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Discussion => Silk Road discussion => Topic started by: GoldenOxy on December 08, 2012, 07:48 pm

Title: What to try next?
Post by: GoldenOxy on December 08, 2012, 07:48 pm
Hi,
Some 3 years on Oxy prescribed. I have my mad moments with my script meds when I save a daily r so dose and eat the lot after x amount o time. I cant snort because sinus's well screwed/smashed after motorbike face-plant - wow wish I had on Avi file to up, cause believe me, tis was a good un, not my fault but even I wish I could watch it again, must have done 2/3 meters on my face, my lid (Helmet) full-face, didn't stand a chance, mmm taste of blood, this is bad, only thing I remember lol.

Anyways sorry for going off in tangents and when I do again; my apologies, suppose its my meds r 2 blame  ;D.

Again. Oxy; LOVE it but I can easily do say 200mgs & I choose to cap at that, (5x my script med tablet) and just does not last long. When I 1st did Oxy; it brought me back to my 1st drugs encounter, Gas sniffing days (then glue) in my early teens zx81 r was it Spectrum days (yes my age - lol), different but such a lovely feeling.

So I'm thinking mmm... what next, I no there's other Gear out there and better priced than Oxy. Sr opened my eyes so sooo wide. I have 2 orders of Oxy's, 1 on way another just placed.

I count myself lucky as my wife has a decent job and is so supportive of my pain needs. I basically told her sum 15 months ago (relating to life itself, ashamed when i think about it now), and I will put this lightly, but I cannot see a future, pain 2 bad, doc's up their own butts and wont prescribe the dose I really need for pain relief, which 2 certain extent I can understand and I soon realized no such thing as pain killers, just relievers!

Anyways, about a week passed after that statement, I was on net searching side affects of my meds and bingo, abuse time galore, so long had I been away from you. Google (vomit & will never use again) brought to my attention of another way. So I control my meds, build em up and have a major blow out every x amount of time.

But, tolerance is always always against you. so I am thinking, maybe a bit of this, then a bit of that and then... you get the idea because I know other gear is cheaper than Oxy 2 buy and a better hit?

Side note: maybe of relevance but most likely unrelated ramble rubbish; my docs sent me for a few tests not that long ago: ECG (heart) counseling and 3 weeks where I had to go collect my script from the Practice. Well being in my state I complained about this immediately so collection didn't even reach the 1st hurdle.
The Councillor stated: She had never met anyone that could self diagnose own problems and sorted them out. I told her I wold have a 'quite talking to myself' and sort my probs out. She was well impressed and cleared me as a non addictive personality, LOL.
Saying that, I have always been able to control Oxy binges to extent of weeks to months apart. I have x amount o kids and will never let them see me even drunk. And I count myself so lucky; I have such a loving wife which I don't wanna hurt intentionally - i think I'm trying to build my confidence up here regarding addiction issues with other drugs. Again, I have always been able to stand up to Oxy cravings when I have gone over the top & left days at least between .
*ECG, cholesterol and all other tests said I'm up there with the healthiest... So thats my MOT done and passed with flying colors.

So, I suppose this post is about what it says: what next, can anyone recommend what to try next and why?
The benefits of it say over Oxy - maybe even smoking Oxy as not done that yet? Is it worth it or go for another Gear?

cheers and sorry for packing this out so much with crap talk.

regards GoldenOxy

As I just read on another post (sorry 4 stealing): I Love the Road ahead :-)
Title: Re: What to try next?
Post by: Ballzinator on December 09, 2012, 02:37 am
That depends on what you're into. Psychedelics? Stimulants? Dissociatives? You mentioned that you sniffed gas before. You might enjoy nitrous oxide. It's a lot safer too. If you like that, you can try other dissociatives like ketamine or MXE. Try a small dose of shrooms or LSD to see if you like psychedelics at all. Try a small dose of speed to see if you like stimulants at all. The latter might be bad advice because you seem to have a rather addictive personality :D
Title: Re: What to try next?
Post by: moonflower on December 10, 2012, 01:23 am
have you tried cannabis for your pain? i've suffered with chronic pain for the last decade and the first time i ever experienced any sort of relief was when i started smoking daily. i would also recommend ketamine, as it's an anesthetic. you won't feel any pain while on it, but be careful! daily use can result in bladder and kidney problems.
Title: Re: What to try next?
Post by: Harmful Hits on December 10, 2012, 01:33 am
Weed is really great for pain, anxiety, social issues things like this. I think weed could benefit you but the thing is you need to find the right strain as well. I have had alot of good weed but different strains make me feel different. But Blue Dream is my favorite and I would recommend it for pain also, so it may suit your needs well.
Title: Re: What to try next?
Post by: firehawk on December 10, 2012, 01:50 am
If pain control is your actual goal, ask about attending a pain management clinic. Also ask about fentanyl patches and lollipops.

If that gets you no results, change doctors. Find a doctor who is a pain specialist.

If you'd just prefer to get high and have your pain managed as a bonus, THC (edibles are a good idea considering your circumstances) is probably the way to go.

Ketamine is a fantastic pain-killer in low doses, problem is it doesn't last long, you won't be entirely coherent (even on small doses you will slur your words noticeably), and the usual route of administration is 'snorting'. You could always use IM, but that involves needles (obviously) and a reliable, clean supply of ketamine. The chances of your family cottoning on to this are pretty high.

Stay away from anything like meth, heroin, cocaine or speed. You sound like you have the addiction threshold of Charlie Sheen.
Title: Re: What to try next?
Post by: GoldenOxy on December 10, 2012, 12:57 pm
Thanks for the reply's

I have been in and out of Pain Management clinics for last 10 years. I have even had psychiatric tests, as Chronic Pain can sometimes be brought on by upstairs (head), that was not in my case, pretty evident from accident I had.

I'm in the position where I can take a minimum of 2x 20mg Oxy and OxyNorm 5ml (when needed) a day and store rest until when I feel need. I suppose I've always had a pretty good constitution to taking stuff, even booze; my bikers days, I was always last 1 standing, be it booze or other stuff.

moonflower and Harmful Hits, from another Chronic Pain suffer, keep strong and smile, its the key for me (I don't wish to sound patronizing here) -  I tried weed out fair few years back, it just made my pretty weepy to be honest, just made me feel sorry for myself and that's not my character. Saying that, that was in early days and I don't moan on about shite that's happened anymore, so maybe another dabble pipe be a good idea, will look out for Blue Dream, love the name.

Pain relief is a bonus of some of the Gear I am thinking about trying - but tis a bit of both I want, mainly; a reserve measure for when shit hits the fan with a flare ups, they are just not funny!
I must say that Ketamine does temp me atm, altho I am very aware of the side affects, as listed, thx firehawk.

COOL; as writing this i got my 1st purchase thro, bye bye rest of Monday  ;D
regards again and thx