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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: JanHammer on January 30, 2012, 11:34 pm
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My first experience on MDMA was fantastic. The second one left me confused. Both times MDMA was pure, but different. So I need to figure out what went wrong and what I'm supposed to feel.
FIRST TIME:
I used 1000mg of VitC, blueberry pills (200mg), 300mg 5-HTP about an 30mins-1h before taking MDMA.
Then I took 100mg-300mg of MDMA - I have no idea of knowing. I eyeballed and thought I was taking 100mg, but now after measuring what is left in the bag, I think it may have been 300mg.
I felt stomach churning before onset. Then I felt an aura around me and I felt a little bit intoxicated (like from alcohol). I was very happy,friendly, chatty, caring and enjoying music. I could still think a bit rationally when needed, but was otherwise a little careless and dizzy. Also I could not remember to drink water and couldn't rememeber all the details afterwards.
SECOND TIME:
I took 5-HTP in the morning two days before (150mg+150mg) taking MDMA. Took VitC (500mg) and blueberry pill (100mg) ~1h before taking MDMA.
I took 100mg of MDMA. An hour later - felt no stomach churning like last time and only mild effect - increased mood but not much else. A bit later (30-40 mins) I took another 60-80mg. Definitely better - euphoric feeling comes and goes, wanna chat but can restrain, am caring, but I can think completely rationally, no intoxication or aura feeling like the first time. I also easily and constantly remembered to drink water, and can remember everything that happened clearly.
Bonus info: time between experiences - 1 month; my bodyweight is only 65kg (underweight); I don't parachute, simply swallow MDMA powder and drink water.
MY QUESTIONS:
1. How does one supposed to feel on MDMA? (Errowid effects list doesn' really help)
2. Is there supposed to be intoxication effect on counciousness from 100mg-150mg or at all on MDMA?
3. Is one supposed to be able to think rationally while on MDMA?
4. Does one lose more control the higher the dose? Or is there only difference in intesity of euphoria, etc.?
5. Is there a difference if one takes, e.g., 100mg and later 60mg versus 160mg at once?
6. How does vitamin quantity and their time of usage affect MDMA? What are the ideal conditions?
7. How does stomach contents affect MDMA? What are the ideal conditions?
Answering these questions or redirecting me to an existing detailed experience report would be greatly appreciated, thanks :)
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1. How does one supposed to feel on MDMA? (Errowid effects list doesn' really help)
Euphoria, increased tactile sensation, increased empathy,much greater appreciation of music, increased appreciation of music, and just total bliss.
2. Is there supposed to be intoxication effect on counciousness from 100mg-150mg or at all on MDMA?
I wouldnt call it intoxicated in an alcohol like way, but your consciousness will be altered.
3. Is one supposed to be able to think rationally while on MDMA?
Yes. There may be points like the peak you wont want to though, and you will let yourself be submerged.
4. Does one lose more control the higher the dose? Or is there only difference in intesity of euphoria, etc.?
Yes and no. You may say things you may regret latter, but you arent going to shoot up the club, or anything like that.
5. Is there a difference if one takes, e.g., 100mg and later 60mg versus 160mg at once?
If you take 100 mgs and an hour latter take 60 mgs, you will roll at the 100 mg point for about an hour or so longer. 160 mgs will be the normal MDMA duration but it will be at the 160 mg point. Ie: redosing doesnt increase intensity, just the duration.
6. How does vitamin quantity and their time of usage affect MDMA? What are the ideal conditions?
I've never really had it have a roll better, (Though I've never tried piracetam and I've heard it really helps up your roll), but I do think it helps my comedown and days after. I take b6 + 5htp + vitamin C every night before I sleep up till two days before I roll, night I roll, and every day after.
7. How does stomach contents affect MDMA? What are the ideal conditions?
Consume on an empty stomach. Food just delays the come up and may diminish some of the effects.
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5. Is there a difference if one takes, e.g., 100mg and later 60mg versus 160mg at once?
If you take 100 mgs and an hour latter take 60 mgs, you will roll at the 100 mg point for about an hour or so longer. 160 mgs will be the normal MDMA duration but it will be at the 160 mg point. Ie: redosing doesnt increase intensity, just the duration.
Good answers, but I don't find this one to be true. If I take my MDMA in two doses separated by 90-120 minutes I definitely roll much harder when the second hits. It doesn't just potentiate, but adds up.
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Thanks for the answers guys, it's much clearer now what to expect.
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Hello,
There is a huge difference between a 300mg and a 160mg dosage ! Of course it could be a difference depending what there is in your stomach but I think it's really dosage and mood that make differences.
Personally I experience a stage around 250 mg and it's a very different high : it really kicks hard, I sometimes feel sick during a few minutes, I experiment some visual effects and they are phases when I really lose control. Of course comedown is harder too !
If I just want nice and mellow effect I stay under 200mg , and I prefer to redose than drop one parachute (120mg and then 60mg is a kind of ideal range for me).
And I don't understand why you don't parachute : the taste is disgusting and I don't know if just swallow powder is as efficient.
WL
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Hello,
There is a huge difference between a 300mg and a 160mg dosage ! Of course it could be a difference depending what there is in your stomach but I think it's really dosage and mood that make differences.
Personally I experience a stage around 250 mg and it's a very different high : it really kicks hard, I sometimes feel sick during a few minutes, I experiment some visual effects and they are phases when I really lose control. Of course comedown is harder too !
If I just want nice and mellow effect I stay under 200mg , and I prefer to redose than drop one parachute (120mg and then 60mg is a kind of ideal range for me).
And I don't understand why you don't parachute : the taste is disgusting and I don't know if just swallow powder is as efficient.
WL
It is disgusting, but that doesn't bother me much :D
I'll try 120mg + 60mg and parachuting next time, to see if that makes a difference. Thanks for the input.
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It is disgusting, but that doesn't bother me much :D
I'll try 120mg + 60mg and parachuting next time, to see if that makes a difference. Thanks for the input.
I don't know if it makes a difference, a lot of people say there is a difference between press pills and molly with the same amount of mdma. So there may be a difference between swallowing powder and dropping parachute ! In any case it's very important to really crush the crystal until you obtain a very fine powder.
WL
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my bodyweight is only 65kg (underweight);
How tall are you? I find it hard to believe you consider yourself underweight, unless you're super tall or something. I weigh 50kg, now that's underweight :-\
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How tall are you? I find it hard to believe you consider yourself underweight, unless you're super tall or something. I weigh 50kg, now that's underweight :-\
Yeah, I'm tall, 195cm / 6'4". Thought this would be an advantage as I'd need less mg but that doesn't seem to be the case :D
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How does a kid feel when he's at an amusement park? How does a person feel when they win the lottery? How does a person feel when they got that big job they've always wanted? How does a person feel when they fall in love? How does a person feel when they've accomplished a major goal of any kind?
This is how you feel on MDMA. Everything is happy. Everything is perfect. Everything is bliss. You love everything and everyone. Everyone is your best friend and you feel like you've known them forever.
At least, that's my experience.