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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: dss3i on October 08, 2012, 11:23 pm
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I think I'm becoming an SR addict. Before SR (like 2 weeks ago) I would come home from school and sit down and study. Studying came naturally. BUT NOW! Now I come home from school and I turn on the computer to see if something has happened to my order, then I browse SR, look at drugs, google them and read about them. When my parents ask me what I'm doing I say "nothing." And it gets worse. SR DOESN'T EVEN LEAVE ME ALONE AT NIGHT ANYMORE! Last night I had a dream that I was out trying a job (something kids have to do in school here) and I was trying being an SR vendor. I traveled to a fabric out in the woods, in the middle of nowhere, in Germany. There was just this lab team and nobody else to be seen. They told me nobody even knows they exist. Then we drove around in a big black car all over Germany posting mail in mail boxes all over the country. The last thing I remember is that they told me to major in chemistry in college...
My point is that SR is distracting me. I'm constantly thinking about all the drugs I can have and waiting for my first delivery as a little kid counts the days left until Christmas. I used to be a good student, but now I find myself falling behind more than I should in school! WHAT TO DO? Did this happen to anyone else? Will it pass once I get that first delivery?
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
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It loses its novelty, and you will have more time to study again. I can remember when I browsed SR for the first time, seeing pics of heroin gave me goosebumps. But now, meh? Those are just drugs man. Shiny, cosy, wonderful drugs ^^
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It loses its novelty, and you will have more time to study again. I can remember when I browsed SR for the first time, seeing pics of heroin gave me goosebumps. But now, meh? Those are just drugs man. Shiny, cosy, wonderful drugs ^^
Yeah, I got high just looking at those pics of heroin. They are the closest to heroin I've ever been! (okay, not true, but....never mind :) )
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
ROFL..... +1
Anyways, agree, it loses its novelty. Just FE an order a couple times and then wait to get your shit for 4 weeks. You won't even wanna know this place exists anymore, haha.
On a different note, aren't you a bit young to fantasize about heroin? That stuff will fuck you up, you know. /daddy mode off :P
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
ROFL..... +1
Anyways, agree, it loses its novelty. Just FE an order a couple times and then wait to get your shit for 4 weeks. You won't even wanna know this place exists anymore, haha.
On a different note, aren't you a bit young to fantasize about heroin? That stuff will fuck you up, you know. /daddy mode off :P
I fantasized about heroin when I was 10, but I promised myself I won't use it before 18, and I haven't and won't. :)
Btw, is your recommendation to not FE as a new buyer? Because if you say so I won't, because I don't have time to wait 4 weeks for these drugs.
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
ROFL..... +1
Anyways, agree, it loses its novelty. Just FE an order a couple times and then wait to get your shit for 4 weeks. You won't even wanna know this place exists anymore, haha.
On a different note, aren't you a bit young to fantasize about heroin? That stuff will fuck you up, you know. /daddy mode off :P
I fantasized about heroin when I was 10, but I promised myself I won't use it before 18, and I haven't and won't. :)
Btw, is your recommendation to not FE as a new buyer? Because if you say so I won't, because I don't have time to wait 4 weeks for these drugs.
Hun, that's a question that will raise some pulses around here. I think being very very new around here you will more than likely have to FE a couple times, despite the fact that FE'ing is silly because it deprives you of any recourse if shit goes south.
All I can say is this, over the last year, I never had any issues with regular escrow orders. I FE'ed with really big and prominent vendors 6 times. And 3 times I had to wait for weeks without getting messages, and once I was sent a shitty RC instead of the E I wanted. So, all I can recommend to you is if you really have no other choice than to FE in the beginning, then do so assuming that shit can go wrong with FE, and be happy if you get your stuff nevertheless. It will save you some aggravation and you be happy if you get your stuff fast.
My advice, caveat emptor, buyer beware, choose wisely. If you have to FE because you're new research the vendor well. Check the forums, check the feedbacks. Even great vendors hit bottlenecks or other troubles IRL sometimes, there is no guarantee.
On the other hand, if you stay smart and do your due diligence you should be fine.
Good luck on the road.
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
ROFL..... +1
Anyways, agree, it loses its novelty. Just FE an order a couple times and then wait to get your shit for 4 weeks. You won't even wanna know this place exists anymore, haha.
On a different note, aren't you a bit young to fantasize about heroin? That stuff will fuck you up, you know. /daddy mode off :P
I fantasized about heroin when I was 10, but I promised myself I won't use it before 18, and I haven't and won't. :)
Btw, is your recommendation to not FE as a new buyer? Because if you say so I won't, because I don't have time to wait 4 weeks for these drugs.
