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Discussion => Newbie discussion => Topic started by: Azeroth on March 26, 2013, 06:04 pm
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Everytime i roll i've got that guilty feeling few days after rolling. I'm like all filled with thoughts that i should never do it again.
Anyone else or thats just me?
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Everyone, eventually. I stopped that drug about 10 yrs ago, everyone I used to do it with quit eventually because of the midweek horrors.
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No A do a 500mg MDMA I did that shit and I coulnt see I was fucked up for real.
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I can't say I've ever gotten a guilty feeling. After a good roll my brain just feels "used up" for a couple of days. I just don't have the processing power that I usually do, that's all.
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just had .25 at 3pm yesterday with my girlfriend
then about .25 more at ten pm with two other friends
stayed up all night
and rolled crazy'
never done even close to that much before
and im still wired and just energized and awake but not rolling anymore
its was really great stuff from DutchTrade
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I get that guilty feeling when I wake up after a big night drinking and the end of it is a blur or blackout.
I may not have done anything wrong at all but it is the non-memory of it that has me stressed.
Best thing to do is take some nurofen or something stronger, drink lots of water and go back to bed. Dont go to work.
As for E, yes the 'crash' a few days after tends to get worse as you get older, in my experience. So frequency of use becomes less and less.
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The midweek molly blues are never pleasant, but I stopped taking MDMA when the sadness came with the peak. I would just start feeling so isolated from everyone around me, it was the complete opposite of the sociable function it would serve in the past. Ultimately I don't miss it too much, the best things about MDMA were the social situations it lead me to during a pretty formative time in my life. I'll still take an E pill at a show once in a while for the miscellaneous speed that's in it, if I'm not planning on being very productive the next day.
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I always tried to get into the habit of doing it on a Friday night, rather than a Saturday, so at least I'd have some extra, proper, sleep before going back to the rat race.