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Market => Rumor mill => Topic started by: deathowl1990 on August 21, 2013, 12:56 am
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Im sorry guys so very sorry!
I seem to have pissed and spooked some people out with my previous thread, which I have deleted.
First lsd trip today. (I was hoping this would help me psychologically with my trust issues, ironic I know.)
I was already a bit antsy because of a stingy vendor before and wasnt in a good mood when i took the lsd i got from a different vendor
The vendor, Alaska, provided me with such potent stuff it really gave me a scare.... even though I have done lots of shrooms before. I would like to apologize again to Alaska and everyone whom I offended with my vulgarity and bad energy today.
I realise now that I am a first timer who scared himself into thinking it was Dox.
Again, I have ruined my own trip and your day. I apologize for this false alarm which made me realise what a asshole I actually am.
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I didn't read it but don't be too hard on yourself. Everyone who has had a slightly negative trip (most have) will understand. Your apology alone says that it was in fact a learning experience. I say now that you have gone through a rough trip, you have opened the door to nothing but positive future trips since you now know what to expect. The more familiar you become with that substance (or any) the easier it is to control your mind. You'll eventually get to a point where you feel as if you have full control of your trip. Set and Setting are always important but even more important is your mindset before you decide to dose. That goes with everything man. Hang in there and stay positive.
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Props to you sir for writing this thread. Not much more can be said once read the above post but put this one down to a learning experience :) You have shown class in making an apology thread mate. Good luck on future endeavors..
Stay safe...
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I didn't read it but don't be too hard on yourself. Everyone who has had a slightly negative trip (most have) will understand. Your apology alone says that it was in fact a learning experience. I say now that you have gone through a rough trip, you have opened the door to nothing but positive future trips since you now know what to expect. The more familiar you become with that substance (or any) the easier it is to control your mind. You'll eventually get to a point where you feel as if you have full control of your trip. Set and Setting are always important but even more important is your mindset before you decide to dose. That goes with everything man. Hang in there and stay positive.
I thought the "set" in "set and setting" stood for mindset.
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and I just realised he even gave me an extra tab.
Wow I feel like the shittiest person in the world now.
7 and a half hours later after throwing lsd,
I realised one thing:
never again, when tripping, use the computer.
@anonypunk
@shazmo009
i wish my first learning experience didnt have to be a damaging experience for someone else.
but thank you for showing love in the face of my hate