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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: iDialt on August 05, 2012, 03:40 pm
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Basically the title, I'll start it off my writing mine! :P
My scariest experience would be when I took a walk down to my local market and bought 1 'Benzo Fury' legal high pill and 3 grams of 'Black Mamba' legal weed and 1 'Blueberry Burst' flavored blunt wrap. The plan was to save the pill for a New Year as it was the 24th of December when i bought them but I went home and waited till about 11pm and decided fuck it, I'm taking it now. I waited an hour for it took take effect, nothing. Merry-fucking-Ripoffmas.
I then glanced over to see my Mamba and the blunt wrap and thought since this pill was a waste I may as well toke up. Being the second time I had taken Mamba, I hadn't realized how it grabs you by the balls and smashes you against your walls if you smoke too much. I put about 2.5ish grams into the blunt, rolled it, licked it, and sparked it. Within a couple puffs I could already feel it kicking in, where you get the lightheaded and the giggles and pretty much good feelings.
After I had powered through the blunt, I stumbled back into my room and turned the lights off and turned on 'I feel like dying- Lil Wayne' (Big mistake!) I started contemplating who I was and believed my life was like 'The Truman Show' and thought everybody could see me, and was watching me, extreme paranoia washed over me. This continued on for about 30 minutes which seems like a lifetime when utterly mongo'ed!
My vision seemed to have a 3 second delay and a strobe effect which is quite hard to explain unless you have been in this state before! I then made my way out of my room and into the kitchen so I could get rid of the cotton-mouth where something clicked in my brain and convinced me that I was breaking into a strangers home which resulted in my creeping around my house like I was in the game 'Metal Gear Solid', Very fucked up. For the rest of the night I hid myself under my covers and waited for soberness to arrive.
-iDialt. :)
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Either the first time I tried am-2201 or the time I took 50mg 2c-t-7 with 3mg 25i-nbome. That trip was just so far out there I was convinced I was jesus... the am-2201 was just euphoric yet made me very anxious, confused and terrified. I came to like other synthetic cannabinoids though.
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Synthetic cannabinoids seem to always fuck with my brain after a couple joints!
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In no particular order...
1) The very first time I did shrooms. I had no concept of tripping, and my girlfriend at the time assured me, "it's like weed, but colors shift and stuff." I was so scared and unprepared I almost killed myself. Found a happy place and called a close friend to babysit me.
2) One time I overdosed on heroin. Intense puking, labored breathing, difficulty walking, and a bunch of other nasty effects. Thought I was going to die.
3) One time I smoked weed in my 100+ degree trailer, drinking energy drinks. Obviously it wasn't just the weed that did it, but I lost sight and sound, called 911, and crawled to the door and managed to get outside. One word: Dumbass.
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Shrooms for me to, first time i done them i had no real concept of the effects, id researched and brought some from my local head shop, went way over bored and thought id fucked myself mentally, slept the hardest iv ever done before and woke up felling brilliant. I still under dose myself now though, id rather take too little and top up than go ballistic.
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I haven't tried shrooms or acid yet, not my kinda thing, I'm more of a stimulant type of person, love getting speedy and chatting shit :)!
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After I had powered through the blunt, I stumbled back into my room and turned the lights off and turned on 'I feel like dying- Lil Wayne' (Big mistake!)
haha yeah bad music choice..
Mine was when I was 17 at a barn rave - first time taking lsd and I could see bass waves coming from these monstrous speakers and was convinced they were eating me alive.
After bad tripping for about half hour, someone gave me a bomb of mdma - after comin up of that i had one of the best nights of my life :)
before that i was probably more scared than i've ever been - mdma should be compulsory for first time lsd users!
long live candy-flipppin :)
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Yuup, It is one trippy fucking song! :o
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Amphetamine psychosis from 3 grams of strong base. Met the shadow people.
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I remember at camping I had bought a gram of mephedrone and was giving people lines and my friend hadn't touched it before and as I was ruined, I told him that I would make a small line for him and a big one for me, I made the big one first and by accident gave it to him and up his nose it went! He had so much energy but couldn't control it and he had to get someone to hold his stomach because he said his "insides were going to fall out!" haha! After that he was fine and wired!
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on a recent camping trip we hired a Forrest and stayed in a huge teepee, the owner was obviously into psychedelics and had drawn some amazing images on the outside of the teepee, when we were at our peak we sat inside and when the sun came through it gave us the most amazing visuals, snakes, birds, flowers all fully animated, one of the best experiences iv had,id recommend it to anybody.
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I don't mind camping with a load of people and drinking and having a good time but as soon as it gets to about 11pm-ish and It starts to get cold, the fire turns to shit since everybody is wasted and forgets about it, I usually find a way home and fuck the actual camping part of camping!
