfaction I've ever felt in my life. Little did I know that day was going to be a slow start to a $600 a week cocaine habit.

Cocaine is a drug that creeps up on you, It's still one of my favorite drugs to use responsibly to this day but the withdrawals are pretty terrifying especially if it's the first thing you ever withdrawal on after something mild like tobacco products. When I say it creeps up on you I mean I didn't even realize I was addicted for 6 full months of heavy use, even when we had drawers full of 8ball, quarter and a couple 14g baggies and always coke up our nose. I think the day that did it was when my girlfriend and I had ripped a couple of fatass lines before going out all day and by the end of the day without getting high again because we were still driving around I remember feeling so irritated, having intense road rage and wanting to get home to get another line. I soon connected the two since the withdrawal was something like wanting to "smoke a cigarette but out of your nose" as we called it. At this time we realized we were too far deep, and totally fucking addicted so that day both my girlfriend and I decided to quit mid eight-ball completely cold turkey.

The next day rolls around and without our usual morning line we feel like we can barely get up out of bed and feel super weak with nausea, stomach pains and are throwing up all day with intense urges for cocaine, however it was very easy to control ourselves from doing it because we felt so sick. Days 3-18 were a mixture of violent mood changes similar to bipolar disorder, with heavy munchies, confusion, depression, anxiety and just feeling completely out of our heads with strong coke cravings in between. In some weird way, cocaine had literally changed both of our body's chemistry to where everything felt out of place without the drug. After about the 5th day without cocaine our sleeping patterns changed and we would toss and turn during the night, always waking up early in the mornings feeling instantly wide awake and that we never could get enough sleep. Around day 22 we felt like our sleep cycle was finally morphing back to normal, and the months after our symptoms finally decreased until we felt like we had slipped back into a healthy reality.

I wrote this to help people who go down the same route with any drug in our DNM community as its fun for a little while until it becomes a problem. We're now sober and deciding to hit another line but watch our shit this time, I just want to remind you people who care to always take care of your mental health, make drugs a fun choice not an addiction and remember to stay safe :)


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[104 Points] youheree:

How are you smart enough to become rich, but too stupid to know cocaine is addicting?

Fucking america


[83 Points] waferroll:

more of a Pepsi man myself


[60 Points] Pelican_Vendor:

I should sell coke


[59 Points] Mentalpopcorn:

Since OP was on coke when he wrote this wall of text:

To give you guys a little bit of a background, the town my girlfriend and I moved to one of the richest and safest cities in the USA. Given that there is a very small crime rate and any hard drugs besides pills or meth around here are basically non-existent, the idea of scoring some blow in our area obviously wasn't going to happen.

We had each previously done street cocaine years before in Texas where the blow runs pretty wild because of the Mexican border, and loved it every time. It was sort of like champagne, something fun to do but nothing you'd want to binge on. After we were eventually introduced to DNMS I took it upon myself to get us some more of that white dragon we hadn't had in forever and made my first ever darknet purchase for a g of fishscale cocaine for $90.

We anticipated the package for days, and honestly secretly thought it would never show up. To our surprise it showed up at our house 2 day ship, the prettiest package right there in our mailbox. Soon as I saw the product I couldn't believe what I was seeing, a solid chunk of cocaine that shined beautifully in the light. This wasn't some HQ coke this was straight fire fishscale 80's disco-ball blow that chopped down fine as snow, after that line is is when I felt the most intense euphoria followed by the greatest satisfaction I've ever felt in my life. Little did I know that day was going to be a slow start to a $600 a week cocaine habit.

Cocaine is a drug that creeps up on you, It's still one of my favorite drugs to use responsibly to this day but the withdrawals are pretty terrifying especially if it's the first thing you withdrawal on after tobacco products. When I say it creeps up on you I mean I didn't even realize I was addicted for 6 full months of heavy use, even when we had drawers full of 8ball, quarter and a couple 14g baggies and always coke up our nose. I think the day that did it was when My girlfriend and I had ripped a couple of fat lines before going to run errands all day and by the end of the day with no coke because we were still driving around I remember feeling irritated and wanting to snap over everything, having intense road rage and wanting to get home to get another line. I soon connected the two since the withdrawal was like wanting to "smoke a cigarette but out of your nose" as we called it. At this time we realized we were too far deep, and totally addicted so both my girlfriend and I decided to quit mid eightball that day completely cold turkey.

The second day rolls around and without our morning line we feel like we can barely can roll out of bed and feel nausea, stomach pains and are throwing up all day with intense urges for cocaine, however it was very easy to control ourselves from doing it because we felt so sick. Days 3-18 were a mixture of violent mood changes similar to bipolar, with heavy munchies, confusion, depression, anxiety and feeling completely out of our heads with coke cravings in between. In some weird way, cocaine had literally changed both of our body's chemistry to where everything felt out of place without the drug.

After about the 5th day without cocaine we could not get good sleep during the night and always woke up early in the morning feeling wide awake no matter what. Around day 22 we felt like our sleep cycle finally was back to normal, and the months after our symptoms decreased until we felt like we slipped back into a healthy reality.

I wrote this to help people who go down the same route with any drug and decide to use drugs recreationally as its fun for a little while until it becomes a problem. We're now sober and deciding to hit another line but watch our shit this time, I just want to remind you people who care to always take care of your mental health, make drugs a fun choice not an addiction and remember to stay safe :)


[19 Points] kpack999:

which vendor?


