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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: iFry on November 14, 2011, 03:23 am
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So ya.........
If I t00k 19 Xanax(2mg) bars and 12 Lorazepam(2mg)
Then drank alcohol?
What are the consequences?
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You'll either puke and then fall asleep or turn into an unconscious raving lunatic.
You probably won't die though.
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
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it is possible but unlikely
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
I would be smoking A+ weed while ingesting all ingredients. I would rather do a "H" OD and be good as I used to have a habit 10 years ago so I know how that goes. I picked it up again about three years ago and have been clean three months.
My life is shit unless you can get me a new ID then I would continue on.
P, O, M, F.
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Unfortunately fake IDs are not my area of expertise, try looking around for a bit before you cross the point of no return. I'm not going to try to convince you not to do it since it's not my place, but suicide should always be an absolute last resort. Good luck with whatever you choose and I wish you only the best!
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I don't know that you'll die. It depends on weight, tolerance, etc. If you do wish to kill yourself, and I do believe that is every individual's right, I would recommend looking into Exit International. They have a lot of helpful information and you can connect with the right people to get some less painful drugs to die with, that way your end doesn't have to be miserable. If you do live, good luck with whatever path you choose. :)
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I dont think anyone has the right to take a human beings life, even their own. Life is precious. Enjoy it while you got, you'll be dead soon via life anyways so why end it? Shit man if ur gonna fry yourself you might as well do a large dose of mescaline. It might just make you change your mid about suicide. Be positive man, the more negative you think, the more its gonna bring you down, and hang around positive people too man. Just chill bro, its all good.
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
I would be smoking A+ weed while ingesting all ingredients. I would rather do a "H" OD and be good as I used to have a habit 10 years ago so I know how that goes. I picked it up again about three years ago and have been clean three months.
My life is shit unless you can get me a new ID then I would continue on.
P, O, M, F.
this is def a cry for help on an anonymous forum in front of strangers. If you really have a scale and on one side is a new ID and the other side is taking your life with a bunch of downers, you need to rethink the point of view you're approaching this from. Your life is bad, things are horrible. Maybe you're about to go to prison for 15 years. Maybe your wife left you, took the kids and you're never going to see them again. Maybe you lost $250,000.00 of the Latin Kings money and they want to "talk" to you. Let me offer a clear alternative from an objective stranger:
A new name with a photo ID is not necessary to start again. Since the alternative is suicide, here's what you need to do :
Walk out of your apartment building or house or the homeless shelter with only a backpack. Do it tonight. You need ~2 pair of pants, ~5 pairs of underwear, ~5 - 10 pairs of clean socks, a few tshirts and something sorta business casual button down shirt wise. Maybe a good coat depending on where you live, a knife, perhaps a razor and a bar of soap. And most importantly, a towel. Do not forget the towel, it is critical.
Get on the road. If you have no idea how to do that, go to the nearest highway on ramp, smile, and stick your thumb out. You have to smile or you won't get picked up. Normal smile.
If you live in the US, head south. Alabama desperately needs farm workers because of the laws they just enacted to kick out undocumented immigrants.
Go work on a tomato farm, or whatever the hell they grow in Alabama.
Go. Just go. Shut the fuck up and stop whining, leave the TV and all the lights on, leave your mobile phone on the kitchen counter and walk away. After you hit the road, whichever direction you go in, if you still want to end your life in 30 days, you have my permission.
No matter what happens after you get picked up on the HWY on-ramp, it's gonna be better then whatever is happening to you. So stop whining, leave everything behind, put one foot in front of the other and go.
Don't even lock your front door on the way out.
Good luck.
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
I would be smoking A+ weed while ingesting all ingredients. I would rather do a "H" OD and be good as I used to have a habit 10 years ago so I know how that goes. I picked it up again about three years ago and have been clean three months.
My life is shit unless you can get me a new ID then I would continue on.