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1) i stayed up for four days straight doing cocaine and adderall plus a ton of 5-htp. on the fourth night, i was seeing and hearing shit. i snort a huge line of coke and suddenly my heart starts racing, i start feeling really weird... i feel extremely hot yet i am shivering/trembling and have the worst headache of my life. i felt like complete shit and i thought i was dying so i have a panic attack. i took a few benzos to calm down and in an hour i was asleep.
2) every time i have taken DMT ;D
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4 friends and I took charly together when one friend started having a seizure. It was pretty violent (frothing at the mouth, convulsions then pissed himself) and we thought he was going to die. When he cam round he asked for another line.
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I ate three and a half grams of shrooms, alot of them hadn't veiled. Along with two boxs of chargers my left arm felt like it was gonna pop off.
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Amphetamine psychosis from 3 grams of strong base. Met the shadow people.
I've been there hahaha, it's fucking unnerving, they're scary as hell. Makes me feel anxious for days after a bad trip.
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2) every time i have taken DMT ;D
What is DMT like? :o
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What is DMT like? :o
Imagine you're on a rocket going into outer space. But outer space isn't outer space, it's Love and Energy and Exploration.
To try to explain it better, if you took the Happiness and Love from MDMA, the Weird from Ketamine, the Visuals from every hallucinogen, the Dreamy feeling from Salvia, and the Awesomeness of Weed, mixed it all together, and then multiplied it by a million, you get a DMT trip. It's the best drug ever! :D
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I better gather some coin and buy some then! :D
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I better gather some coin and buy some then! :D
If you're not experienced with psychedelics, I'd try LSD and shrooms first a few times. Make sure you're comfortable with it. Because DMT is really just a completely different drug. Some people don't want or aren't ready for the intensity of it.
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Yeah, I suppose! I think I'll stick to my stims for a while longer before I delve into psychedelics!
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
I feel your pain!
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
Worst feeling ever: Being on coke and realizing you don't have enough to last you the night and having to go find more while wasting your high.
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
Worst feeling ever: Being on coke and realizing you don't have enough to last you the night and having to go find more while wasting your high.
Or blasting a couple g's and realizing you have no money for more!
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MY worst trip was too ,many mushrooms!!!!!!!!! LOL!!! How about yours???????????
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
Worst feeling ever: Being on coke and realizing you don't have enough to last you the night and having to go find more while wasting your high.
My experience has been no matter how much coke you buy you will always use it all and want more.
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Well one time I almost ran out of drugs...now THAT was scary!
Worst feeling ever: Being on coke and realizing you don't have enough to last you the night and having to go find more while wasting your high.
My experience has been no matter how much coke you buy you will always use it all and want more.
This is very true hahahaha.
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Eye balling hlc 25i... Actually snorting nearly a point of 2c-p....
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I ate like 13 or 14 Adderall XR's in one day, couldn't eat for a few days and had the worst depression I've ever felt. Living those days literally felt like I was in a nightmare, and this is coming from someone who trips fluently on LSD, mushrooms, and DMT.
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Basically the title, I'll start it off my writing mine! :P
My scariest experience would be when I took a walk down to my local market and bought 1 'Benzo Fury' legal high pill and 3 grams of 'Black Mamba' legal weed and 1 'Blueberry Burst' flavored blunt wrap. The plan was to save the pill for a New Year as it was the 24th of December when i bought them but I went home and waited till about 11pm and decided fuck it, I'm taking it now. I waited an hour for it took take effect, nothing. Merry-fucking-Ripoffmas.
I then glanced over to see my Mamba and the blunt wrap and thought since this pill was a waste I may as well toke up. Being the second time I had taken Mamba, I hadn't realized how it grabs you by the balls and smashes you against your walls if you smoke too much. I put about 2.5ish grams into the blunt, rolled it, licked it, and sparked it. Within a couple puffs I could already feel it kicking in, where you get the lightheaded and the giggles and pretty much good feelings.
After I had powered through the blunt, I stumbled back into my room and turned the lights off and turned on 'I feel like dying- Lil Wayne' (Big mistake!) I started contemplating who I was and believed my life was like 'The Truman Show' and thought everybody could see me, and was watching me, extreme paranoia washed over me. This continued on for about 30 minutes which seems like a lifetime when utterly mongo'ed!
My vision seemed to have a 3 second delay and a strobe effect which is quite hard to explain unless you have been in this state before! I then made my way out of my room and into the kitchen so I could get rid of the cotton-mouth where something clicked in my brain and convinced me that I was breaking into a strangers home which resulted in my creeping around my house like I was in the game 'Metal Gear Solid', Very fucked up. For the rest of the night I hid myself under my covers and waited for soberness to arrive.
-iDialt. :)
Isn't it ironic how legal highs can often have much more adverse side effects than their illicit counterparts?
It's bonkers! :o
I fortunately, haven't had an experience nowhere near as bad as yours!
Just getting greedy, overdosing, and going a bit crazy!
