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Discussion => Silk Road discussion => Topic started by: dorito on October 06, 2011, 09:31 pm
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been doing drugs mainly ALONE since i was 12 with little to no affect,i am now in my twenties.but i keep doing it???why??
started off with inhalants and it made me feel like a was sat spinning on a massive old fashioned record player..thats all it did.
smoked ALOT of crack in the past-but i felt nothing,even the first time i did it i felt nothing,but i kept on doing it,even though it did not affect me...insane i know...
smoked heroin a few times-still nothing great,just makes me feel like vomiting.
exstacy makes my heart heavy and breathing difficult.
ive taken handfuls of benzos and it just makes me constipated,thats all it does.
weed makes me tired though,think thats the only drug which gives me some kind of effect besides the inhalants...i quit the inhalants a long time ago though.even when i go see hookers i dont like it.
could i be stuck in a psychosis?
been reclusive for the past 6 years.extreme reclusiveness.i avoid any social interaction at all times or else i get extremely paranoid.
whats going on?
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oh and ive also taken acid before...but it was the same story with as the exstacy,heavy heart and thinking i was going to die,but only saw vague colours and was extremely paranoid and jumped over a massive wall to get back to my house..
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Wrong site for you...tons of good sites that can help your with this, on the normal web. I'd try heroin-detox.com, or google around, or go to an NA meeting, talk to a shrink...this is a site to buy and sell stuff, not to get help for those kinds of problems. Good luck.
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yeah man, the best advice you could hope for from here would be how to better and more effectively use drugs,
which doesn't exactly seem like answer to the problem you're trying to work through at this time.
good luck, homie.
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People on this site can help you get drugs, that's our specialty. There are many other sites that would be great helping you out with your problem.
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If you don't enjoy them or you they are causing whatever issues then they may just not be for you. People all react differently and some people do not get the same pleasurable effects that others do.
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If the drugs aren't doing anything for you don't waste your money on them. People react to drugs differently. From what you've said about being anti social and a recluse I'd suggest that the drugs are not really helping.
Candyman626
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bR8XH3R95xE I just wrote this song for you, OP. Hope you like it. Also, try MXE.