P, O, M, F.
this is def a cry for help on an anonymous forum in front of strangers. If you really have a scale and on one side is a new ID and the other side is taking your life with a bunch of downers, you need to rethink the point of view you're approaching this from. Your life is bad, things are horrible. Maybe you're about to go to prison for 15 years. Maybe your wife left you, took the kids and you're never going to see them again. Maybe you lost $250,000.00 of the Latin Kings money and they want to "talk" to you. Let me offer a clear alternative from an objective stranger:
A new name with a photo ID is not necessary to start again. Since the alternative is suicide, here's what you need to do :
Walk out of your apartment building or house or the homeless shelter with only a backpack. Do it tonight. You need ~2 pair of pants, ~5 pairs of underwear, ~5 - 10 pairs of clean socks, a few tshirts and something sorta business casual button down shirt wise. Maybe a good coat depending on where you live, a knife, perhaps a razor and a bar of soap. And most importantly, a towel. Do not forget the towel, it is critical.
Get on the road. If you have no idea how to do that, go to the nearest highway on ramp, smile, and stick your thumb out. You have to smile or you won't get picked up. Normal smile.
If you live in the US, head south. Alabama desperately needs farm workers because of the laws they just enacted to kick out undocumented immigrants.
Go work on a tomato farm, or whatever the hell they grow in Alabama.
Go. Just go. Shut the fuck up and stop whining, leave the TV and all the lights on, leave your mobile phone on the kitchen counter and walk away. After you hit the road, whichever direction you go in, if you still want to end your life in 30 days, you have my permission.
No matter what happens after you get picked up on the HWY on-ramp, it's gonna be better then whatever is happening to you. So stop whining, leave everything behind, put one foot in front of the other and go.
Don't even lock your front door on the way out.
Good luck.
Considering the lack of background information from the OP - Good answer.
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Hi,
I hope you find some other way to solve your problems, but just in case, here is a link to an imo very good overview of suicide methods.
If you really want to do it, do it in a way that does hurt as few people as possible and that has a high probability of success.
This guide has been created from years of conversations on alt.suicide.holiday (a newsgroup):
http://www.depressed.net/suicide/suicidefaq/index.html
From what I have read, strong anaesthetics are a good choice, if you can get them, or a gun, but here the results tend to be rather messy.
Please don't throw yourself in front of a train, I know two train-drivers who cannot really get over it even after years.
Br,
Stephe
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exodusultima
heavy.
I wish I had btc atm to rep you with for taking the time out of your day to type that out. Very important message behind your words. Something happens when you're on the road that's far different than being stuck inside walls dreading every second of your life.
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
I would be smoking A+ weed while ingesting all ingredients. I would rather do a "H" OD and be good as I used to have a habit 10 years ago so I know how that goes. I picked it up again about three years ago and have been clean three months.
My life is shit unless you can get me a new ID then I would continue on.
P, O, M, F.
this is def a cry for help on an anonymous forum in front of strangers. If you really have a scale and on one side is a new ID and the other side is taking your life with a bunch of downers, you need to rethink the point of view you're approaching this from. Your life is bad, things are horrible. Maybe you're about to go to prison for 15 years. Maybe your wife left you, took the kids and you're never going to see them again. Maybe you lost $250,000.00 of the Latin Kings money and they want to "talk" to you. Let me offer a clear alternative from an objective stranger:
A new name with a photo ID is not necessary to start again. Since the alternative is suicide, here's what you need to do :
Walk out of your apartment building or house or the homeless shelter with only a backpack. Do it tonight. You need ~2 pair of pants, ~5 pairs of underwear, ~5 - 10 pairs of clean socks, a few tshirts and something sorta business casual button down shirt wise. Maybe a good coat depending on where you live, a knife, perhaps a razor and a bar of soap. And most importantly, a towel. Do not forget the towel, it is critical.
Get on the road. If you have no idea how to do that, go to the nearest highway on ramp, smile, and stick your thumb out. You have to smile or you won't get picked up. Normal smile.