Once, shamefully, I did an eighth of shitty street coke in a line, yes I know, that's pretty bad! :o
It hit me HARD and fast, I collapsed and couldn't get up afterwards, cowered in a corner, shaking my ass off, for about an hour, then I was violently sick!
Serves me right for pushing my limits way beyond the line, no pun intended! ;)
It took me 24 hours to fully recover! Never again, I'll limit myself to acceptable sized lines and enjoy it!
Lesson learnt, you can have too much of a good thing too soon! ;)
How long did it take you to make a full recovery iDialt?
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
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definitely salvia. i think this needs no explanation.
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Lesson learnt, you can have too much of a good thing too soon! ;)
How long did it take you to make a full recovery iDialt?
I totally agree with the first line!(no pun intended ;) ), I remeber when i bought mephedrone for the first time in a couple weeks, and I got greedy and decided to rack up a half gram line and send it up my nose, it felt like I had won the lottery, one hundred times in a split second, I thought I was going to explode. The comedown was very bad and I felt like shit for a few days!
But to your question, It only took that nights sleep to sort me out again! :)
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Drove my car off a 30ft bridge on accident on valium+acic. Then got arrested as was also drunk, and they fund 500 cans fresh stolen spray in the trunk, 2 oz weeds, scales, my 2 foot JRB bong (smashed on gronund righ it fron me :(, DUI and jaicl cell in bee talk for 23 hours on PEAK or acid. hahah not fun
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I remembe taking 7 red 10mg ammos(amitriptyline) after drinking a litre of vodka, fair to say I was out of my mind, tried to jump out of the back of a moving van, tried to batter my friend because his phone made a noise, told my mum I had walked 20 miles to get home when I had actually gotten a lift home and woke up with no memory of that night! Never again haha!
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i ran out of weed once in the 90`s think it was `96 but it was awful, 4 days with no bud hellish nightmare thank god its never happened since !
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One night I rectally administered a gram of methylone ( I had previously that day taken about half a gram orally, and the past few days I had taken about .2 or .3 a night, and was noticing increasingly diminished effects, so I decided to go for gold ) and anxiety struck me as I realized how much that was. I don't know whether it was the fact that I was nervous making it so bad, or the actual drug, but all of a sudden my heart was seizing up and I had a lot of hypertension and my BPM was ( i couldn't count it very good 'cause it was so high ) was probably 180 - 200+ (I remember it was at least 5 beats a second) and I started to freak out. All I could do was sit at my computer and masturbate. The past few nights I had done methylone alone and was having a good time as I usually did, although not being around people forced me to facebook to talk with a bunch of people at once which made me happy. But as time went on I noticed the empathy was going down and all that was left was stimulation. By the time I took the gram I was feeling nothing but really anxious stimulation, almost like stimulation from ephedrine.
But anyway - I was sitting at my computer and (being high for about 4 days straight now, with very little sleep, maybe 1 - 1.5 hours a night ) I noticed the shadows on my walls making patterns and slowly morphing into people. The shadows of chairs and wardrobes formed into distinct silhouettes of people I didn't know and I could hear them whispering. I didn't know what they were whispering about but I assumed it had something to do with me. I recognized this as a symptom of a stimulant induced psychotic episode, as I consider myself quite familiar with drugs and their effects ( although that didn't stop me from nearly OD'ing on 'em ) and tried to calm myself down but eventually I just became a babbling mess, trying to talk with these shadows in my room at 3 A.M..
I decided that I needed to lay down. I laid down on my bed, and tried to fall asleep, but every time I closed my eyes I was haunted by horrible visions. People I know and love dying, and the like. At one point a giant flying millipede with razorblades and other assorted weapons instead of arms flew inside of me but didn't hurt me. It just sorta phased through me.
At that point I realized I was probably either dying or having an out of body experience, so I focused on trying to astral project myself to different places. But I couldn't control where I was going.
I went to my dorm room in college and the place was dilapidated and covered in blood and my roommate was lying dead so I opened my eyes. When I closed them again it was as if I could see everything in my bedroom, without having my eyes open. Like a third-eye opening sort of deal. I even got up to test if it was right and I was surprised to find that everything was the exact place it was in my minds eye.
All in all, it was a very fearful experience, lasting probably 8 or 10 hours for the residual stimulation to depart in which time I could go to sleep. I notice now that I see a lot more floaters in my eyes, I don't know if that's because of the drugs or because I didn't notice all of them before. However, I don't regret the experience. I learned a lot about myself by examining myself as I thought I was going to die and all that. It was rewarding as well as terrifying. I don't think I did any long term damage to my system, but I don't know. Soon after that experience I began noticing tingling feelings in my legs, and went to the neurologist and figured out that I had restless leg syndrome. I'm diabetic, so this sorta makes sense, but I don't know whether the strain on my system from all the methylone exacerbated already existing neuropathy or created new neuropathy altogether.
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I'm still to try Methylone but I'm attached to old faithful 'drone atm!
