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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: zvp1014 on August 01, 2013, 02:22 am
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Hey all!
Now that I've tried Ketamine, I'm considering 'graduating' on to shrooms or cacti (I'm honestly uncertain as to whether or not k was supposed to come before or after them). I'm curious if you'll think I'm ready for either.
MDMA/X Pills, I've had many- and OFC I've had an amazing time every time. I can handle the hangover, and even did so back when I was suicidally depressed (the hangover from MDMA is more of a heartwarming emptiness than a depression IMO).
Marijuana, regardless of overarching strain family, gives me a massive headache. If it's a Sativa, I'll think the cops are after me or I'll fear that I'll forget what time is and therefore by not keeping track of it I'll accidentally end the universe which'd make everyone pissed at me. With Indica's, I just feel like something's wrong/off and eat too much.
LSD- I love, love, LOVE it! Best substance that I've tried, best substance that exists. I've tripped many times and never had a bad trip. The first time I tripped was after years of suicidal depression, though on the day of my first trip I forced myself to feel happy while sober to ensure I'd have a good trip when I took the acid, and I did! I've also candyflipped, though it was a bit too intense for me and the MDMA hangover combined with the acid was the closest to a bad trip I've ever had.
DMT is scary. Everytime I've attempted to smoke it has hurt like hell, and I feel like I'm being warned by some alien being that I'm about to dabble into secrets I'm not allowed to dabble into. I've sandwiched it, made a lab tube vape... it always hurts and always scares the shit out of me. I've never been able to properly blast off, probably because I'm too scared to properly smoke and hold it.
Ketamine is bizarre and I'm currently coming off it and about to do another line- maybe the 10th, 20th of the day, I have no fucking clue, but for some reason I can't stop. I want to use this gram up asap and move onto something else for the time being. Last night I took 75 mg oral, didn't really feel much so I snorted 50 mg, waited 5 minutes and snorted 50 more mg- almost instantly I completely forgot what reality was and was amazed that I had hands that I could control. I also learned how to dance to dubstep as it gave me the wobblies. I soon realized that I was a spaceship, but quickly discovered I was actually the earth but really a singularity with the entire universe. I had no hallucinations, I just felt like I was in a completely different domain from my surroundings and didn't pay attention to them. All the feelings of k feel incredibly sterile and somewhat malevolent; it feels like if somebody came up to me with a knife and asked to stab me I'd tell them to go ahead and have fun. I have zero clue as to whether or not I like this or not.
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Anywhoo, do you think I could handle Shrooms or Mescaline? What's the difference between the two trips, and how do they differ from acid? My main concern is how much I've disliked my DMT attempts- I've heard that DMT is more like shrooms than acid. Additionally, given my past full of mental health issues, I'm concerned at how LSD is considered the psychedelic where you can choose whereas shrooms are the psychedelic that chooses for you. Thanks for your advice!
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I find shrooms to be an easier trip than LSD. I always find LSD to be somewhat implacable and unforgiving, deeply intellectual and never ending (I don't think an LSD trip really ends, just keeps dissolving little by little into your everyday consciousness until it's finally gone). I think shrooms are more fun, without being less profound, and the trip is much shorter and actually ENDS. I love both LSD and shrooms, but I use the first one to have life-changing experiences and I always get out of the trip with a few tips I can actually apply to my life to make it better; and I use shrooms more for pure fun and beauty, drifting and experiencing life in a pretty pure way. I haven't breakthrough yet on DMT (I plan to do it this afternoon) but for now I don't find it comparable to shrooms (maybe the visuals, but not the overall feeling).
I think you're more than ready, you just have to take them with all the respect they deserve and let go. I deeply love them, if I had to name one maybe shrooms would be my drug of choice. About mescaline, I'll try it later this month so I can't say anything yet.
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Shrooms easier? Wow, haven't heard that o_0
As for trips ending, I know what you mean. Only once have I stayed up long enough to feel like the acid has faded off, and even then I had to nap before I felt like a functional human being. That being said, LSD is still my favorite drug.
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low dose of mushrooms sounds like what you need, visit my vendor page if interested.
Also 2 or 300mgs of mescaline could be something you'd enjoy and sounds like would go well for you, but do you're research and find a reliable source for pure mescaline.
With love
Psych
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My last trip was in '96 - and it still hasn't finished!!! :o :o :o
Curious about mescaline though. Is it euphoric in any way?
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My last trip was in '96 - and it still hasn't finished!!! :o :o :o
Curious about mescaline though. Is it euphoric in any way?
yes, mescaline can be quite euphoric as it's a phenethylamine (like mdma). it is fully psychedelic as well. truly a beautiful chemical.
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Curious about mescaline though. Is it euphoric in any way?
Mescaline is the most euphoric psychedelic I have ever taken.
Shrooms easier? Wow, haven't heard that o_0
Yeah, I hear a lot of people put mushrooms on the more manageable end of the psychedelic scale, but that's never been my experience. For me mushrooms are: self-loathing, over analyzing every shitty thing I've ever done, antisocial and confusing. Just concentrated dysphoria every goddamn time. 4-aco-dmt was no different. "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF".
It's good mushrooms don't effect everyone else that way, because I know many drug people, particularly those who never went to college or festivals where every soft drug is readily available, who it's the only psychedelic they have tried. That could really turn some people off to the idea of tripping, like a guy from kenya trying dominos and deciding he doesn't like pizza.