Title pretty much says it all. Do you think you developed a habit as a direct result of the accessibility and convenience afforded through the DNMS (drugs shipped to your house, not needing to find real world connections, etc.)? It seems to me that if it wasn't so easy, a large chunk of people who are attracted to the DNMs wouldn't be involved with drugs at all.
Is this true for anyone? I picked up a benzo habit mainly because I was able to source through the DNMs. I am way too lazy and non-social to go out and try to find benzos through a street dealer. I am not blaming the markets for it but I think they made the likelihood that I would develop a dependence a lot higher than it would have been otherwise.
i have developed an addiction to ordering stuff by itself. i dont need another gram of 2cb or another sheet of acid, but I feel insecure about my future. and i feel as if its a race against the clock until my two sources (gg and unclepsychedelic) get busted or retire. no sir, i'll stock myself so many psychedelics my stash will become a ritual of passage among my family. my grandchildren will get to experience nexusflipping, god dammit