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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: imghost9 on September 18, 2013, 11:28 pm
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Yep.... Thought It would never happen to me.
Without giving away to many details I took a 9mm point blank range to the neck and out the back of my skull.... I recently just got out of the trauma unit and was told when I first arrived I had a 1/10 chance of surviving. Well 5 weeks later and I survived! I'm In excrutiating pain, can't move my neck, have no Insurance, and my dick doesn't work the same but I'm lucky to be alive
To all you dealers/potential dealers be careful. Selling Is addictive and It's easy to get a big head and feel untouchable when your making tax free money. I got cocky pissed some people off and almost paid for It with my life. For a minute I was feelin on top of the world, I could eat wherever I want, could take my girls shoppin at the mall, could pay my bills no problem, bought my kid all sorts of neat shit. The next minute I'm layin on my back In ICU with a feeding tube and catheder after losing EVERYTHING I've worked for.
I made this because I'm stuck at home till God knows when. It's gonna be a long painful recovery so I'll probally be hangin around the forums alot more then usual. If you guys have any questions feel free to ask. My personal favorite "did It hurt?"
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At least you didn't get shot in the dick. Now you're alive and you get to come back and kill the people who shot you. I mean if your dick kind of works ok then I'd say like live life and stuff. But no. If my dick was all fucked up and you shoot me and I live I'm going to murder kill you. You need to watch that movie Taken. You are now that guy. On a scale of 1/10 how fucked up is your dick? How can you be positive your dick works correctly in such a strange environment? Have you been masturbating with an exit wound in the back of your head like the size of a plum?
Unless that was a FMJ 9 mm and not a jacketed hollow point there is no way you should be alive.
I'd say a 5/10. I haven't had a full erection since the shooting and couldn't get It up today when I was really countin on him .... FUCKIN EMBARASSING
I think most of It's mental to be honest as the doctor did not mention anything about my nether region bein fucked up. I figure the 24/7 migraine/neck pain/stiffness may have something to do with It as well as I can't afford my medicine. I'm really praying to God It's 1 of the 2
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I feel for you man and hope you make a full recovery. Shit like this is what makes silk road so appealing. Do you think it was a set up?
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@least you got plenty of time to play GTA V.
let me know if the clip below tickles your funny bone?
http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhX0h1Qu9922kIdvR0
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Damn bro, fn shitty news. On the other hand glad to hear you made it! Get better and smoke check those fuckers!
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It was definetly a set up all leading back to a BITCH. I'm slowly learning more. But women can and will cloud your judgement and make you do STUPID things. I learned my lesson
Unfortunately I sold my xbox months ago so no GTA V for me :(
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Freaking wow imghost9!! Good thing you are alive though!
As for your dick, well considering you are on a recovery phase it might take you some time. I really feel your anxiety. My dick is above all as well and would really hate not seeing it working 100%. But I believe it should come back to normal soon.
And because you allowed us to ask questions let me bomb you with some :)
First of all your own question. Did it hurt? (If you can remember)
Many talk about the release of DMT during a near death experience. Can you recall anything that proves this theory? :)
So you escaped death. Good job my friend! But did thisincident expose your drug activities in any way that it will hurt you? I mean legally.
And last question, kind of philosophical.
Will you take revenge, or just let the past behind and enjoy the "second chance"?
If I may interfere at this point, I would say yes to revenge only in case the person who tried to kill you wants you dead and will try to do so . If not, I would say that you try forget it. As you say, have a kid. You escaped death, it would be silly to spend your time in jail.
Again, shocking story! Glad we have the opportunity to read that you are alive!! I don't know you, but I mean it..
All the best my friend!
Good luck with your dick as well!!
Adamiz
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And because you allowed us to ask questions let me bomb you with some :)
First of all your own question. Did it hurt? (If you can remember)
Many talk about the release of DMT during a near death experience. Can you recall anything that proves this theory? :)
So you escaped death. Good job my friend! But did thisincident expose your drug activities in any way that it will hurt you? I mean legally.
Adamiz
To be honest the pain wasn't as bad as you probally think. I'm not sure If you've ever played the video game Call of duty but right before you die In the game your vision goes black and white, there's some visual distortions, everything kinda slows down and there's this loud endless ringing In your ears. As stupid as It sounds getting shot was almost EXACTLY like this. Imagine this on top of gettin rocked In the head with a baseball bat, and that's the best example I can give of how Ii felt.
Unfortunately I've never tripped on DMT so I can't really elaborate on this, but what I can tell you Is I had some of the realest dreams I've had In my life. I can't really even describe It but the entire time I was In the hospital I was lucid dreaming (not sure If this was due to the medication) about everyday life. It got so crazy I came up with this theory that when we go to sleep and dream we're actually going to our "other life" In a different dimension and when we go to sleep In this other dimension we wake up and live our everyday normal lives.
Not sure If that makes any sense but I don't know any other way to put It lol It was somethin else. Hope that answered some questions
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Did this near death experience change your outlook on life and how fragile it is?
If not, how did it change your outlook?
Happy to know you survived, whoever you are. :)
Hey, chicks dig scars. :D
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What do you deal? Pychs, molly, weed, coke, H, pills?
Ive never experienced violence with pychs or molly, weed either though I know someone who has, thats the only stuff I mess with i think it just gets sketchier from there lol
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Are you going to get revenge or eventually forgive the person who shot you?
Also, could you let us know the details of how the shooting went down?
I wish you a swift and safe recovery!
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Are you going to get revenge or eventually forgive the person who shot you?
Also, could you let us know the details of how the shooting went down?
I wish you a swift and safe recovery!
My thoughts exactly.
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It was definetly a set up all leading back to a BITCH. I'm slowly learning more. But women can and will cloud your judgement and make you do STUPID things. I learned my
It's always the bitches, man, the bitches. You might find that your non-functioning organ is actually a blessing.
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Jesus that's terrible news imghost9 :( What did you do that they felt justified in putting a bullet into you?
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Dang sorry about your bad luck. I hope you make a full recovery... Sorry that there are buttholes out there that would shoot somebody over some meaningless stuff...
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On the plus side, if your nether regions don't fully recover, you know where to go to get the best ED drugs. Better living through chemistry! LOL.
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Thank you everyone for the the kind words :) looking forward to getting back Into action soon
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Thank you everyone for the the kind words :) looking forward to getting back Into action soon
What did you do that made them feel justified in putting a bullet into you?
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If you could go back in time and not get shot, would you? Or do you think it was a good and necessary learning experience?
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hmmm. I wonder if god is trying to tell me something. I've been planning on dealing shrooms lsd and mdma for a little bit now.. I dont think trippers go through that shit though ;) just crack heads