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i ran out of weed once in the 90`s think it was `96 but it was awful, 4 days with no bud hellish nightmare thank god its never happened since !
hahahaha yeah I feel ya mate - runnin out of green is fuckin scary - glad to hear u made it through ;D
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A few years ago I decided to experiment with a massive amount of Cubensis. I didn't even know how much, but I'm thinking 5 to 5.5 grams. I laid on a picnic table in a secluded area and honestly felt like my soul was being ripped from my body and sucked into space. I felt as if I was in outer space. It was awful, and I have not been the same since.
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A few years ago I decided to experiment with a massive amount of Cubensis. I didn't even know how much, but I'm thinking 5 to 5.5 grams. I laid on a picnic table in a secluded area and honestly felt like my soul was being ripped from my body and sucked into space. I felt as if I was in outer space. It was awful, and I have not been the same since.
Shit, five grams isn't that much to me. Are you small? Were you fairly young and inexperienced with psychedelics? Because that could be a lot for a relatively new and small user, but I usually take well over five grams.
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having a house party during the 'drone craze of '10/'11 and literally seing a guy have afull blown anxiety attack because he had no more 'drone and was coming down like a motherfucker.
was about 3pm on the sunday, we'd been partying like a motherfucker since friday and were a little scatty due to no sleep but this guy had gatecrashed the party and never left, aparently he'd been seshing since tues/weds and not slept. within 20 mins of his last line, his head crashed into his knees where it didnt move for the next hour.
towards the end of that hour, the guy starts breathing stupidly heavy, looked like he was heaving or puking. starts making these strange whimpering noises and stands up. EYES OPEN clutching at his chest making muffled strangled sounds, obviously when the party casualty (a gatecrasher whos friends had already left) starts showing signs of distress you try sort it out, but because nobody knew this lad, i think people over-amped their concern and everybody asking him, 'you alright?' must have really freaked him out because he started thrashing his arms out at nothing or nobody.
managed to get him upstairs to my room, put him in my bed (room was at top of the house, dark, quiet & cool) got him a biiiig glass of pure OJ and told him to rest, keep hydrated and to try n relax. after about 4 hours he managed to sort himself out, got him a cab and i never saw him again in my life.
what happened while we let a complete stranger KO in my room?
smashed out the Regretamine :D
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Weirdest experience was a murder scene and body parts flying out of the TV screen; "losing the movie plot" was a common experience too hehe..
TWM
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Never had a really bad experience personally despite some heroic dosing and mixing of substances.
I bought some Ecstasy in a techno club from a trusted dealer once, I double dropped and it turned out to be a pretty big dose of ketamine (for someone who had never used it). I ended up getting taken behind the scenes in the club with a friend thanks to the nice security guys, I sat on the stairs feeling like I was made of plastic and melting into the stairs, couldn't even stand up. Was kind of nice and fun tho after I clocked onto it being ketamine.
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opiate overdose wasn't fun, tried to drive home too. :P
running from the cops through the park on mushrooms was in fact not a walk in the park either.
but hot damn I flew :D.
-Cheers
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Funny shit, this is mine.
1. Scariest.. smoked a bong bowl of 80x purple sticky salvia, after i cleared the binger, i handed the bong and lighter and fell into a dark pit. The most intense colorful animations of a cartoon world in my mind. I jumped through a bunch of different scenes/events in my mind as if i were in some scroogish christmas nightmare. It seemed the whole world was held together by my finger tip and at the end of the 30 minute trip i was just a free floating spirit thought that didn't know what or who i was. then i took a bong rip of nugget and went to bed. after that i tripped in my sleep for the rest of the night.
2. One time, my senior year in high school, i ended upwards of 13 thizzle pills and did a bunch of coke and drank hella. At around 3am, i was at my buddies party and i managed to sit myself down in the shower with all my clothes on (shoes, snowboarding jacket etc).. i swear it was the most euphoric shower i've ever had, literally just like sitting on a beach, anyways, a different buddy called a cab. I eventually got out of the shower/bathtub soaking wet and jumped in the cab. I was rollin my face off, soaking wet, sitting in a cab with no money. The cabbie turned around and asked me if there was anyone else, i promptly replied no and we took off for town. As we pulled into town ten minutes later, the cabbie had to turn around and go back and get the rest of my couple friends. all that wasn't that bad but, that morning was scary as shit. I tried to sleep, didn't work. tried to warm up, didn't work. my heart felt like it wasn't going to stop i just laid in my buddies mom's bed and shivered the whole night. got up at 9am, railed a line of yayo and biked home :)
3. I've had numerous bad mushroom trips, probably 5-6 weighing in at different intensities.. from just freaking out to almost offing myself.. shit's a trip, fuck that shit.
4. On my 21st, my buddy blew me down some yayo and then dosed me some lucy in my drink that he bought me.. kinda scary shit when you don't know you've been messed with. overall, kinda lame night, but got fucked up.