If you live in the US, head south. Alabama desperately needs farm workers because of the laws they just enacted to kick out undocumented immigrants.
Go work on a tomato farm, or whatever the hell they grow in Alabama.
Go. Just go. Shut the fuck up and stop whining, leave the TV and all the lights on, leave your mobile phone on the kitchen counter and walk away. After you hit the road, whichever direction you go in, if you still want to end your life in 30 days, you have my permission.
No matter what happens after you get picked up on the HWY on-ramp, it's gonna be better then whatever is happening to you. So stop whining, leave everything behind, put one foot in front of the other and go.
Don't even lock your front door on the way out.
Good luck.
@exodusultima
WOW bro. This is good. My friend has been whining about suicide... I'm gonna copy and paste and send this to him if he keeps it up :)
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
Ah man, was that really necessary?
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Yea, either become a vagrant or enroll into a holy counsel. For example, in Thailand, there's a temple for ex-heroin and drug addicts to work and a shelter to stay under. It's time to think bout life all over again.
Don't know bout yer value but for me euthanasia is still questionably tolerable but suicide is a no-no.
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Yea, either become a vagrant or enroll into a holy counsel. For example, in Thailand, there's a temple for ex-heroin and drug addicts to work and a shelter to stay under. It's time to think bout life all over again.
Don't know bout yer value but for me euthanasia is still questionably tolerable but suicide is a no-no.
In a moral sense?
I don't get that.
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If you want to die, then put a .22lr through your temple.
A pistol or rifle that shoots this can be had for $100.
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If you want to die, then put a .22lr through your temple.
A pistol or rifle that shoots this can be had for $100.
Cheers for that mate- Bet you sleep well at night.
Whatever happened OP hasn't posted since his last reply on this thread. Here's to hoping he's getting his hands dirty enjoying the weather in Alabama.
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If you want to die, then put a .22lr through your temple.
A pistol or rifle that shoots this can be had for $100.
Cheers for that mate- Bet you sleep well at night.
Whatever happened OP hasn't posted since his last reply on this thread. Here's to hoping he's getting his hands dirty enjoying the weather in Alabama.
He better be picking tomatoes or smoking DMT.
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Actually death is a very real possibility in that combination, especially if you add an anti-nauseating agent such as weed or ondansetron
I would be smoking A+ weed while ingesting all ingredients. I would rather do a "H" OD and be good as I used to have a habit 10 years ago so I know how that goes. I picked it up again about three years ago and have been clean three months.
My life is shit unless you can get me a new ID then I would continue on.
P, O, M, F.
this is def a cry for help on an anonymous forum in front of strangers. If you really have a scale and on one side is a new ID and the other side is taking your life with a bunch of downers, you need to rethink the point of view you're approaching this from. Your life is bad, things are horrible. Maybe you're about to go to prison for 15 years. Maybe your wife left you, took the kids and you're never going to see them again. Maybe you lost $250,000.00 of the Latin Kings money and they want to "talk" to you. Let me offer a clear alternative from an objective stranger:
A new name with a photo ID is not necessary to start again. Since the alternative is suicide, here's what you need to do :
Walk out of your apartment building or house or the homeless shelter with only a backpack. Do it tonight. You need ~2 pair of pants, ~5 pairs of underwear, ~5 - 10 pairs of clean socks, a few tshirts and something sorta business casual button down shirt wise. Maybe a good coat depending on where you live, a knife, perhaps a razor and a bar of soap. And most importantly, a towel. Do not forget the towel, it is critical.
Get on the road. If you have no idea how to do that, go to the nearest highway on ramp, smile, and stick your thumb out. You have to smile or you won't get picked up. Normal smile.
If you live in the US, head south. Alabama desperately needs farm workers because of the laws they just enacted to kick out undocumented immigrants.
Go work on a tomato farm, or whatever the hell they grow in Alabama.
Go. Just go. Shut the fuck up and stop whining, leave the TV and all the lights on, leave your mobile phone on the kitchen counter and walk away. After you hit the road, whichever direction you go in, if you still want to end your life in 30 days, you have my permission.