Hun, that's a question that will raise some pulses around here. I think being very very new around here you will more than likely have to FE a couple times, despite the fact that FE'ing is silly because it deprives you of any recourse if shit goes south.
All I can say is this, over the last year, I never had any issues with regular escrow orders. I FE'ed with really big and prominent vendors 6 times. And 3 times I had to wait for weeks without getting messages, and once I was sent a shitty RC instead of the E I wanted. So, all I can recommend to you is if you really have no other choice than to FE in the beginning, then do so assuming that shit can go wrong with FE, and be happy if you get your stuff nevertheless. It will save you some aggravation and you be happy if you get your stuff fast.
My advice, caveat emptor, buyer beware, choose wisely. If you have to FE because you're new research the vendor well. Check the forums, check the feedbacks. Even great vendors hit bottlenecks or other troubles IRL sometimes, there is no guarantee.
On the other hand, if you stay smart and do your due diligence you should be fine.
Good luck on the road.
Okay, cool. I have found a few vendors that don't require FE (according to their pages at least) so I could order my next orders from them. I haven't made up my mind whether I will FE if I'm asked to yet.
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"they tried to make me go to rehab and i said no no no"
ROFL..... +1
Anyways, agree, it loses its novelty. Just FE an order a couple times and then wait to get your shit for 4 weeks. You won't even wanna know this place exists anymore, haha.
On a different note, aren't you a bit young to fantasize about heroin? That stuff will fuck you up, you know. /daddy mode off :P
I fantasized about heroin when I was 10, but I promised myself I won't use it before 18, and I haven't and won't. :)
Btw, is your recommendation to not FE as a new buyer? Because if you say so I won't, because I don't have time to wait 4 weeks for these drugs.
Hun, that's a question that will raise some pulses around here. I think being very very new around here you will more than likely have to FE a couple times, despite the fact that FE'ing is silly because it deprives you of any recourse if shit goes south.
All I can say is this, over the last year, I never had any issues with regular escrow orders. I FE'ed with really big and prominent vendors 6 times. And 3 times I had to wait for weeks without getting messages, and once I was sent a shitty RC instead of the E I wanted. So, all I can recommend to you is if you really have no other choice than to FE in the beginning, then do so assuming that shit can go wrong with FE, and be happy if you get your stuff nevertheless. It will save you some aggravation and you be happy if you get your stuff fast.
My advice, caveat emptor, buyer beware, choose wisely. If you have to FE because you're new research the vendor well. Check the forums, check the feedbacks. Even great vendors hit bottlenecks or other troubles IRL sometimes, there is no guarantee.
On the other hand, if you stay smart and do your due diligence you should be fine.
Good luck on the road.
Okay, cool. I have found a few vendors that don't require FE (according to their pages at least) so I could order my next orders from them. I haven't made up my mind whether I will FE if I'm asked to yet.
That sounds like a good plan. If you get asked to FE for being new by those, just see what kind of a vibe you get. Good solid vendors will be polite in explaining to you why they require it, and responsive if you have further questions. If not, just come back to the forums and ask around if anyone had similar experiences with that vendor. You'll be okay in the end.
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I think I'm becoming an SR addict. Before SR (like 2 weeks ago) I would come home from school and sit down and study. Studying came naturally. BUT NOW! Now I come home from school and I turn on the computer to see if something has happened to my order, then I browse SR, look at drugs, google them and read about them. When my parents ask me what I'm doing I say "nothing." And it gets worse. SR DOESN'T EVEN LEAVE ME ALONE AT NIGHT ANYMORE! Last night I had a dream that I was out trying a job (something kids have to do in school here) and I was trying being an SR vendor. I traveled to a fabric out in the woods, in the middle of nowhere, in Germany. There was just this lab team and nobody else to be seen. They told me nobody even knows they exist. Then we drove around in a big black car all over Germany posting mail in mail boxes all over the country. The last thing I remember is that they told me to major in chemistry in college...
My point is that SR is distracting me. I'm constantly thinking about all the drugs I can have and waiting for my first delivery as a little kid counts the days left until Christmas. I used to be a good student, but now I find myself falling behind more than I should in school! WHAT TO DO? Did this happen to anyone else? Will it pass once I get that first delivery?
No, it never goes away. A year later and still addicted xP
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if you've fantasized about doing heroin from a young age you're gonna prob be in trouble when/if you do it. just saying. if you're fiending out over getting stuff off the internet you might have some worse problems incoming.
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It's not the dope, it's our charming pershunalities...