5. I've smoked all kinds of synthetic herbage, but this summer i smoked some shit called dragon's breath or something... i hadn't smoked weed for like 4-5 months at this point and wanted to get super ripped outta my skull so i rolled up 3 fat ass doobies, i got half way through one and i thought to myself damn i'm really stoned... then five minutes later my heart rate went up two fold, my vision got all mushie near vision shit goin, i felt like i was gonna have a panic attack and my head felt like my shit was gettin railed by a bunch of semi trucks.
6. Doin a bunch of blow, then driving around is one of the scariest shits for me too. I swear i sketch about everyone. Last week I went to a rave, brought up a ball of mdma, some herb and some addy. Anyways, I made like 45 bucks from selling a few points, then bought a few pressies. One of the was actually from SuperTrips. That red Q thing was Bomb as fuck, it was the last pressy i took the morning after at 7am. Hiked up to a ridgeline, took a shot of whiskey, for the sunrise, then ended up puking and rollin even harder. After a few hours, decided to leave the rave, so i got sketched out and ate my last 2-300mg of mdma. i threw my pipe in a coffee cup and burned my molly bag. we decided to stop at a beach on the river and i got sketched out by the family of 4(mom dad and 2 kids) and had to leave cause i was rollin so hard.
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if anything can be learned from this thread is that drugs have their own individual ups and downs.
except synthetic cannibinoids. like seriously. whats the point?
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except synthetic cannibinoids. like seriously. whats the point?
Well with synthetic cannibinoids, I love smoking the right amount with a couple of mates and giggling till my throat is sore and my eyes are watering, but they are risky because you could be laughing and smiling at everything, then a second later, you think everyone is planning against you and all the paranoia starts to take effect!
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herbs a sacrament, synthetics CBDs are sacrilege.
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herbs a sacrament, synthetics CBDs are sacrilege.
Very true. Spice fucks me up, and not in a good way.
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i agree, fuck spice. but it can be useful when shit gets stressful and you wanna get high when you're on probation or have a rando piss test.
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When I first discovered them, I smoked my first joint, nothing, no effects and thought jeez that was a waste of £25. 5 minutes later, bam, It hit me like a brick wall! afterwards I was so confused on how It was legal and cannabis wasn't haha! :o
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i agree, fuck spice. but it can be useful when shit gets stressful and you wanna get high when you're on probation or have a rando piss test.
this is why i would never live in america.
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has to be mushrooms for me when i overdosed on them, very intense.
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It would have to be when I eyeballed some pure JWH-018. Worst panic attack I've ever hard. As far as hard drugs go, I've always tried to avoid them. So, no near death incidents.
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I had a seizure of some sort, hanging out in the klong toey slums at the taxi drivers houses, drinking heavily and smoking yaba..
Thinking about it, there are dozens of experience which qualify for this thread :-\ No wonder I feel so damn old today.
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Hmm, not a simple one. Reflecting on all the bad experiences I've had, they got one thing in common: They all arose from that same fatalistic state of mind, you know, where you do moronic things against better judgement...the drugs themselves have never let me down ;-)...
Let's see (leaving out my stories involving psychedelics ;-): There was a time when I was struggling with insomnia and happened to have some H lying around and thought (actually, it prolly didn't involve a whole lot of that ;-) it was a good idea to regard it as a sleep aid and dose accordingly (heroically, that is). Well, the end of that story was my roommate being torn from his sleep by me running into the toilet door. Though I still somehow managed to keep a firm grip on the foil while crawling back to bed and later even came up with a half-assed story as to what the fuck I was doing there ^^.
Another time there was nothing around but etizolam (oh, the irony) but, you guessed it, a certain moron felt like squeezing some chemical euphoria out of that, too. I'll spare you the details of what must have been a very awkward and embarrassing benzo blackout. Today I realise that the only good thing about benzo ODs is that you won't remember shit unless somebody told you what happened (and that's the catch, there were plenty of people around unfortunately ^^). Damn, I sure want this to remain the one and only time that I screwed up like that...
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I'm still new to this whole drug thing so I'm taking baby steps. Had my first hash brownie, 1/4 of a brownie that is, it was good. Next day I had the other 3/4..too much too soon. When I closed my eyes it felt like I wouldn't be able to open them again because apparently I ceased to exist, and when I did open them I was very disoriented. I had to focus to tell if I was breathing or not. It felt like I was someone else looking at my arms and legs. I also learned that trance, and NOT death metal is a better listening choice. I was able to stay calm, however, and came up with some excellent story ideas, but I'm not eating that much again.
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I'm still new to this whole drug thing so I'm taking baby steps. Had my first hash brownie, 1/4 of a brownie that is, it was good. Next day I had the other 3/4..too much too soon. When I closed my eyes it felt like I wouldn't be able to open them again because apparently I ceased to exist, and when I did open them I was very disoriented. I had to focus to tell if I was breathing or not. It felt like I was someone else looking at my arms and legs. I also learned that trance, and NOT death metal is a better listening choice. I was able to stay calm, however, and came up with some excellent story ideas, but I'm not eating that much again.
