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Market => Rumor mill => Topic started by: l1llykins on June 29, 2012, 06:11 pm
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I must admit, I didn't expect much from this combo. Separately, they were very different.
10mg of MXE (oral) is enough to have me feeling intoxicated and slightly "floaty". My limbs and lips feel numb and I can get away with really nice stretches. I would normally take this dose if I had a big day ahead of me as it makes me extra productive and focused the next day or if I'm PMS-ing and need a mood boost.
20mg 2c-c (oral) is a very clear-headed kind of trip, very mellow and calming. Music is outstanding and I always saw it as one to hang out and relax or something for more creative endeavors. I experienced slight visuals, sort of the walls breathing and everything is alive kind of thing.
So I didn't expect much from a combo, especially since MXE can kill a trip. At BlueLight they use words like "potentiate" and it seemed like most who like the combo already like 2c-c by itself. But whatever, I had some that was sitting and was going to take some MXE last night anyway. I figure why not add it, maybe it will make me more relaxed. Riiiiiight ...
I take 10mg of MXE and 20mg of 2C-C and dissolve it into some water. I add juice and drink; it's a bit tart. The come-up had me a bit confused. I wasn't feeling the MXE very much and I wasn't sure if I was feeling the 2c-c at all. I had Fantasia 2000 playing and at around 30 minutes I decided to pause and lie down for a few minutes. I thought I might fall asleep but I wasn't sure.
I make myself comfy on the couch and close my eyes. I start to notice the ambient noise around me and they get really loud. I realize that I am no longer aware of my body and feel like I'm floating. The noises around turn into a white noise and starts to shift my visions and sensations around. It was all very alien, for lack of a better word. My universe shrinks, grows, and my self is carried away with abstract images that, for all I knew, were the atmosphere of alien planets or different dimensions.
The MXE always gave me a sense that I was sort of outside myself; I guess the 2c-c gave me a place to go or at least allowed me to take flight.
At about +1 hour, hubby came in to check on me. I don't want to move and am not sure if I'm able to speak. I am surprised that I'm able to say that I'm ok, not sleeping, and will explain later while not retreating from my current realm. I realize that the movie was still paused and since sound changed my atmosphere, I figured music might be cool. So I ask him to play it and the music makes me take off. I start having the most amazing CEV's and body continues to morph along with my visions. I melt into my surroundings and swirl into my atmosphere. I am no longer myself.
I didn't want to open my eyes thinking it would just end but at some point I am curious enough to look around. I find that I can get up, drink water, talk to hubby, and still lie back down to take off. Amazing! I can shift in and out of this state at will.
I also think that beyond being calming, 2c-c also had an anti-anxiety affect. Despite the OOB experiences and the crazy sensations that I don't think I'll ever be able to explain or describe, I had no fear or anxiety --even before I realized I could shift in and out of it at will. I was confident I would be fine.
Eventually I decide to play a movie to see how things would look with my eyes opened. I check to see if I can carry on a conversation and I'm surprisingly lucid. I can even type but decide to hold off on a trip report until now. The movie wasn't as much fun as 25B but I did find it engaging and extra lively.
I had a hard time sleeping, mostly because of excitement. My head kept running through all the different sensations I had experienced. I also felt like I was a bit different somehow, like someone had pushed a reset button and I was coming out new.
I wake up today sort of tired but perk up with food and now have an amazing afterglow. The anti-depressant affect is even better than MXE alone and I feel great about everything.
Wow, magic. And I thought I was going to have a mellow night, haha.