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Not to go all dad on you bro but seriously stay away from heroin. It'll fuck your life up before you realize it. Some people might be able to handle it in their life responsibly, but they're the minority. I've seen that shit wreck homes and it's just not worth the high when there's much safer drugs out there to be putting in your body.
Do yourself a favor and
A) wait till you have your life in order before you decide to experiment with hard drugs, at least that way you know what you have to lose if you get out of control.
B) be super careful. Consider safer options, because 2-3 years from now when you need to shoot heroin just to keep from getting sick you'll look back and be another statistic that wishes they could go back in time and talk to their past self about this decision.
Obviously no one can tell you what to do or what not to do but it's good at least you're doing your research on things you have an interest in. I just opt to keep people away from opiates because they are a downward spiral into an uncontrollable hell. I, too started out enthralled by the idea of drugs being a click away from my doorstep but the novelty, as many said wears off and much of the same threads get repeated on the forums, so there isn't a whole lot to do here once you got your goods.
We all here chasing highs though, just be smart about which poison you choose, for your own sake. I know my potential for addiction so I stay far away from those types of drugs myself, and lead a very productive/successful life despite my habits (mostly psychedelics and MDMA)
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Not to go all dad on you bro but seriously stay away from heroin. It'll fuck your life up before you realize it. Some people might be able to handle it in their life responsibly, but they're the minority. I've seen that shit wreck homes and it's just not worth the high when there's much safer drugs out there to be putting in your body.
Do yourself a favor and
A) wait till you have your life in order before you decide to experiment with hard drugs, at least that way you know what you have to lose if you get out of control.
B) be super careful. Consider safer options, because 2-3 years from now when you need to shoot heroin just to keep from getting sick you'll look back and be another statistic that wishes they could go back in time and talk to their past self about this decision.
Obviously no one can tell you what to do or what not to do but it's good at least you're doing your research on things you have an interest in. I just opt to keep people away from opiates because they are a downward spiral into an uncontrollable hell. I, too started out enthralled by the idea of drugs being a click away from my doorstep but the novelty, as many said wears off and much of the same threads get repeated on the forums, so there isn't a whole lot to do here once you got your goods.
We all here chasing highs though, just be smart about which poison you choose, for your own sake. I know my potential for addiction so I stay far away from those types of drugs myself, and lead a very productive/successful life despite my habits (mostly psychedelics and MDMA)
Thanks, yeah, I won't be doing heroin soon. My plate is full at the moment, and if I wanted to do heroin I wouldn't even have time to research it, order it and do it before summer vacation. It's not gonna happen.
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i think you should change your thinking from "not doing heroin soon" but i'm not gonna be lame and tell people what to do.
i think the real question on everybody's minds is how exactly is your kung fu?
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i think you should change your thinking from "not doing heroin soon" but i'm not gonna be lame and tell people what to do.
i think the real question on everybody's minds is how exactly is your kung fu?
My drunken wombat style beats your arthritic koala syle!
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I got addicted to SR when I got scammed. Since then I like to watch who I buy from, which has resulted in the accumulation of knowledge which I then share with my fellow Silk Roaders. I'm afraid I'm going to retire very soon though. I've stocked up and ran out of coins. Just waiting on my last orders.
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I have no less than 5 orders coming at any given time (11 right now), i browse here 2 hours a day, and i spend 2000$ pay checks on here in 1 day... i think i have a problem
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I have no less than 5 orders coming at any given time (11 right now), i browse here 2 hours a day, and i spend 2000$ pay checks on here in 1 day... i think i have a problem
The fuck are your buyer stats? Maybe you should be a vendor o_O
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i think you should change your thinking from "not doing heroin soon" but i'm not gonna be lame and tell people what to do.
i think the real question on everybody's minds is how exactly is your kung fu?
At least she's being honest.
Could have said not doing it, but that would probably be a lie.
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I may be in love with the OP...
:P
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I have no less than 5 orders coming at any given time (11 right now), i browse here 2 hours a day, and i spend 2000$ pay checks on here in 1 day... i think i have a problem
And I was worried about having 2 packages coming at the same time.
Anyways, about the heroin - some people like me want to try it just to see how easy/hard it's gonna be to leave it alone. I have an iron will and strong self-control, and I take it as a personal challenge to push it and make it even stronger by "defeating" stuff like heroin. Might sound reckless, but nothing has to get out of control if you prepare for it.
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I have no less than 5 orders coming at any given time (11 right now), i browse here 2 hours a day, and i spend 2000$ pay checks on here in 1 day... i think i have a problem
And I was worried about having 2 packages coming at the same time.
