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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 08:40 pm

Title: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 08:40 pm
Okay, so I've been a hardcore fan of rolling and tripping.  Been for years (MDMA for over a year now and LSD for 2, shrooms for 5 years)  I encountered a real problem last year with MDMA.  I was rolling every weekend and tripping every weekend for about a year and I got so bad, I started to eat insane amounts of MDMA.  For instance, I would eat over a g and a half of pure MDMA in a 24 hour period.  Since I noticed my problem with it, I quit.  I haven't touched it in like 4 months.  I'd like to start using MDMA again, but I don't want to develop a problem with it.  I LOVE LSD, but I don't get the opportunity to enjoy it near as much as I used to and the market is terrible for LSD now too (so impossible to find compared to MDMA).  I'd really like to start using MDMA again but I don't want to develop a problem.  Any advice?
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: promethean on May 13, 2012, 09:10 pm
Hmm. I think if you still think you can fall back into a problem with it and it's only been four months, you should just keep waiting it out. It kind of sounds like you just miss it a lot. Doing it that much as such a daily routine is hard to let go. It's like talking to someone every single day for hours and hours and then all of a sudden just stopping that. Who the hell do you talk to now?
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 09:22 pm
I do miss it a lot.  Considerably.  I miss how happy I felt, how it increased my energy and sexual drive.  Helped me open up more with others too.  It's just such an amazing drug.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: shivashanti on May 13, 2012, 09:25 pm
I know many heads who used to do a lot of E and now are clinically depressed. That stuff will burn you out and cause damage. Take it easy, even every weekend is a lot.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: theotherotherside on May 13, 2012, 09:34 pm
The trick is being able to treat M like other fine things in life: a dinner at a nice restaurant, a fancy bottle of your favorite liquor, going to see a show. These things bring you tons of happiness but they're generally done sparingly. If you can't do that with M, don't do it. 4 months doesn't seem like long enough of a time to get yourself to a point where you can treat it as something that you do periodically.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: DSiddious on May 13, 2012, 09:40 pm
I imagine the OP as one of the guys i see at dubshit events with his pupils rolled around in his head looking like a zombie. I have more fun laughing at those guys than i do with the drugs half the time.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 10:36 pm
I actually have only rolled at two raves, and that was when I first started doing it.  Only took one at each lol.  I did it every weekend with my gf, and we mostly laid around the bedroom and connected and bonded.  I was never really that good at opening up, and it helped me open up to her considerably.  Then I started using it around friends to grow closer to them too.  Next thing I knew, I wasn't feeling it, it seemed.  So I started to take more.  Next thing I know, I'd wake up the next day to realize there's 2 gs of molly gone from my stash. 
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: DSiddious on May 13, 2012, 10:48 pm
Shit goes missing from my stash all the fucking time. In my circle of friends if you leave it lieing around its fair game. I must have a collection of about 150 clippers.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 11:28 pm
Nah, nobody was stealing from my stash lol.  I was eating it.  Never gave anyone the opportunity to steal my shit lol.  And it's not like I'd just pass out at some party either.  I'd end up home, passing out with just me and my gf, and wake up and notice just how much I ate.  I don't realize it when I'm rolling cause all I think about when I'm starting to come down is pop another capsule, to keep it going.  Cause when I do it, I wanna feel the effects all day long, not just for a few hours.
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: weed74 on May 13, 2012, 11:40 pm
It is quite easy to crave sometimes, especially on a comedown when you realize you're losing such a great feeling. I keep a good few weeks between my rolls because I don't feel quite normal after I take it. Other drugs such as weed can help with the cravings, certainly did for me. Were you using different drugs (other than LSD) when you were binging? I wouldn't advise you taking MDMA again but that's your choice. Other drugs might take your mind off it - or you could just say balls to it and do it anyway
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: DSiddious on May 13, 2012, 11:47 pm
Fuck E's Fuck Charlie. Everybody should just do speed. Speed now, Speed tomorrow Speed forever!
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: Trainwrecked on May 13, 2012, 11:54 pm
Eh, I didn't really combine drugs too much while binging.  Did K a few times while on molly, and MXE a couple times.  I'd trip the day after rolling, or the day before.  Never both at once.  I usually like to keep my drugs separate.  Instead of just getting straight fucked up, I like to enjoy each drug separately.  Each drug has it's distinct feeling that is enjoyable on it's own.  Although, combining K, MXE, and nitrous (NOT ALL AT ONCE) to MDMA is incredible.  That I won't lie about. 
Title: Re: Considering using MDMA again
Post by: ┌∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩┐ on May 14, 2012, 02:54 am
like the nike commercial says "DO IT"