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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 12:56 am

Title: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 12:56 am
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MANY ATTEMPTS ARE MADE IN THIS TO CONCEAL MY IDENTITY, AND WHILE DEFINITELY MILDLY RISKY, I DON'T CARE, SO DO NOT WORRY

I'm the unluckiest fucker in the world. No trouble with the law, fortunately, but that's the least of my worries. I broke my back, low, and my leg are paralyzed. One arm is broken as well. I'm finally home.

I'm all out of heroin and was given OC 10s (lol).

Can you imagine anything unluckier? Yeah, being Etheopian, but be realistic. Sucks ass. I hope it's not permanent paralysis. Really in a bad mood over this.

So let's chat. Anyone in a similar situation as me? I hope not, but let's make each other feel better, especially if we're out of drugs! Haha.


Good day, all.

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Damn I type slow with my off-hand only...
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: shocky on June 22, 2013, 12:59 am
First of all, the easiest way to improve your life right now is to switch to one handed Dvorak keyboard layout!!
Go and learn it and you'll find it easier to type with one hand. Wooooh! Isn't life great now? =D
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: imghost9 on June 22, 2013, 01:00 am
--Typing start time: :46--

MANY ATTEMPTS ARE MADE IN THIS TO CONCEAL MY IDENTITY, AND WHILE DEFINITELY MILDLY RISKY, I DON'T CARE, SO DO NOT WORRY

I'm the unluckiest fucker in the world. No trouble with the law, fortunately, but that's the least of my worries. I broke my back, low, and my leg are paralyzed. One arm is broken as well. I'm finally home.

I'm all out of heroin and was given OC 10s (lol).

Can you imagine anything unluckier? Yeah, being Etheopian, but be realistic. Sucks ass. I hope it's not permanent paralysis. Really in a bad mood over this.

So let's chat. Anyone in a similar situation as me? I hope not, but let's make each other feel better, especially if we're out of drugs! Haha.


Good day, all.

--Typing finish time :55--

Damn I type slow with my off-hand only...


It could be worse you know? You could be blind.

Does your johnson still work right?
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 01:05 am
No idea if Johnny works properly, haven't recovered nough to regain ANY feeling down there. Wearing diapers LOL (back off, pervs, no pictures!!)

I almost want to learn that keyboard.... but since it's only broken and I type at 140wpm on a qwerty keyboard with two hands, I see no need. Thanks though!
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: d33pblu3 on June 22, 2013, 01:11 am
People die every day, i wish many of my lost family be here,see  my grandmather one more time... dont forget you are a live, sooo  i dont know man, maybe something special come, and this its the way you gonna learn to apreciate your next moments , iam running out of drugs too, but i know one or another way, i gonna get some bitcoins in a few weeks, just Hold and wait for fun, You can do it :D

Good Vibes from the desert ;)

and be positive man, the thinks dont going better without you help


sorry about my bad engloish, hope you get better soon

Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 01:18 am
People die every day, i wish many of my lost family be here,see  my grandmather one more time... dont forget you are a live, sooo  i dont know man, maybe something special come, and this its the way you gonna learn to apreciate your next moments , iam running out of drugs too, but i know one or another way, i gonna get some bitcoins in a few weeks, just Hold and wait for fun, You can do it :D

Good Vibes from the desert ;)

and be positive man, the thinks dont going better without you help


sorry about my bad engloish, hope you get better soon



Never apologize for "bad" English; the fact that you've taken the time to be able to understand and converse in another language puts you many steps above the others.

And thanks. I know people have it worse off than me, but I'm very young and this is rather unfortunate.... and painful since low-dose oxy is useless.
(My tolerance isnt that high, it's just natural, they never give enough, and I'm used to 20-30mg heroin once a week at least).

Head is definitely up, I just care less about personal anonymity, hence my bitch-thread. I don't have long to live for other unelated reasons.
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: Trappy on June 22, 2013, 01:35 am
Check your PMs.
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: 45mypet on June 22, 2013, 01:36 am
I wish you well my friend  ;)
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 01:50 am
Thanks you two--basically all I wanted were some smilies. Greedy on my part, but thanks guys. A bit depressed over this, and you all definitely cheered me up.

:)
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: operatorplease on June 22, 2013, 02:07 am
That's fucked, my thoughts are with you man. I hope you experience a full recovery!
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: Rastaman Vibration on June 22, 2013, 08:33 am
@iLoveTaffy

Sorry to hear about your back/legs. I just want to urge you to stay positive and keep visualizing a complete recovery. The mind is the most powerful healer known to man. Keep fighting and never ever lose hope!

Wishing you all the Best
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 08:49 am
Thanks a lot guys. I'm trying to keep positive, yeah. Just hard.

My legs, man. :(
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: UncleAcid on June 22, 2013, 08:50 am
Bad luck about the injury, are you able to give details on what happened?

As for the pain management you could complain to your doctor and hope for something stronger, maybe he has a stash of black tar heroin ;)

Best wishes dude
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 22, 2013, 08:58 am
Climbing accident. Doc won't. These faggy docs rarely prescribe something as powerful as what I'm getting... totally dumb. I hate faggot doctors like that.

I'm not even looking to get high... shit hurts lol.
Title: Re: My life sucks, and here is why.
Post by: talawtam on June 22, 2013, 09:48 am
@iLoveTaffy

I just want to urge you to stay positive and keep visualizing a complete recovery. The mind is the most powerful healer known to man. Keep fighting and never ever lose hope!

This is pretty much what i would have said! It reminded me of a video i once saw... manged to dig it out of youtube... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX9FSZJu448. The mind truly is the most powerful healing tool.  All the best man.