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Title: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: moz30 on March 25, 2012, 06:51 pm
Anyone can become addicted!
To much people are addicted without knowing it and thinking every is ok.

For everything there is a first time..
Many people trying something new and don´t know what can happen!

I love drugs, but i had my problems with it and it took me years to learn to take them safe or useful!

Are (or were) you addicted ?
What are your experience?
Did something happened to you?

Write your experience to help unemployed people!



I started with 13  to sneak me in to night clubs and bars and drunk alcohol on weekend.
Some best time of my life. many friends, first girlfriend,Sex, partys
Everything was perfect and nothing to do without school.
Funny time, but boring after some time!
4 month before my 16th birthday a friend asked me to smoke a joint,but i won´t!
He nerved me some days after i sad yes. I sad i only want to try it..
I felt nothing(bad weed) so i decided to try another time.
At my second time i was so stoned and felt great.
So i started one time a month, one time a week and in the end every day.
In this time i also started to smoke cigarets!
I only chilled at home and i shit on all of my old friends and than my new friends smoked.
After a year i eat mushrooms with friends than i thought it´s only nature.
Fluuussshhh you will know, the first psychedelic drug is a extreme experience!
But i thought every chemical drug is stronger than nature drugs.
After some time someone snorted speed an made me also a line.
I was frustrated of the effect and i decided to try other chemical drugs.
In this time i was a school boy with low money, so i also sold drugs to friends.
Mostly i took psychedelic drugs like lsd and mdma.
After 3 years i felt depressive after smoking weed 
and i stopped with drugs.
I found a nice girlfriend and new friends, but i started to drinking a lot of alcohol.
On one evening i was at city and i met one of my old supplier and he gave me 4mg Subutex.
I snorted it with my girlfriend and i felt so much love in me and i was happy like never before.
More happy than on my first shrooms.
Some time later i took benzos and Subutex (nothing other was available at this time).
Till one day i drove after 10 Rivoltriel with my motorbike.
After i awake everything hurts and my bike was nearly destroyed.
So same shit again! stopped the drugs and same time later starting again!
On this days i lived in south Austria in the near of Slovenia and i found a supplier from there, which sold
uncut H (like or better than Sr) and i started to deal a little bit.
I payed between 20 and 50€ for one gram and 30km over the state border i soled it for 80€ the cut stuff.
I got a new girlfriend and started to use H with her.
It was so cheap that i never had problems with my dependence for nearly one year.
With H it is so beautiful and easy to live that i ever had the feeling that i don´t use drugs anymore.
The most time i only used H and did my work and nothing more ..
After 2 years my supplier got busted and from one day on i had nothing.
I went to hospital and made a open drug rehab for 2 years.

From about 20 friends i´ve smoked at first about 17 use or used chemical drugs and about the half
use or used H daily!
Maybe it was our city, without H everything was expensive and from low quality for us!
I do not regret anything I've done. A bad experience is also a good experience!
I can recommend to anyone to search for help if you are addict, my rehab was good
for me. Some days before, i took some drugs against my pain and
on my first day in rehab i had to make a urine tests! I was positive on 7 substances!!
Really eye opener...
After this i was positive on 3 tests from about 30 in 2 years!

Many people are careless with there live (i was the same)
I ánd friends took stuff and snorted 0,2-03 or ate 2 pills without knowing something about the substance.
What could happen if you do this with 80%speed or speaker pills.

Now i only buy sometimes drugs on Sr and don´t use them every day.
Silk Road is perfect, it is difficult to get addict if you only order sometimes.
But who knows... ;)

Sry if i have a bad english :P
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: Marshun on March 25, 2012, 11:12 pm
i was assdicted shortly after arriving on this planet.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: cerealbox on March 26, 2012, 12:00 am
Cigarettes were my addiction. I started smoking when I learned what DARE had taught me about marijuana was false and assumed that cigarettes weren't actually bad or addictive either. I smoked a whole pack one day, got addicted by the next day, and turned out to be terribly mistaken.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: MagicMan on March 26, 2012, 04:35 am
Cigarettes were my addiction. I started smoking when I learned what DARE had taught me about marijuana was false and assumed that cigarettes weren't actually bad or addictive either. I smoked a whole pack one day, got addicted by the next day, and turned out to be terribly mistaken.

DARE taught me just how easy it was to say "no" to not doing drugs.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: msween27 on March 26, 2012, 05:14 am
I remember listening to dare in school, they said "If you take LSD you will hallucinate and see things that aren't there.  I was like "where can I find that shit!"

