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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: spacewasp on April 14, 2012, 11:53 pm

Title: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: spacewasp on April 14, 2012, 11:53 pm
i've used it infrequently (1-5 times per year) for the last 8 years or so, but now that i've got access to SR things are changing.  the last time I did MDMA was 3 days ago, next one going back was 11 days prior to that, then the next one was 3 months prior.

So i'm feeling the urge to take some tonight, but I think its probably a bad idea considering that it was only 3 days ago.  i'm gonna try to refrain, but i'm not sure I will. 

wish i had some xanax or something to chill myself out so I could forget about the love powder sitting in my closet
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: darthvaderstar on April 15, 2012, 12:09 am
lol i know the feeling.. i once did alot in 3 days in a row, i barely remember those 3 days and i felt like shit for the week after. after waiting a while you will start to feel better
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: LainOfTheWired1984 on April 15, 2012, 01:11 am
To me, I feel the limit is 2 days in a row; anything beyond that is just plain unhealthy for you, both physically and mentally. If you do do it the 2nd day in a row, I think the typical "doubling" rule works well.

Honestly though, while I enjoy MDMA, I still recognize that it's just a chemical and isn't the real source of my happiness. MDMA does allow someone to open the doors to happiness though if they are in need of soul searching/cleansing.

Try not to do it more than once a week, I'd say at least 2 weeks myself. You're brain is just too important to be killing it with petty human urges.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: darthvaderstar on April 15, 2012, 01:15 am
doing it often you will feel like shit. wait at least 30 days, you will feel much better.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: spacewasp on April 15, 2012, 02:13 am
thanks for the support guys.  managed to stave off the craving.

yay willpower

just decided on eating some food, sipping on jamaican rum, and smoking a bunch of honey oil.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: Limetless on April 16, 2012, 05:15 am
I've got some dance candy left over from the weekend and know the feeling. :(
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: DiipaDaapa on April 16, 2012, 05:56 am
I had an urge to roll a 2nd night in a row and I did not resist this urge. The effects lasted maybe two hours. I redosed and got maybe an hour and I was fucking bored for the entire night.
The next day I had horrible mini-seizure brain-zaps like with SSRI-withdrawals and they lasted for three days and I couldn't sleep for two nights. Now the idea of doing MDMA seems very uninteresting to me.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: Limetless on April 16, 2012, 06:06 am
I had an urge to roll a 2nd night in a row and I did not resist this urge. The effects lasted maybe two hours. I redosed and got maybe an hour and I was fucking bored for the entire night.
The next day I had horrible mini-seizure brain-zaps like with SSRI-withdrawals and they lasted for three days and I couldn't sleep for two nights. Now the idea of doing MDMA seems very uninteresting to me.

I did a bender recently on Meph and M1 (Sunday-Tuesday no sleep no food) and had the brain zaps. Fucking hate that shit.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: darthvaderstar on April 16, 2012, 07:05 am
man i seriously hate those brain zaps, couldn't sleep for a week.
Title: Re: feeling the urge to do MDMA again
Post by: Bob Arctor on April 16, 2012, 07:51 am
replace mdma with something else, like 2c-b or foxy or maybe shrooms and keep all the drugs in rotation, at least that's how I do it. fun weekends and no feeling like shit the rest of teh week. oh and also I take 5-htp and piracetam during the working days.