That's why I think smoking weed/hash is better because when your too stoned, put the joint out and don't smoke anymore untill you feel like it but if you've ate too much, you can't really stop it from kicking your arse!
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I'm still new to this whole drug thing so I'm taking baby steps. Had my first hash brownie, 1/4 of a brownie that is, it was good. Next day I had the other 3/4..too much too soon. When I closed my eyes it felt like I wouldn't be able to open them again because apparently I ceased to exist, and when I did open them I was very disoriented. I had to focus to tell if I was breathing or not. It felt like I was someone else looking at my arms and legs. I also learned that trance, and NOT death metal is a better listening choice. I was able to stay calm, however, and came up with some excellent story ideas, but I'm not eating that much again.
That's why I think smoking weed/hash is better because when your too stoned, put the joint out and don't smoke anymore untill you feel like it but if you've ate too much, you can't really stop it from kicking your arse!
I really enjoy getting too high. I like (sometimes, not always) getting uncomfortably high because I like to push my limits because I know that physically it's safe and it brings me to new levels that I'd never been to before. My latest experiment was fasting and meditating for a day, no food for 24 hours, then I ate a pan of brownies and ripped bong hits until the brownies kicked in. There's a point where a trip is so intense that it's not even bad anymore, and I can honestly say that it was comparable to LSD or shrooms. Crazy stuff man, I love it :)
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I'm still new to this whole drug thing so I'm taking baby steps. Had my first hash brownie, 1/4 of a brownie that is, it was good. Next day I had the other 3/4..too much too soon. When I closed my eyes it felt like I wouldn't be able to open them again because apparently I ceased to exist, and when I did open them I was very disoriented. I had to focus to tell if I was breathing or not. It felt like I was someone else looking at my arms and legs. I also learned that trance, and NOT death metal is a better listening choice. I was able to stay calm, however, and came up with some excellent story ideas, but I'm not eating that much again.
That's why I think smoking weed/hash is better because when your too stoned, put the joint out and don't smoke anymore untill you feel like it but if you've ate too much, you can't really stop it from kicking your arse!
I really enjoy getting too high. I like (sometimes, not always) getting uncomfortably high because I like to push my limits because I know that physically it's safe and it brings me to new levels that I'd never been to before.
Yeah, I get you there but if you've done it by accident it can get quite nasty and catch you off guard if you know what I mean! :P
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I'm still new to this whole drug thing so I'm taking baby steps. Had my first hash brownie, 1/4 of a brownie that is, it was good. Next day I had the other 3/4..too much too soon. When I closed my eyes it felt like I wouldn't be able to open them again because apparently I ceased to exist, and when I did open them I was very disoriented. I had to focus to tell if I was breathing or not. It felt like I was someone else looking at my arms and legs. I also learned that trance, and NOT death metal is a better listening choice. I was able to stay calm, however, and came up with some excellent story ideas, but I'm not eating that much again.
That's why I think smoking weed/hash is better because when your too stoned, put the joint out and don't smoke anymore untill you feel like it but if you've ate too much, you can't really stop it from kicking your arse!
I really enjoy getting too high. I like (sometimes, not always) getting uncomfortably high because I like to push my limits because I know that physically it's safe and it brings me to new levels that I'd never been to before.
Yeah, I get you there but if you've done it by accident it can get quite nasty and catch you off guard if you know what I mean! :P
Oh yeah, definitely. Or if you drink and smoke, that always seems to end badly. Ate half a pan of brownies and drank half a gallon of vodka because I thought it was "sanitized water" because it tasted like hand sanitizer. So much vomiting.
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Oh yeah, definitely. Or if you drink and smoke, that always seems to end badly. Ate half a pan of brownies and drank half a gallon of vodka because I thought it was "sanitized water" because it tasted like hand sanitizer. So much vomiting.
I always seem to vomit every time I drink and smoke, It's horrible, really fucks you up haha!
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
Good weed can fetch up to $70/gram where I live, so I'd love to order a QP for under $1000 and make just short of $8000 from it ;D Can't wait to order some either!
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
Good weed can fetch up to $70/gram where I live, so I'd love to order a QP for under $1000 and make just short of $8000 from it ;D Can't wait to order some either!
Jeez, Lucky for you then! I'm guessing there isn't a lot of dealers/ decent weed where you live then? Around here, It goes for like £15/gram usually anything over that is considered 'too expensive' and anything under is considered 'too cheap, must be shit' haha but yeah, I'll be able t make a fair profit with most of the drugs on here :)
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
Good weed can fetch up to $70/gram where I live, so I'd love to order a QP for under $1000 and make just short of $8000 from it ;D Can't wait to order some either!
