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Title: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: Planetist on April 22, 2012, 11:46 pm
It's been quite a while since I bought the mimosahuasca ingredients from Yeshua. They arrived in a couple of days but I've been lazy and busy so I haven't had the time for it. I made the huasca according to instructions and it seemed to go fine, the colour and everything. Boiled it three times then vaporized the remains until about one cup was left. While making it, I also had about 1.5 tabs of that nice envious-acid. The drink had 10 grams of mimosa hostilis and before drinking it, I had 6 grams of peganum harmala (a bit overkill maybe but whatever).

I started drinking the tea at about 8pm, I wasn't able to finish the whole cup, but about 4/5 of it. I knew that if I drank any more, I would vomit it too soon.

First I got most vivid visuals I've ever experienced, it was more than I've had on 7 tabs of acid and that was only about 30 minutes in. Then it really started, first I cried and felt my life flashing by. I started thinking about my inner voice, the voice that I hear in my head while thinking about stuff, and thought about how it has guided my through my life. I thought about the inner voices other people have. I thought about fights I had with my little brother when we were younger, how I made him cry, how I love my family. And I just cried. It wasn't even the tears of joy or sadness, it was just... crying.

This was about an hour in, I didn't vomit (I had not even eaten in about 18 hours), just gagged a little. Then things got even weirded as I was beginning to peak, I suddenly felt every emotion a person can feel at maximum level, maximum happiness, sadness, fear, hate, frustrasion, love etc. all at the same time. It was a complete overload for my brain and I was practically paralyzed by this... pure existance. That's what it was.

Then I felt my body disappear, I felt my ego die, and not only die but it got shattered into pieces. I watched my hands move but I couldn't control them, I was observing my own death. My eyes were wide open but it was hard to see anything. I kept repeating some phrases but before long I was speaking in tongues. This would have been really frightening but my mind was dead and I was merely observing my animal body. I hissed and I growled like a wild animal, talking in languages that don't exist (at the moment I felt it was how people talked before languages were invented).

At times I was able to remember my education and my "civilization" and speak in normal language before my mind went dead again. There was no sense of time, it felt like it went on forever. At one point when I was able to come back a little bit, I thought to myself "Okay, it's enough, I get the point", but it was relentless and I went back to spasms multiple times.

Finally, about four hours after drinking the huasca I was able to think somewhat normally. I still had great difficulty moving. Eventually I fell asleep for about three hours. When I woke up, I was able to walk outside for a cigarette, it tasted absolutely horrible and I couldn't even smoke half of it. Everything still looked really weird, like the sky was flashing and the threes had an eerie glow. I looked at myself from the mirror and I was pale as fuck. Then I went to sleep again.

It was the most intense experience of my life, I'm glad I had it... and I'm not sure if I'm going to do it again. I would still like to thank Yeshua for providing the possibility to me.
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: gimzolord on April 23, 2012, 12:05 am
hey do you mind linking me to his profile the seller you baught this from?
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: Planetist on April 23, 2012, 12:22 am
hey do you mind linking me to his profile the seller you baught this from?

Here it is, sir: http://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion/silkroad/user/6cd1935319
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: SRTRAVLER on April 23, 2012, 01:25 am
lsd and aya.

Thata boy.
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: gimzolord on April 23, 2012, 02:11 am
wait he took ayahuasca and LSD at the same time where in his post does it say that?
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: Planetist on April 23, 2012, 04:32 pm
Yeah, I decided to combine because I've never really been able to achieve the breakthrough with acid or shrooms. This was it, and it was everything I expected and everything I didn't expect. A fullblown trance it was. After that, I was able to better understand some religious phenomena, even if I remain an apatheist myself...
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: theverde on May 19, 2012, 01:26 pm
Good review man, now i'm more curious to try this brew.. Maybe in the next month i'll buy.. thanks mate
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: sdesu on May 20, 2012, 03:22 am
Thank you for posting this. My interest is piqued.

sdesu
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: Gary Oak on May 20, 2012, 03:50 am
Damn do I envy you right now, it sounds like it was one of those experiences that lasts a lifetime. Thanks for sharing with us. ;)
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: razorbackred on May 20, 2012, 04:07 am
karma bro, u opee nd my eyes, now if i can get the courage to see the truth ..someday
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: ThePotDoctor on May 20, 2012, 04:10 am
Damn do I envy you right now, it sounds like it was one of those experiences that lasts a lifetime. Thanks for sharing with us. ;)

Don't worry.
Hopefully you will have yours soon enough :)
Title: Re: So I tried Yeshua's DMT this weekend.
Post by: Gary Oak on May 20, 2012, 06:07 am
Damn do I envy you right now, it sounds like it was one of those experiences that lasts a lifetime. Thanks for sharing with us. ;)

Don't worry.
Hopefully you will have yours soon enough :)

Heh, it's not like I lack the necessary tools. I've got more than enough goodies saved up from here to write a book about, all I need is the motivation to take that extra step.  :P

I really wish I would have recorded some of the memorable trips I've had in life like this though, they're usually done in a 'live for the moment' fashion.