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Title: Lotus Lsd review: JOR
Post by: Authentique Core on February 15, 2013, 01:41 am
I am relegated to the newbie forums although i wanted to add something to the lsd threads concerning a review for Jor's acid. It will have to go here.

Anyway...

I purchased Jesus of Rave lotus vial and it was received promptly.

I took some! It was approximated to be 100mg per drop. I took 3 drops on a sunny day...

The transition between "hmm... I'm starting to feel like I'm on acid" to instant ego death was rapid. At some point in the long day of art making and sun-gazing, I had a transcended experience that seemed like becoming Christ on the Cross, lifted into the heavens, and an abduction. Literally my body seemed to lift up into a warm sunset dotted with beautiful UFO lights. Then I fell! I think due to my occult readings, I began (after the fall) to witness a hell realm around me. This was not frightening or painful. I looked around myself in a recreational outdoor setting and everything appeared as if I had "fallen" from grace and was stuck here in a limbo of not "releasing completely" into the heavenly abduction. I walked on a beach and was really in awe of the sky above and ocean below as a miniscule window of the vastness of ALL. Many insights from this experience...

My second excursion I took four hits in around the same park setting. I made a little safe zone in the foliage for meditation and to paint. I had a peaking feeling that it was too much and ate a banana. (This is because I was told not be an expert but by a halucinogen enthusiast that bananas can help come down from too high of a trip). After the banana I settled down with some music and did art... What I experienced was something like "a wrestling with God" as I stayed within my magic circle. I had to confront deep fears like rooting out psychic tendrils from the Earth, diving into a water where I wasn't sure who I was, but in some way, realized that I Never knew who I was. Old ideas and skins I had assumed were followed down the Abyss. In the end, I came out of this tribulation feeling to have discovered sources of anxiety, dis-ease, and doubt, at their very core, and to have "Gone Through" the Death that these ghosts were made of... In the end, I scooped up some earth in my hand, as a way to remind myself of my Earthly dimension, and stood up feeling much more centered than before I decided to undergo this process!

In other words, thank you Jesus of Rave. The first experience I came down to the hell realm for not completeley letting go, and even this was ver y lucid and insightful. The second, being the complete apprehension and going through death, gave way to the most pure non-dual apprehension... I (from then on) walked back to the city experiencing other past lives... but this is beyond the scope of this post...

Thanks jor! Stellar review.

Auth...
Title: Re: Lotus Lsd review: JOR
Post by: Jasper Jenson on February 18, 2013, 02:19 am
Tried JOR lotus tab. Awesome trip...
Title: Re: Lotus Lsd review: JOR
Post by: thegreenmachine on February 18, 2013, 03:45 am
going to have to get my hands on some of JOR's stuff
Title: Re: Lotus Lsd review: JOR
Post by: piratesofpenzance on February 18, 2013, 03:50 am
You have an excellent way with words and one that really made me feel as if I was there experiencing it too.  For those of us versed in psychedelics it can certainly trigger memories of similar experiences so my hats off to you.  Time to save me some bitpennies...
Title: Re: Lotus Lsd review: JOR
Post by: monday.123 on February 18, 2013, 11:55 am
Great trip report, thanks. I've also had some of JoR's lotuses (in tab form) and they've always been amazing.