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Market => Rumor mill => Topic started by: pepomaze66 on August 01, 2013, 09:36 am
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This is a friend's roll report:
"This was my second roll ever. First time was 4 months ago and it was great - 100mg, smooth sail and nice calm experience. This time however was completely different.
I rented a cabin in a quiet place with a lot of trees around, and took 110mg of white "pure" powder (flour like) with a good friend.
In the first 30 minutes we just waited for the roll to start. We were in a good mood, listened to music, filled out the bathtub, talked and laughed. Then it started to take effect - we started sweating and I knew it was OK, the heartbeats went faster, and I was waiting for the good feeling to start, It started a little bit - the music sounded nicer, and the sweat on my skin felt nice - but then I retreated back to feeling my body very intensely and having some anxiety about it.
Since then for the next 4 hours I was lying on the bed going between these waves of terrible anxiety - they came in physical waves of intense burning on my skin and stressful thoughts. I kept thinking: "this isn't working! What's going on!" and then relaxed a bit again.
As the hours went by, the waves became shorter, and I started to realize that the good molly impact I was looking for was not going to happen. This whole time I was lying on the bed, barely unable to speak to my friend, move or even open my eyes. I put my hands on my belly trying to calm myself down, and then I started to meditate. I had to let go of wanting the "good" feeling, and the experience started to become more whole - as the good and the bad waves got closer together until they were united to a single experience.
I then started to have visions, deep into my own psyche, looking for fears and anxiety in my own brain. This was very empowering and I've had some strong realizations about the combination and duality of good and bad experiences and good and bad in general.
I started to feel like I was 'landing' a little and then we went into the bathtub, we had a really good conversation. This entire time (also during the "high") I DID NOT have any of the experiences I associated with rolling in my previous experience with it: the tactile intensity, the senses getting sharper, the loving intimacy. It was just those waves, and the sweat and heartbeat. A little bit of nausea too.
I don't know it it's the stuff we took. We got some prime SR stuff that got a lot of positive reviews and was supposed to be rather pure. We were educated, responsible and still it took me by complete surprise.
Those little anxiety waves lasted for the day after too. I got a little panicky that this might have caused me to develop and anxiety disorder, but now (2 days after) I think it's OK again.
Could it be that perhaps some brains don't respond well to MDMA? Have you ever heard of anything like this happening to somebody? I really don't know what to make of it. At the end of the day, I'd say it was an important experience, but that's only because I practice meditation and was able to turn the situation around and learn from it. This could've turned out devastating I assume. My friend had a better experience than me - but also, no tactile + loving feeling + etc."
Any answers\questions to this thread will obviously be passed on to the friend. (doesn't have access to the forums.)
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Any one else have reports of Symbiosis's "white flour" MDMA? I just recently received some of this batch, and I am now hesitant to even try it with reports like this popping up here and there, on top of ALL his MDMA listings disappeared. It seems a little sketch to me, but you dont get to top 1% by scamming people..so Im really up in the air here as to what to do with this product.
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Is this a newer batch of Symbiosis M?
I ordered a G about 6 months ago(the picture was of yellow nice looking crystals) + Symbiosis was in the top 1% and with 100% positive feedback so I figured I couldn't go wrong.
My product came crushed and was of a 'white flour' consistancy at this point.
Anyways I don't usually do drugs too often just maybe 5-10 special occasions a year(Festivals, Holidays, Concerts, Birthdays Ect.)
So I saved it for a music festival I went to last week and did it with my girlfriend, it was a great roll.
Sorry to hear about your bad luck with Symbiosis :(
would love to see some other reviews on this white flour M.
Cheers
Buk
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Just want everyone to know me and my friends tried this stuff and it may not look or taste like MDMA, but we got fucking floored. One of the single strongest MDMA experiences of my life, holy fuck. Dont doubt this stuff guys. I'm sorry I ever did. :O