No matter what happens after you get picked up on the HWY on-ramp, it's gonna be better then whatever is happening to you. So stop whining, leave everything behind, put one foot in front of the other and go.
Don't even lock your front door on the way out.
Good luck.
this is good, but I also suggest that you have all of your utilities turned off. Bad credit can fuck ya, after you decide life with a job, and some good drugs is awesome!
I speak from experience. I have twice in my life, done just that. Packed up a backpack, I had a car...but I hit the road, found a job, showered at RV camps, slept in my vehicle. got back on track. Just remember...no matter how you feel, what you've done, there's AT LEAST ONE PERSON who will miss you, and whose life YOU will destroy by killing yourself.
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remember in that movie lets go to jail? cyrus shoots up boat cleaner lol And one the main guy goes to the old guy and the old guy is like boat cleaner...this should do the job..i think its for cleaning boats.. hahaha!
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Quoted from a pic i have:
"I never got why people would kill themselves. If you want to die you obviously don’t give a shit. like, about anyone. ‘cause if there is anyone who loves you, you don’t give a FUCK about them, or hurting them, and if there’s not, there’s no one to give a shit about.
So instead of killing yourself why don’t you just get the fuck out? leave the basement, leave your house, leave the motherfucking country. go on an adventure. spend your time doing something awesome, like tracking down some terrorists. go be james bond. go fuck up a shark with a harpoon. danger? fuck that, you were going up against 100% death rate before, you’re being safe now. fuck EVERYTHING, man, the world is your oyster.
Sometimes I wish I was suicidal. I’d pull the barrel out of my mouth and point it in the air, start a revolution, LIVE. move to barcelona, hit the bars, bang some chicks. STDs, who fucking gives a shit?
And then when I’m done, maybe I wouldn’t want to kill myself, ‘cause I’ve seen how beautiful the world is."
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So ya.........
If I t00k 19 Xanax(2mg) bars and 12 Lorazepam(2mg)
Then drank alcohol?
What are the consequences?
Xanax and Lorazepam (and benzos in general) have quite low toxicity and its unlikely that dose would do any harm at all. You would need to take a dose into the 1000's of milligrams and even then you'd probably just end up in a coma. When you mix benzo's with other drugs (including alcohol) that's where the risk of death is more likely. The likely cause of death would be either be respiratory failure/cardiac arrest because benzos can severely depress breathing and make it difficult to wake up..if you're sick from the effects of mixing drugs, you can literally choke on your own vomit. If you wanted to take a lethal overdose it would be better to choose an opiate drug, perhaps morphine or codeine which have relatively low LD50 (legal overdose). You would probably just go to sleep and stop breathing.
Seriously though, if you are contemplating suicide and its not for sound reasons (like a terminal illness) then I would think again. There's nothing that can't be sorted out and it's not worth throwing your life away. You might just be depressed and need treatment.
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either ingenious marketing ploy for dude selling fake id's on SR or...
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If I drank an 8 oz bottle of boat cleaner would it kill me?
I think its used for cleaning boats.
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if you're gonna do it, go down to the precinct and start shooting, take a few pigs with you atleast
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Wait! Don't do it! Send me your bitcoins first!
But seriously, things can only get better right?
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Quoted from a pic i have:
"I never got why people would kill themselves. If you want to die you obviously don’t give a shit. like, about anyone. ‘cause if there is anyone who loves you, you don’t give a FUCK about them, or hurting them, and if there’s not, there’s no one to give a shit about.
So instead of killing yourself why don’t you just get the fuck out?
armchair psychologist stuff like this annoys me
not understanding why somebody would want to kill themselves is kind of analogous to asking why anyone would choose to be gay
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I wanted to kill myself for most of my adult life. Now things have changed, for a first time in my life I have a good reason to stand up and live my life. I know how it feels to want to kill yourself. But if I was dead now, I will not be able to do some important things and I would not be able to enjoy things that happened to me and will most likely to happen in near future.