Jeez, Lucky for you then! I'm guessing there isn't a lot of dealers/ decent weed where you live then? Around here, It goes for like £15/gram usually anything over that is considered 'too expensive' and anything under is considered 'too cheap, must be shit' haha but yeah, I'll be able t make a fair profit with most of the drugs on here :)
There's a few for weed, but the weed is shitty, compressed, and filled with stems and seeds. It's awful and just gives me headaches. So hopefully everyone will start buying from me instead :) I'd like to make money and at the same time give people better product.
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
Good weed can fetch up to $70/gram where I live, so I'd love to order a QP for under $1000 and make just short of $8000 from it ;D Can't wait to order some either!
Jeez, Lucky for you then! I'm guessing there isn't a lot of dealers/ decent weed where you live then? Around here, It goes for like £15/gram usually anything over that is considered 'too expensive' and anything under is considered 'too cheap, must be shit' haha but yeah, I'll be able t make a fair profit with most of the drugs on here :)
There's a few for weed, but the weed is shitty, compressed, and filled with stems and seeds. It's awful and just gives me headaches. So hopefully everyone will start buying from me instead :) I'd like to make money and at the same time give people better product.
Stems are horrible! My town is basically dry right now, the only drugs being sold are weed and Valium, So i'm thinkng of buying meph, speed, mdma, pills and the rest to see which sells faster and makes more money for me to buy good quality stuff to keep my town bouncing!
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
i don't think I've ever met anyone who would question that
forgot my story...
craziest experience was about 5 grams of shrooms when i was relatively inexperienced. I completely convinced myself I was in some combination of the matrix and time having stopped, and I that I had been arrested...all within 2 hours.
And once I used a combination of adderall, vyvanse, and caffeine for 3 straight days purely for educational purposes. The combo of stress, lack of sleep, and stims killed me... I was a zombie when I finished everything.
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When I'm drinking, I like to smoke, but when I'm smoking, I don't like to drink.
I haven't had a drink or a joint in about a month! Only been touching 'drone lately and my local dealer has 'retired' so can't wait to get some coin and order a nice platter of substances!
Good weed can fetch up to $70/gram where I live, so I'd love to order a QP for under $1000 and make just short of $8000 from it ;D Can't wait to order some either!
Jeez, Lucky for you then! I'm guessing there isn't a lot of dealers/ decent weed where you live then? Around here, It goes for like £15/gram usually anything over that is considered 'too expensive' and anything under is considered 'too cheap, must be shit' haha but yeah, I'll be able t make a fair profit with most of the drugs on here :)
There's a few for weed, but the weed is shitty, compressed, and filled with stems and seeds. It's awful and just gives me headaches. So hopefully everyone will start buying from me instead :) I'd like to make money and at the same time give people better product.
Stems are horrible! My town is basically dry right now, the only drugs being sold are weed and Valium, So i'm thinkng of buying meph, speed, mdma, pills and the rest to see which sells faster and makes more money for me to buy good quality stuff to keep my town bouncing!
Nice, sounds like a good chance to make some money and friends haha. I'm hoping to do the same.
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Yup :) I've been trying to log onto the road for about half an hour now, but every time I get on without it saying "login failed, please try again" as soon as I click anything, I get thrown back onto the login page, grr! >:(
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Yeah it's down for me too, I'm sure it'll be up before long though.
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
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Working now!
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
Any specific reason why you hate the time loop? I actually love it when this happens.
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
Any specific reason why you hate the time loop? I actually love it when this happens.
Mainly because it tends to send me straight into paranoia.
The first time I had it I thought everyone understood something except for me. So I got stuck in this paranoid state of mind, with time seeming like it looped over and over again. And every time i'd try to regain control (foolish on cid, seriously) I would lose it and the paranoid would intensify.
So really I hate the loop because its never a happy thought loop, its a paranoid loop, and that just sucks.
I think i fuzzed my brain chemicals from all those years rollin, doin acid, xanax, blow, etc...
Now I can only do opiates, stims, and buds. No more hallucinogens, maybe very low dose shrooms, but just to get the gigglies, not the paranoia.
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Ah, that's a bummer mate. Sorry to hear you can't do them much anymore.
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
Any specific reason why you hate the time loop? I actually love it when this happens.
Whenever I hear about people who have committed suicide while under the influence of LSD, I think they were probably experiencing a time-loop. I think the time-loop is caused by a combination of sensory overload, short-term memory loss, and resistance to ego death...
Now that I have experienced ego death in a good set and setting, I no longer fear the time-loop... I can now enjoy it.
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
Any specific reason why you hate the time loop? I actually love it when this happens.
Whenever I hear about people who have committed suicide while under the influence of LSD, I think they were probably experiencing a time-loop, and resisting ego death. Suicide would seem like the only escape. I've had hellish time-loop experiences on LSD that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemies.