[15 Points] otistoole:

You think that was bad....You should try freebasing. You would end up like...well, ...basically....you ever met someone from Florida?


[11 Points] None:

If you press enter twice you can make a new paragraph.


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[7 Points] Anon580535:

My favourite essay on cocaine is by Aleister Crowley.

http://hermetic.com/crowley/international/xi/10/cocaine.html

There is a point at which the jaded horse no longer answers whip and spur. He stumbles, falls a quivering heap, gasps out his life.

So perishes the slave of cocaine.


[5 Points] None:

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[7 Points] None:

You definitely, absolutely, 100 percent wrote that while you were chinged, didn't you?


[7 Points] CDRCRDS:

Tbh cocain is a psycholical dependancy more than it is physical. Opiates tend to be the physically addictive one. Main difference is cocaine withdrawal is regretting the money you spent on it and then missing the way you think and feel about it. Heroin is more like you get the flu and your body throws a temper tantrum until it gets its dragon juice.


[7 Points] JburnaDNM:

Thanks to the dnms I find it a lot harder to binge due to the process it takes to get coins etc. If I have a connect irl for opiates thats when I binge.


[5 Points] powerman15:

"Coke is a bad drug and it messed me up pretty bad but yeah I'm going to do some more."


[4 Points] AndThenHeSays4:

Sounds like my old cocaine problem.


[4 Points] None:

Where the fuck did you get 600 a week


[3 Points] None:

There is one simple rule to doing drugs. Do the drugs don't let the drugs do you. Never blame the drugs for decisions you make.


[3 Points] None:

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[3 Points] finallyadecentpic:

and yall motherfuckers wanna talk shit about bars


[3 Points] stanley_twobrick:

We're now sober and deciding to hit another line but watch our shit this time.

Hahaha oh man the number of times I've heard that. No guys f'reals it'll be fine this time.


[3 Points] RamziYousef:

we're now sober and deciding to hit another line but watch our shit this time

lmao, good luck


[2 Points] CocaineNose:

Sounds like you're blaming DNMs instead of yourself. To the average person DNMs really aren't that easy to use, they're risky, very expensive and have long shipping/processing times. I mean where do people get this 2 day magical shipping times?


[2 Points] Febbraio2468:

It was life in the fast lane. Surely make you loose your mind.


[2 Points] None:

Looks like its about that time to put your girl on the block to do some laps


[2 Points] GNAR-TheBarGoblin:

Cool story bro.


[1 Points] Fucklalala:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VU1gzRYWK0A


[1 Points] startuptutu:

hey man what passage of the bible is this from?


[1 Points] LedLevee:

Thanks for sharing your story OP. /r/Drugs would also like it I think.


[1 Points] bodevelho:

what kind of coke did you get, that you feel the hangover for 20 days? wtf


[1 Points] shellsandcheez:

Cocaine is one helluva drug


[1 Points] GreyCmd:

I suggest you try something different for a few weeks, pop some phenibut and have a few beers, or some adderall.. I was/am pretty bad on the coke, but I just liked the social effects of it, after few hours on it it seemed to get to a point where the lines did nothing put top me up for 5 minutes, I started imagining each line was like $15 going up my nose and picturing a pile of money instead of the coke which helped me slow down and reassess, you can get a similar buzz off safer/cheaper products, do some research and give it a go


[1 Points] unixcorn:

Sounds like Plano


[1 Points] None:

sounds like the movie "candy" but with a happy ending. good you both could quit, stay cool :)


[1 Points] _var_log_messages:

Who said he is rich? Define rich


[1 Points] None:

can someone please explain how this works, I want stuff and am so clueless how. please!!


[1 Points] Diggler8181:

The comedown is the reason yay is something that is a rare occurance. Not fun or funny. Thre aren't any physical withdraws from coke, the only think I would consider a withdraw is the comedown, but I can't imagine waking up and doing it, fuck that. Once every 3-6 months, if that, but those are rough nights lol


[1 Points] eleusis211:

You'll be fine. The withdrawal from coke is all mental. It's not like you're going through physical withdrawals like from opiates, benzos, alcohol, etc.


[1 Points] XinruLiu:

Real coke you dont have the next line craving or its mild and easy to stop, eat etc...fucking exspensive though if you can get it, even in LTA


[1 Points] Moose_95:

You told that good as fuck your so chill


[0 Points] 2LMA:

wow, $600 to spend on blow a week

did you forget to eat between deliveries or?


[0 Points] Usagii_YO:

Cocaine is amazing.


[-2 Points] Xf3k:

Tldr?


[-5 Points] None:

Lol, if that's what this guy got from all that...lol...I just...I feel for you man, I really do. Coke smells pretty good but yea, it ain't worth all that. Take if from a man that just discovered his inner artist finally, for the first time ever. No one gonna take that away from me ;}

Oh and the LSD I'm on, yea it was free, fuck all that talk about this who has the cheapest stuff right now. You can never beat free heheh It PAYS to be free LMFAO

Edit: free as in, even hookers can't afford it so UHH :P


[-6 Points] aristarch:

you sound like a dumb, narrow-minded son of bich

e: honestly this is so fucking stupid and is not reminiscent of any big deal at all. fucking panzies.