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Title: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 17, 2011, 04:42 am
I want to die/kill myself. I'm in pain each day I have chronic pain in my body and I want to finally be free from all financial obligations, family obligations and such.

I've always wanted to experience the afterlife and experience what is beyond this world I don't want to wait until I'm old and in a home to die.

But instead want to take my life early and when I say I pull the plug.

I was thinking about poisons but that's against rules for asking. I'm still seeking them out. I don't have access to weapons.

The only other thing I'd consider is jumping off a high story building but I don't live near any big places so I'd have to travel and I'm not entirely sure how I'd go about gaining access to a place I could jump off.

If you have any information, products etc to cause suicide that would be handy. I'm after a painless death and I'm 100% serious about this.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: mambosun on December 17, 2011, 04:54 am
You're not ready to die.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: Asbury on December 17, 2011, 04:55 am
Jump out infront of a truck or train

Hang yourself

Please just stop posting though.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: moonbear on December 17, 2011, 04:57 am
I'll kill you. :) How would you prefer? If I were you I'd buy an overdose of heroin from me - doesn't get any more painless than that.
Or I can shoot you with my bow, but I'd be inclined to rape your rotting body and teabag you.
Wanna go out a fun way, buy a gun and assasinate a member of congress then shoot yourself, atleast then your dying for a cause.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 17, 2011, 05:07 am
Thanks for the tips so far and the PMs but I dont want to move locations I dont have 5-9 grand spare to go overseas to die.

I'm looking for something that I can order on here or black market reloaded which can end my life.

Heroin. Needles skeeve me out man but I heard that ODing from heroin is painful. Also how much would you need to kill yourself? I've never done the drug in my life I'd be worried that I'd do it wrong and I'd become addicted to the stuff.

If anyone has information on Poisons swallowed orally that would be a help.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: moonbear on December 17, 2011, 05:12 am
I'll mail you one of my fresh dumps - I'm sure if you eat one it will kill you. It might not taste so pleasant but put a little hotsauce on it and it'll go down.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 17, 2011, 05:29 am
I'll mail you one of my fresh dumps - I'm sure if you eat one it will kill you. It might not taste so pleasant but put a little hotsauce on it and it'll go down.

Haha very funny. I like how someone asks for advice/help on an issue and you always get a bunch of dicks who have to have to put in their 2 cents.

Fuck off man seriously I'm talking a serious issue and you just want to be a dick and asshole and shit about it.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: Asbury on December 17, 2011, 05:33 am
If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would find a way to do it. You wouldn't fuck around for weeks on an online forum.


But you don't want to leave your house to kill yourself? Stoop kid is afraid to leave the stoop?

Just play WoW for weeks on end without stopping and end up dying like some of those dudes on the news. They didn't notice that they were going to die if they didnt get out of a fucking chair so i cant imagine it's too painful.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: LesbianRobot on December 17, 2011, 05:42 am
Do it online and broadcast it to youtube or cnn.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 17, 2011, 05:43 am
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If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would find a way to do it. You wouldn't fuck around for weeks on an online forum.
I'm asking advice because I'm afraid I'll botch the whole operation and end up retarded or something.

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But you don't want to leave your house to kill yourself? Stoop kid is afraid to leave the stoop?
I'm willing to travel just not that far from my location to end my life. But I am a bitch to attached to where I live at the moment. (Yes Stoop kid is afraid to leave his stoop)

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Just play WoW for weeks on end without stopping and end up dying like some of those dudes on the news. They didn't notice that they were going to die if they didnt get out of a fucking chair so i cant imagine it's too painful.

I hate WOW I can never get addicted to such a crappy game MMORPGs piss me off because the gameplay is always borning (Point and Click) and not fun for me. I could never become THAT addicted that I forget to eat.

Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 17, 2011, 05:46 am
Do it online and broadcast it to youtube or cnn.

If I had a sure way of dying like eating something or something that would cause instant death I'd do it.

Broadcasting it to the world however I'd probably wouldn't do.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: LesbianRobot on December 17, 2011, 08:24 am
heroin od...not painful, you just fall asleep and die in your sleep. peacefully
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: newhorizens on December 17, 2011, 11:55 am
Heroin. Needles skeeve me out man but I heard that ODing from heroin is painful. Also how much would you need to kill yourself? I've never done the drug in my life I'd be worried that I'd do it wrong and I'd become addicted to the stuff.

No offense mate but I think you lost a lot of people right then and there with that comment.