It's ultimately OP decision to do the irreversible. There is some sort of heroism of being able to overcome the instinct of self-preservation and take away your own life. But if You decide to kill yourself, take some with you. Go to federal building and blow yourself up. Hijack airliner and smash into that fucking black NSA building. That's what I call real heroism. Going away with low doses of drugs is for pussies.
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Quoted from a pic i have:
"I never got why people would kill themselves. If you want to die you obviously don’t give a shit. like, about anyone. ‘cause if there is anyone who loves you, you don’t give a FUCK about them, or hurting them, and if there’s not, there’s no one to give a shit about.
So instead of killing yourself why don’t you just get the fuck out?
armchair psychologist stuff like this annoys me
not understanding why somebody would want to kill themselves is kind of analogous to asking why anyone would choose to be gay
I don't entirely agree.
While depression can be hereditary and a by product of a physical brain state, nurture too plays a big role in the nature/nurture divide, and therefore choices exist:
Pull the trigger / don't pull the trigger. Seek help / don't seek help. Depression just makes it harder for you to see, or want to see, those choices.
Some "healthy" people fall into depressive states due to loads of shit things happening to them. But very few gay people will say that events occurred in their life that made them gay.
If you had compared a depressed person wanting to kill themselves to a gay person wanting to have same-sex sex, then you'd be more accurate.
Neither of them have to act on their desires. But sure if the sex is between two consenting adults then what of it.
But if there's anyone still on the planet that cares about the suicide victim, then i'm sorry but that's a selfish act.
Of course someone who hasn't experienced the same state of mind can't understand why someone would kill themselves, 'cause they're looking at it objectively. But that doesn't make it any less selfish.
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it sounds like we totally agree?
i said "kind of" analogous
Some "healthy" people fall into depressive states due to loads of shit things happening to them. But very few gay people will say that events occurred in their life that made them gay.
this is besides the point, i was talking about from the perspective of the armchair psychologist asking the question
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Umm yeah, maybe we do :)
I just mean to say that depressed people have more of a choice than gay people.
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Speaking of gay people. It's hard to understand for me how hairy and shitty male asshole in Borat-like bottom can be more attractive than nice pink asshole of women with slippery pussy. The gays are just plain irrational people, perverts.
The suicidal people are different. There is logical reasoning behind most of suicides. Sure, the mood of the suicidal people plays big deal how he or she sees the opportunities available, but suicide always is a choice.
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I don't know that you'll die. It depends on weight, tolerance, etc. If you do wish to kill yourself, and I do believe that is every individual's right, I would recommend looking into Exit International. They have a lot of helpful information and you can connect with the right people to get some less painful drugs to die with, that way your end doesn't have to be miserable. If you do live, good luck with whatever path you choose. :)
this is invaluable information. however, if this experience does not kill you, and i hope and dont think it will, i would suggest just trying to give yourself some 'me' time for a little. read a book, watch some movies, listen to some music. get some 'space'. i have been very close to suicidal in the past, and escapism, all though not always healthy, has always been a great method of relief
however, if you really believe it is right to kill yourself, it is indeed your right. i quoted j789745 because i thought his post was very useful, and should be reiterated
everything will work out, man
cheers
p.s. i promise i am not preaching. i have been suicidal, just giving my experience.
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Suicide is a path into nothingness, non-existence. In my thinking, almost any life, no matter how shitty, is still preferable to non-existence. Think about all the happy experiences in your life. Think about nature. Think about naked women. All these things will be gone and you'll never be able to get them back.
Life is short enough as it is. Why cut it off before your time is up when there's still so much to experience?
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Suicide is a path into nothingness, non-existence. In my thinking, almost any life, no matter how shitty, is still preferable to non-existence. Think about all the happy experiences in your life. Think about nature. Think about naked women. All these things will be gone and you'll never be able to get them back.
Life is short enough as it is. Why cut it off before your time is up when there's still so much to experience?
