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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: jtemp102311 on March 21, 2012, 06:16 pm

Title: Hey guys, please take the time to read. A very good testament to the SR comm =)
Post by: jtemp102311 on March 21, 2012, 06:16 pm
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ORIGINALLY SENT TO ROCKER
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Hey Rocker, I have a short little story I'd like to share with you and the SilkRoad Community. 

I received a cut of your "Golden Teachers" this morning- in record time I might add.  After compiling more and more insecurities with a recent "Vitamin L" binge, I decided to try a more natural and compelling way of aiding with my depression.  I usually get a bit nauseated with any form of Psilocybin, why I have yet to determine.  So, upon opening the package I proceeded to pulverize the shrooms to a fine powder and carefully filled nine, five-hundred milligram capsules with the said powder.  (Doing the math, I appreciate the extra gram and a half =)) The effects hit me within fifteen minutes and they have now just worn off. I had a trip that was quite unlike any other. This is where I begin my story.

Three years ago, I was on my way to XXXXXXXXX at a private XXXXXXX with one of my dear friends. XXXXXX was a very inexperienced driver, and whilst trying to pass a SUV XXXXXXXX and lost control of the vehicle. What took merely five or ten seconds felt like an enernity to me. I managed to get the wheel from XXXXXXXX grasp amongst ear-curdling screams and inadvertedly steered the car over the median.  This put us six feet into the air at seventy or eighty mph straight into a double-semi.

When I came to, the entire car had been wrapped around my body.  Luckly, I came out of it with a severed hand and my life.  When I looked to my left I saw a half of a face.  When I felt my lap and when I glanced there, there were large amounts of hair, bits of skull and grey matter. 

I was in and out of the hospital for a day, and the following week my parents decided to get a divorce. 

To make a long drawn-out sob story short, I left for college in a daze. I started drinking heavily, doing heroin, meth, coke.. This lasted for a few years until I overdosed and was sent to rehab in XXXXXXXX. I just recently got back and have discovered the world of psychedelics. 

After a few attempts on my life, I have still been giving the thought some back-bone.  Today was the day I decided I was going to end my life.  I purchased the weapon and the ammunition through XXXXXXXXXXX, everything came through as planned.  The only hiccup was receiving your package this morning.

To be completely honest Rocker, I owe you my life.  The trip I had today helped me revisit events from my past and helped me really re-evaluate priorities and finally my life.

I sincerely owe you everything I have buddy. People like you are what make this world worth it.
Thank you Rocker, so much..  and thank you SilkRoad.

Dread Pirate Roberts,
you have done so much good in my life
I wonder how many others you have affected in the same way.

Thank you all
I wish you all the very best of luck
together maybe we can put a dent in this ridiculous war on the personal use of recreational drugs.


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It is my wish to stay anonymous but it is also my wish to have this message heard by the community.  Someone with the eye for "redacted" information, please look over this so I do not incriminate myself unnecessarily. There is a LOT of good that is being done and has been done by the Road and the people on it.

People need to wake up and realize this.

Peace and love everybody
I owe you all my life

jtemp102311
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Title: Re: Hey guys, please take the time to read. A very good testament to the SR comm =)
Post by: chiefrogan on March 21, 2012, 06:38 pm
wow insane story and im super happy you found what you were looking for and SR made it happen

keep on living and stay safe
Title: Re: Hey guys, please take the time to read. A very good testament to the SR comm =)
Post by: mcgrizzle on March 21, 2012, 09:33 pm
my story with silkroads is not quite as traumatic but still basically the same. Suicidal until trying a psych from SR. hang in there, see a counselor and try taking 5-htp; it works wonders for my depression without the nasty side effects of regular anti-depressants
Title: Re: Hey guys, please take the time to read. A very good testament to the SR comm =)
Post by: Addy on March 22, 2012, 11:21 am
It is indeed a nice story, but would you mind perhaps just replacing all the XXX's with fake names or whatnot? Its effect was lost on me after I heard mental "beeep"s while reading that paragraph with all that censorship. Heck,

"Three years ago, I was on my way to San Diego to a private club with one of my dear friends. Westley was a very inexperienced driver, and whilst trying to pass a SUV he lost control of the vehicle. What took merely five or ten seconds felt like an enernity to me. I managed to get the wheel from Westley's grasp amongst ear-curdling screams and inadvertedly steered the car over the median.  This put us six feet into the air at seventy or eighty mph straight into a double-semi.

When I came to, the entire car had been wrapped around my body.  Luckly, I came out of it with a severed hand and my life.  When I looked to my left I saw a half of a face.  When I felt my lap and when I glanced there, there were large amounts of hair, bits of skull and grey matter.

I was in and out of the hospital for a day, and the following week my parents decided to get a divorce.

To make a long drawn-out sob story short, I left for college in a daze. I started drinking heavily, doing heroin, meth, coke.. This lasted for a few years until I overdosed and was sent to rehab in San Pedro. I just recently got back and have discovered the world of psychedelics.

After a few attempts on my life, I have still been giving the thought some back-bone.  Today was the day I decided I was going to end my life.  I purchased the weapon and the ammunition through The Armory, everything came through as planned.  The only hiccup was receiving your package this morning."