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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: theanonprincessnikki on August 26, 2013, 03:54 am

Title: Random throw away poem I just felt I needed to express myself.
Post by: theanonprincessnikki on August 26, 2013, 03:54 am
                                                                           

                                                                                                              ♥ Poem ♥

                                              Who are all these people? why is it they bother? why is it I feel like a stranger to my own father.
                                            Countless nights of customer service on silk road,trying my best to get the high quality meth sold.
                                         I'm not sure if I'm rare, I'm not sure I'm the same,one thing I'm sure is I am for sure not right in the brain.
                         I try my best to smile,only last for a while,see I am like a turtle stuck in my shell,when a place I call home is what I also call hell.
                   Money comes,money goes,why is it this green paper takes control of everyone's soul? Am I alone or do you also feel this way? marking the
              X's on my calender till my last day. Oh California-ay I can't wait till I see your face,move away from the M-I-A,maybe to a more lovely place.
            Sick of these people,yet I feel so much like them,I guess I'm just a rebel who must keep on fighting.  So young yet I feel so mature, if money can't make me happy then I guess life's a bore. Love here, sex there,what a big nightmare,worst part is I can't tell if my own family cares. Why do I sop, why do I moan,sometimes I think it's best to just leave it alone. Killing myself? I don't think so, see there is a reason I'm alive I just don't know. Not sure if god exist,not sure I give a shit,Hell or heaven either way I have a cup full of sins. Drowning in the gin,we meet once again my friend the poison to my liver,cocaine for dinner,a basket full of pills doesn't cage my thrill. Am I finally growing up? I'm sure if I re read this poem I will surly throw up. See you and me ,we are quiet a like we don't like reading dramatic poems late up at night. See you and me, we are quiet alike we both have a taste for drugs and this life.


Just had a very stressful day huns, and thought it would only be healthy for me mentally to share this, seeing as tomorrow is also my first day of college I'm beyond stressed.  I hope everyone else is having a great day/night
Title: Re: Random throw away poem I just felt I needed to express myself.
Post by: SealTeam6 on August 26, 2013, 03:57 am
I really enjoyed that.  +1