Here we have one who thinks they wants to kill them self, yet at the same time is worried about becoming addicted? wtf!

If your fear of becoming addicted overrides your desire to die then you obviously don't want to top yourself as you are thinking longer term. That is to say, you are considering how options now will effect your future. If you really wanna do yourself in - ie you'll have no future -  then thinking about the ramifications is the last thing on your mind.. those thoughts simply don't occur when your really serious, only the *how* part.

Re your initial Q for what it's worth; Definitely smack. Dunno where you heard it's painful. You pass out and never wake up. Easy, cheap, efficient, clean (ok you're not tolerant so you might spew everywhere while unconscious until your brain shuts down but that's just a total guess, not sure how ultra high dose/low tolerance works - only ever been around tolerant user OD's).

nuff said.

- nh
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: E=daveC² on December 17, 2011, 12:14 pm
My friend didn't look to be in much pain when he OD'd. Just laying there sleeping peacefully and turning blue. His mom gave him mouth to mouth so he survived. Make sure no one's is around to save you if you're serious. Do it when no one is home or do it outside somewhere like in the forest where no one will find you. Make sure to leave a note so your family knows what happened.

Order a gram from Nucleo. That will be plenty even snorted. Snort the whole bag and be done with it.

How are you afraid of needles yet not afraid to jump off a building? That makes no sense to me. I'm kind of the opposite.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: Volk21 on December 17, 2011, 12:33 pm
Use heroin and a benzodiazepine. You don't have to shoot up, you can snort it. I've been clinically dead due to taking heroin with phenazepam still in my system from some time before, fucking long half-life. It wasn't painful.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: newhorizens on December 17, 2011, 12:40 pm
My friend didn't look to be in much pain when he OD'd. Just laying there sleeping peacefully and turning blue.

First time I'd seen it happen we weren't even aware she had OD'd; Until it was to late. ahhh well 'live and learn'. Or for the case of this thread 'die and don't'

Edit to add: Don't want the above to sound callous, but live through enough fucked up shit - even though I've been free of it all for several years - and it's an easy way to cope with things.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: GORDENRAMSEY on December 17, 2011, 07:21 pm
Tips for suicide

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Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: Parasomnia on December 19, 2011, 05:34 am
don't do it
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 19, 2011, 08:21 am
don't do it

Why not?
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 19, 2011, 08:28 am
Going to get some Dimethyl Mecury or Tetrodotoxin.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: SpaceChimp on December 20, 2011, 02:36 am
Its funny you said you feared heroin addiction; I would actually give some serious drug use a look. Not to kill yourself, but just do a bunch of drugs for a while. Good way to bury some of that internal pain and not have it be permanent. Then in a few years, who knows... you might find something worth living for.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: bjhaus on December 20, 2011, 04:34 am
I've always wanted to experience the afterlife and experience what is beyond this world I don't want to wait until I'm old and in a home to die.

You've already experienced the afterlife, it's exactly the same as the beforelife. Remember how that was? yeah it's exactly like that.


The only other thing I'd consider is jumping off a high story building but I don't live near any big places so I'd have to travel and I'm not entirely sure how I'd go about gaining access to a place I could jump off.

Don't do that, you might land on somebody, and even if you don't some poor bastard has to clean up the mess afterwards.


If you're really serious about it make sure you've exhausted all possibilities for pain relief before actually ending your life. I had a friend in the same position but we found a cannabis tincture that reduced her pain to manageable levels. A few years later now and she's pain-free and has a whole new life, a beautiful daughter (my goddaughter) , and every time I see her she thanks me for not letting her give up and take the easy way out.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: wannabud on December 20, 2011, 07:42 am
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Who are you trying to kill?

Now it makes sense.
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: crooky1690 on December 20, 2011, 07:57 pm
This guy is a total fed or some stupid journalist, were drug users not retarded ...yet?
Oh yeah eat shit and die
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: coinchipz on December 21, 2011, 12:12 am
This guy is a total fed or some stupid journalist, were drug users not retarded ...yet?
Oh yeah eat shit and die

I'm no journalist. Just some guy who wants to die.  :-[  :'(
Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: OKF on December 21, 2011, 02:01 am
"6 million ways to die, choose one"

it's really not that hard.

just do it, otherwise you are just being an attention whore, crying for help.

suicide takes balls, so grow some or fuck off.

Title: Re: Tips for Suicide
Post by: interrupt on December 21, 2011, 02:04 am
what okf just said.

this thread needs to be put out of its misery