Very Inspirational
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boat cleaner...i think they use it to clean boats!
WE LOVE YOU STICK AROUND FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!
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Im not eve going to read the other posts. What the hell are you doing? Quit drugs and drinking in a safe fascility and get help. My God....how hard is it for you to realize you need help? You are not someone who can do drugs. Im sorry me and others are poor examples not acting out of love by using around you.....but get the fuck out of it now. When your brain chemestry comes aroind....maybe with some AD correction, you look back and this will just be a bad memoriy.....pass it on. now go do it!
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Speaking of gay people. It's hard to understand for me how hairy and shitty male asshole in Borat-like bottom can be more attractive than nice pink asshole of women with slippery pussy. The gays are just plain irrational people, perverts.
The suicidal people are different. There is logical reasoning behind most of suicides. Sure, the mood of the suicidal people plays big deal how he or she sees the opportunities available, but suicide always is a choice.
"The gays are just plain irrational people, perverts."
I... just... wow. This is the pinnacle of ignorance. When you see a naked woman, do you choose to become aroused? When you get an erection, did you tell your dick to get hard? Better yet: When you see a naked man, does your dick start to stiffen up until you tell it "Oh hey, that's a man, remember, we don't choose to be attracted to this, so sit down"???
No. Sexuality is engraved in you. You are what you are since birth. I'm a man, and I like sex with men. It's none of yours or anybody else's business, but it doesn't make me a pervert-- I'm actually very conservative. And irrational? Very doubtful.
I used to be depressed, I used to contemplate suicide. I once overdosed so badly on heroin that I had to be flown to a hospital three hours away. When I woke up after two days in a semi-coma, I thought "Why did they bring me back?" Now I realize that I am still here for a reason. My life is worth living. But I had plenty of logical reasoning for being depressed.
But for you to say that committing suicide is more logical than being gay-- that's one of the most incompetent things I've ever heard. Good day sir.
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Don't feed the trolls.
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Suicide is a path into nothingness, non-existence. In my thinking, almost any life, no matter how shitty, is still preferable to non-existence. Think about all the happy experiences in your life. Think about nature. Think about naked women. All these things will be gone and you'll never be able to get them back.
Life is short enough as it is. Why cut it off before your time is up when there's still so much to experience?
@gtg424
This IS very inspirational. This is a beautifully nuanced way to think about suicide. Well played! :)
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For all you psychonauts out there, and everyone who's experienced psychadelic 'death' experiences, what's your take on suicide?
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Speaking of gay people. It's hard to understand for me how hairy and shitty male asshole in Borat-like bottom can be more attractive than nice pink asshole of women with slippery pussy. The gays are just plain irrational people, perverts.
The suicidal people are different. There is logical reasoning behind most of suicides. Sure, the mood of the suicidal people plays big deal how he or she sees the opportunities available, but suicide always is a choice.
"The gays are just plain irrational people, perverts."
I... just... wow. This is the pinnacle of ignorance. When you see a naked woman, do you choose to become aroused? When you get an erection, did you tell your dick to get hard? Better yet: When you see a naked man, does your dick start to stiffen up until you tell it "Oh hey, that's a man, remember, we don't choose to be attracted to this, so sit down"???
No. Sexuality is engraved in you. You are what you are since birth. I'm a man, and I like sex with men. It's none of yours or anybody else's business, but it doesn't make me a pervert-- I'm actually very conservative. And irrational? Very doubtful.
I used to be depressed, I used to contemplate suicide. I once overdosed so badly on heroin that I had to be flown to a hospital three hours away. When I woke up after two days in a semi-coma, I thought "Why did they bring me back?" Now I realize that I am still here for a reason. My life is worth living. But I had plenty of logical reasoning for being depressed.
But for you to say that committing suicide is more logical than being gay-- that's one of the most incompetent things I've ever heard. Good day sir.
I don't choose to became aroused. That is in human nature (and most animals nature) to be attracted to opposite sex. Some people somehow got this biologic function malfunctioning.