Anyways, about the heroin - some people like me want to try it just to see how easy/hard it's gonna be to leave it alone. I have an iron will and strong self-control, and I take it as a personal challenge to push it and make it even stronger by "defeating" stuff like heroin. Might sound reckless, but nothing has to get out of control if you prepare for it.
That's exactly how heroin gets out of control, love. People 'think' they can handle it. Remember: no-one's smarter than addiction.
And: OP- Majoring in chemistry's not a bad idea... Other than that- maybe being on SR all the time is just looking for excitement you feel is somehow missing from your real-life? Or you're procrastinating and taking a bite out of the forbidden internet fruit when you should be doing boring old studying?
Heroin's pretty shit unless you've got a habit. You feel itchy, tired and nauseous. Then, before you know it- you need it to feel normal. :o
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I have no less than 5 orders coming at any given time (11 right now), i browse here 2 hours a day, and i spend 2000$ pay checks on here in 1 day... i think i have a problem
And I was worried about having 2 packages coming at the same time.
Anyways, about the heroin - some people like me want to try it just to see how easy/hard it's gonna be to leave it alone. I have an iron will and strong self-control, and I take it as a personal challenge to push it and make it even stronger by "defeating" stuff like heroin. Might sound reckless, but nothing has to get out of control if you prepare for it.
That's exactly how heroin gets out of control, love. People 'think' they can handle it. Remember: no-one's smarter than addiction.
...and some people actually can handle it. Easement from temporary physical/mental pain isnt something thats able to overcome me, as Ive proven myself many times
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Oh gawd. You're not David Blaine are you?...
Oh hang on no, he was a smack head a few years back. :'(
Anyway, good luck with that. Flirting with heroin usually winds up in a full scale gang bang.
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Get older. If you are in high school you really shouldn't be doing a lot of the drugs around here. I waited till 18+ to fuck with coke/heroin/scripts anything other than weed/mdma/mushrooms
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Get older. If you are in high school you really shouldn't be doing a lot of the drugs around here. I waited till 18+ to fuck with coke/heroin/scripts anything other than weed/mdma/mushrooms
I already said I will wait :) But you forgot acid and 2c-b, because that I will do very soonish :)
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Get older. If you are in high school you really shouldn't be doing a lot of the drugs around here. I waited till 18+ to fuck with coke/heroin/scripts anything other than weed/mdma/mushrooms
I already said I will wait :) But you forgot acid and 2c-b, because that I will do very soonish :)
i wouldn't even begin to lump acid/2c-b in nearly the same class as heroin/cocaine
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Heroin's not that addictive as long as you don't IV. I use #4 and insuffate. Never developed a habit even though I sometimes buy 3g at a time. I love the H nod....it's the king of highs. Right up there with the MDMA eye-roll
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Heroin's not that addictive as long as you don't IV. I use #4 and insuffate. Never developed a habit even though I sometimes buy 3g at a time. I love the H nod....it's the king of highs. Right up there with the MDMA eye-roll
i disagree with you but it varies by the person so meh.
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Get older. If you are in high school you really shouldn't be doing a lot of the drugs around here. I waited till 18+ to fuck with coke/heroin/scripts anything other than weed/mdma/mushrooms
I already said I will wait :) But you forgot acid and 2c-b, because that I will do very soonish :)
i wouldn't even begin to lump acid/2c-b in nearly the same class as heroin/cocaine
I meant to lump it in the class with weed/mdma/mushrooms.
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Unfortunately, I had to kill my SR addiction pre-maturely, because I have exams in school. Oh well, it was fun as long as it lasted.
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I meant to lump it in the class with weed/mdma/mushrooms.
I think the most important advice on here is not to fuck with heroin unless you're prepared to get helplessly addicted.
I like 2c-b a lot, but I've kind of shyed away from using it at parties, it kills my energy for some reason at 25+mg...I need to try it again at like 15-20mg and see. Otherwise I love how I can have a nice trippy night on it and be ready for bed by 11pm on a work night with it, no threat of a bad trip or headfuck, just fun to lay back and stare at the ceiling on it.
acid, weed, mdma, shrooms will most likely not disrupt your academic life as long as you moderate usage...MDMA might crash you out and make you depressed though, gauge how you do with the after-effects.
I still would insist that you stay away from heroin entirely if you can muster up the willpower... I've just seen too many lives destroyed by it to even feel remotely comfortable encouraging its use.
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I meant to lump it in the class with weed/mdma/mushrooms.
I think the most important advice on here is not to fuck with heroin unless you're prepared to get helplessly addicted.
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"don't fuck up with wayne cuz when it waynes it pours"