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Title: Anyone with mental illness---what drugs do you like
Post by: incognito22 on June 01, 2013, 06:25 pm
I have schizophrenia or bi-polar disorder, I'm not really sure, but psychosis is my main symptom.  I can go off meds for months and not become psychotic which is when I take drugs.  I love psychedelic drugs.  LSD is my favorite.  And weed.  It's like I'm crazy and I enjoy become crazier.  Before people tell me how bad it is for mental illness and using drugs...I don't really give a fuck.  I know what I'm capable of.  This threads not for that.  Anyone else self-medicate mental illness with drugs? 

It was definitely self-medication for me in the past, now I just enjoy it.  Because I feel I've medicated myself all I'm capable of through drugs.  Anybody else?
Title: Re: Anyone with mental illness---what drugs do you like
Post by: Leftovercrackmaniac on June 01, 2013, 06:33 pm
same here dude but for me it's psychedelics and dissociatives(:

My favorite is PCP but it's really hard to find and I can't even find it on the road often :(

But my disorders(?) are PTSD, Bipolar 1 w/ psychotic features.
Title: Re: Anyone with mental illness---what drugs do you like
Post by: incognito22 on June 01, 2013, 06:52 pm
same here dude but for me it's psychedelics and dissociatives(:

My favorite is PCP but it's really hard to find and I can't even find it on the road often :(

But my disorders(?) are PTSD, Bipolar 1 w/ psychotic features.
well ketamine is pretty sweet.  and i do like cocaine also i must say but not enough to pay cocaine prices.

i dont understand how they determine the difference between schizophrenia and bi-polar with psychotic features.  ive been diagnosed once bi-polar, twice schizoeffective and twice schizophrenic in the 5 times ive been in the mental hospital. 

they always tell you drugs are the worst thing you can do if you have these illnesses but every person with psychotic tendencies ive ever met has loved hallucinogenics, and they all seemed just as normal as me.  i used to think i was special but now i realize drug abuse and mental illness is a little bit overrated.  although when im off my meds for a long time weed will definitely make me paranoid.  and it was a bad lsd trip a long time ago that definitely brought out the illness completely in me...although it helped other underlying symptoms i had already had.  peace  ;D
Title: Re: Anyone with mental illness---what drugs do you like
Post by: dirtybiscuitzz718 on June 01, 2013, 07:06 pm
I would imagine that the drug of choice for a mentally ill user, would vary according to the individuals illness.