Suicide in battle conditions or when experiencing great failures in personal life is heroic act. Not all are capable of this.
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Suicide is a path into nothingness, non-existence. In my thinking, almost any life, no matter how shitty, is still preferable to non-existence. Think about all the happy experiences in your life. Think about nature. Think about naked women. All these things will be gone and you'll never be able to get them back.
Life is short enough as it is. Why cut it off before your time is up when there's still so much to experience?
>almost any life, no matter how shitty, is still preferable to non-existence.
Don't know if I agree with this. Seems like an easy thing to say when you're got access to a computer, internet and sufficient spending money to buy drugs.
I mean really, there are people with horrific health problems who don't enjoy a single day of their lives. Or those who live in extreme poverty and suffer each day. I agree that life is definitely worth living (Having been suicidal at one point with depression but changing my view) however I don't think you can claim life is worth it for everyone.
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As we are discussing the meaning and value of life, I'm worried that original poster is last seen on November 14, 2011.
BTW the life has no price tag attached. I think each life have different value for different people. Some of people will be remembered forever in history, and some of people not worth even dried dog shit. All I know it is unique and life for each of us happened only once in lifetime of universe.
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For all you psychonauts out there, and everyone who's experienced psychadelic 'death' experiences, what's your take on suicide?
It is simple to see how mysterious and complex life is. Your individual role is very small in all of this, but it seems worth keeping this small window of consciousness open to look at all the beautiful things in the world. You cannot feel pain if you are dead, because you cannot feel ecstasy. It really is a beautiful thing, this life we have. It is whatever we make of it. Much love.
-euler
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For all you psychonauts out there, and everyone who's experienced psychadelic 'death' experiences, what's your take on suicide?
It is simple to see how mysterious and complex life is. Your individual role is very small in all of this, but it seems worth keeping this small window of consciousness open to look at all the beautiful things in the world. You cannot feel pain if you are dead, because you cannot feel ecstasy. It really is a beautiful thing, this life we have. It is whatever we make of it. Much love.
-euler
+1. I especially like the second to last sentence. Considering this is a drug oriented forum, you need to be cautious about not throwing off your brain chemistry too much. Luckily in more recent studies the brain has proven to be very elastic and hopefully if you can get through tough times it will get easier in the long run :)
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As we are discussing the meaning and value of life, I'm worried that original poster is last seen on November 14, 2011.
BTW the life has no price tag attached. I think each life have different value for different people. Some of people will be remembered forever in history, and some of people not worth even dried dog shit. All I know it is unique and life for each of us happened only once in lifetime of universe.
Either the OP offed himself, or he took the advice of the guy who posted on the first page, the great advice of packing a backpack and just leaving your current life behind. Hitting the road and starting over fresh.
I hope that he chose the latter of those 2 choices.
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If you need to kill yourself, choose something not painful like Pentobarbital:
Human euthanasia
Pentobarbital has also been used for physician-assisted suicide. In the US state of Oregon "oral doses of a barbiturate" have been used for this purpose.[6]
In Switzerland, the only country that allows foreigners to have assisted suicide, the Dignitas clinic uses the antiemetic drug metoclopramide followed by sodium pentobarbital for the procedure.[7] It is also used in the Netherlands, and was used in the Northern Territory of Australia during the brief period in which euthanasia was permitted.[citation needed]
More information:
http://www.pressdemocrat.com/article/20080721/wire/807210358
It's hard to have an opinion without having an idea why you want to do it. Maybe you have a terminal disease, maybe a relative died... If psychological help wont do it, Pentobarbital is the best option.
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It's hard to have an opinion without having an idea why you want to do it. Maybe you have a terminal disease, maybe a relative died... If psychological help wont do it, Pentobarbital is the best option.
Barbiturates aren't too easy to find, as benzos have taken their spot because of their much better therapeutic index.
Phenobarbital is for sale on SR though: http://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion/silkroad/item/726c5d4ca6