With that said, now that I have experienced ego death without resisting, I no longer fear the time-loop... I can now enjoy it.
I've heard stories about that, but they all ended up being urban myths. Got any sources or links to any legitimate ones by chance?
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1.) LSD. Thought I was dead and stuck in a time-loop. The same thing kept repeating itself over and over, seemingly without end. I thought I was in hell and destined to relive the same moment for eternity.
2.) Mushrooms. Same thing, and delirium. The trip felt like it lasted for years.
God I hate the time loop!
It's what made me stop using acid altogether, I couldn't seem to have another good trip after getting the time loop during one bad trip. I don't even do shrooms. And it almost ruined weed!
Any specific reason why you hate the time loop? I actually love it when this happens.
Whenever I hear about people who have committed suicide while under the influence of LSD, I think they were probably experiencing a time-loop, and resisting ego death. Suicide would seem like the only escape. I've had hellish time-loop experiences on LSD that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemies.
With that said, now that I have experienced ego death without resisting, I no longer fear the time-loop... I can now enjoy it.
I've heard stories about that, but they all ended up being urban myths. Got any sources or links to any legitimate ones by chance?
I am inclined to believe stories about people who have committed suicide while on LSD only because I myself seriously contemplated suicide while experiencing the time-loop. It seemed to me like the only escape. Thankfully my mom eventually found me, but if no one found me I might easily have killed myself. When you have experienced a trip as bad as the ones I have had, it doesn't strike you as absurd when you hear "urban legends" about people having committed suicide while tripping. Such stories seem very plausible to me. It should be noted that I also have a mental illness, so I don't blame LSD itself for it, but in my case, I blame the interaction between LSD, schizophrenia, and a very bad setting.
I know of several other cases. One is the man who jumped out of his window in the 1950s while under the influence of LSD. He was a victim of MKULTRA. He didn't know he had ingested LSD. He thought he was going insane. And this isn't an urban legend. It's well documented. Another case I have read of is a girl who committed suicide in the 70s or 80s under the influence of LSD. I don't remember who she was, but I remember seeing her father argue with Timothy Leary about it on TV. (I know of one more case, but it won't help you because it is anecdotal. It's someone I know personally.)
While I would never blame LSD for it, it is obvious that people with a pre-existing mental condition, or people who have been given LSD without their knowledge, could easily kill themselves under the influence of the drug. LSD can be dangerous in the wrong setting and psychological state.
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Accidentally walking into a state police exhibit in a mall while tripping, I picked up a shank and muttered "This is incredible". The pissed off officer that yanked it from my hand shouted in my face "I LOST A BUDDY BECAUSE OF THIS!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANS!?!?!?!"
I saw screaming police officers for the next 8 hours. Behind every tree. In every parked car. Under my fucking bed.
It was so so so terrible.
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Whenever I hear about people who have committed suicide while under the influence of LSD, I think they were probably experiencing a time-loop. I think the time-loop is caused by a combination of sensory overload, short-term memory loss, and resistance to ego death...
Now that I have experienced ego death in a good set and setting, I no longer fear the time-loop... I can now enjoy it.
Ah, ego death.
You know I was recently thinking back on that experience, and heard about ego death. After looking into it it's obvious that this is what I was going through. It just really fucked me up.
To add some color to my experience...
I was actually at a beach at night, while peaking on acid with a few friends. We smoked plenty as well. But came a point we started passing around whip its. So I sucked on that balloon till i nearly passed out.
Then I went into dream land...
I saw the tree of life. I got this sense that I was part of this bigger thing. Everything was connected. That lifes purpose was simply an expression of energy. It was like I knew the answer to life. It was crazy insight.
followed by sheer terror.
I lost the answer to life. And then I started this time loop which just had me cycling though this over and over. I did think that the only way out was to kill myself. As if i had gotten stuck in an alternate reality.
Thankfully i'm pretty chill, so I never acted on it.
But it was scary. I started thinking my life was a lie. Like I played this act (everyone plays an act, duh!). It was crazy self reflection, really. when I got home I took a benzo to knock me out because I was still freaking out. I woke up totally different and felt, the best way I can explain it, is damaged.
Of course, recently I find out that you shouldn't take a benzo to exit ego death, you should just let it pass.
I tried dosing acid a few times after that and it was never the same. too much fear, and not enough loathing, if you catch my drift.
So...
Understanding that I went through an ego death, I may be more willing to try some shrooms in the future. But i'm in no hurry :)
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Accidentally walking into a state police exhibit in a mall while tripping, I picked up a shank and muttered "This is incredible". The pissed off officer that yanked it from my hand shouted in my face "I LOST A BUDDY BECAUSE OF THIS!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANS!?!?!?!"
I saw screaming police officers for the next 8 hours. Behind every tree. In every parked car. Under my fucking bed.
It was so so so terrible.
Holy shit, that must have been awful. I would have had a break down in public haha. Glad you made it through that.