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Discussion => Newbie discussion => Topic started by: whiteheat on February 02, 2013, 04:46 am
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is anyone else finding themselves home on a friday night by yourself, railing dope? This has been my life lately and its starting to get really depressing. H is like the girlfriend that keeps you from hangin out with all your guy friends or something lol Does anyone else on here do this alot or am i the only lonely bastard here
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that shit will completely take over your entire life
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Miss mary jane keeps me warm when I'm alone. Finding a lady to double team her has never been a problem...
'Cept afterwards, the lady leaves. Not a lotta cuddlers around here.
:*(
But mary jane sticks around as long as I have money, and is always ready to pound.
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yeeeaaaahh well, as long as i stay away from that needle right. i fear if some shit gets me real depressed in the near future, that is where im headed too.
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It's a fine line...not always easily seen.
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I feel ya. Meth gives me great focus to get things done, but it also makes me hyperfocus on my interactions with people. My self esteem is at an all time low so I can't handle any more assaults to my ego whether they be real or imaginary. As a result, I do drugs alone wishing I wasn't so lonely. Great life eh?
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Get you some very good Green and forget about the H man. Nothing good their. Lost my mom and dad to it, then I grow up selling. aint that some shit.
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yep always doing drugs by myself and more of it..... lot less social than I used to be... have more issues with other people more issues with myself
my own worst enemy
march on soldier
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Who don't enjoy the Simpsons
Alcohol" The Cause and solutions to all your problems"
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I much prefer getting high on my own. Partly because most people I know are so closed minded to any kind of drugs, but partly because I can only truly relax in my own company.
I have my own personal views about H, it's a steep slippery slope for more than most. But meh, whatever floats your boat.
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Get you some very good Green and forget about the H man. Nothing good their. Lost my mom and dad to it, then I grow up selling. aint that some shit.
I do smoke trees, everyday actually. Its always been a part of me, but opiates just got that pull you know.
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Shiieet man. I just got to a crossroad in my life, where I went from couldn't get away from people enough, to not having anyone. It's easy to sit by yourself and smoke all day long, but I'm choosing to take a little break and really focus on my future. Time to grow the fuck up I suppose.
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Smoke more weed and use other things less. Weed is a lot better to do by yourself on the regular.
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If it causes depression in your life, you don't need it.
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if you can't find some kind of moderation its time for a break
although i consider everyday smoking half the time alone fine so why listen to me
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Yes but I keep it infrequent. Nothing I like more than wanking over my favourite porn collection with a gram of coke.
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love to relax on my own
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Obviously I enjoy sharing experiences with friends. However I do not want a whole lot people to know I do lsd, dmt, truffels or salvia.
So yes, I often do it by myself. Even just weed. I don't like it when other people are over and I just want to play some vidya, watch some films, ... and they are bored.
Like, it makes me feel a bit guilty, so I just do it on my own most of the time.
2 nights ago I did dmt in combo with lsd and felt the entities/elves creeping up to me. I was sure nobody was in the room, but I could still see/feel them. Scared the shit out of me.
I'm still not sure if I was glad nobody was there or if I would've felt better.
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good god, dmt on lsd. i would be afraid my spirit wouldn't be able to finds its way back to my body lol
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I am yet to try that combo. Sounds intense though. I never really do anything alone. Unless I'm running a trial on some product I plan on giving to friends.
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Obviously I enjoy sharing experiences with friends. However I do not want a whole lot people to know I do lsd, dmt, truffels or salvia.
So yes, I often do it by myself. Even just weed. I don't like it when other people are over and I just want to play some vidya, watch some films, ... and they are bored.
Like, it makes me feel a bit guilty, so I just do it on my own most of the time.
I hate trying to entertain people...
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