But not to get off the topic, I got hooked to H in my late teens and didn't know what the fuck I was getting in to.  Wish I had someone take me by the neck and say "listen kid, this shit is going to fuck with you for the next few years and put you through hell"

Information is key when doing any drug.  Be informed, know your facts and know your playing with fire when doing some drugs.   
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: Addy on March 26, 2012, 08:48 am
I'm lucky in that I don't have a strong compulsion for any drug that I might become addicted to. I enjoy heroin and meth on occasion, probably once a week, maybe every other week. I smoke roughly a pack of cigarettes a week, but when I'm tight on cash I may not buy them for weeks. Perhaps I'll be lost when I try crack.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: mju7 on March 26, 2012, 08:52 am
Not anyone can become addicted. Especially to Heroin. I found it easy to become physically addicted but no harder to quit. Also I found it to be a pretty boring drug. There is euphoria but no depth to it.

I guess this is why most H users only use on rare occasions and only something like 2% actually get addicted.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: PBucket on March 26, 2012, 09:02 am
I've been taking opiates for almost 4 years. I'm now Iving Heroin. I don't do it everyday. But almost haha.

It's all on your perspective. And you can change your perceptive without any drug(Which Is why I do art).

I can constantly change my perspective of the perspectives I'm having, so it's pretty much all a mind game.

So I think there is some depth to that and opiates are involved.

But also LSD jaja
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: yournamehere on March 26, 2012, 01:05 pm
Cigarettes were my addiction. I started smoking when I learned what DARE had taught me about marijuana was false and assumed that cigarettes weren't actually bad or addictive either. I smoked a whole pack one day, got addicted by the next day, and turned out to be terribly mistaken.

DARE taught me just how easy it was to say "no" to not doing drugs.
I just said no too.  Now I smoke everyday  :P
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: moz30 on March 26, 2012, 01:35 pm
I remember listening to dare in school, they said "If you take LSD you will hallucinate and see things that aren't there.  I was like "where can I find that shit!"

But not to get off the topic, I got hooked to H in my late teens and didn't know what the fuck I was getting in to.  Wish I had someone take me by the neck and say "listen kid, this shit is going to fuck with you for the next few years and put you through hell"

Information is key when doing any drug.  Be informed, know your facts and know your playing with fire when doing some drugs.   

Forget school..
They said after smoking some month you are physical handicapped!
And we read a book "Frag mal alice" "Ask Alice" i hope this is the English title
About a hippy girl witch goes crazy on acid.
Till i and many people heard something about H we thought the craziest story's about!!
You only can shoot H, after the first time you are addict and if you don´t get more you die.

That´s the problem no education but fear !!!
After people know that everything was lied they know nothing and loose the respect.
Before i take a new drug i inform my about, but to many people took everything only to get stoned.

I only use Lsd, coke, H, Mdma,max 1-2 per year speed, they are the best from all drugs.

no shrooms= lsd i never felt bad
coke = everyone knows why it´s the best :o :o and i don´t like meth and speed
H= i love h so much than in a good dose  it push me up and everything makes fun! Every other opiate push me only down..
Mdma= is the only best, every RC is shit if i think how dirty is mmc

Not anyone can become addicted. Especially to Heroin. I found it easy to become physically addicted but no harder to quit. Also I found it to be a pretty boring drug. There is euphoria but no depth to it.

I guess this is why most H users only use on rare occasions and only something like 2% actually get addicted.

Just let us say i find 100g and take it home. I would use and sell it, but till everything is away i´m sure i take it.
The same is with coke.
Nearly everyone who tried this drugs would do so..

Checked my mailbox today and i found Noriega´s white H,brown H and coke and i know i will take it till everything is away!!
That´s the reason that i´m happy that i have no supplier anymore..


Cigarettes were my addiction. I started smoking when I learned what DARE had taught me about marijuana was false and assumed that cigarettes weren't actually bad or addictive either. I smoked a whole pack one day, got addicted by the next day, and turned out to be terribly mistaken.

Cigarets are really, really bad and it´s the stupidest to start.
I started by smoking weed every day and after some time i felt bad and know it was the nicotine.

Cigarets are so useless to start, you don´t get stoned!
It´s really hard to cancel smoking...

I remember listening to dare in school, they said "If you take LSD you will hallucinate and see things that aren't there.  I was like "where can I find that shit!"

But not to get off the topic, I got hooked to H in my late teens and didn't know what the fuck I was getting in to.  Wish I had someone take me by the neck and say "listen kid, this shit is going to fuck with you for the next few years and put you through hell"

Information is key when doing any drug.  Be informed, know your facts and know your playing with fire when doing some drugs.   

I know it´s hard.. :(
Nearly every drug i used before my 18th birthday and now i think which asshole gave me this shit! >:(
With 13 we asked people at the supermarket to buy us beer and vodka. 8)
Never in my live i would give someone under 18 a drug or buy kids beer!


i can control every drug i take, except weed. i get really edgy and angered easily when i want to smoke weed and i cant get any. its that bad, that when i know im a day or two from running out, i make my mission to the man. im never without weed, i try breaks, but they dont last long. its really annoying to be honest hah!

If someone smoke every day he is weed addict!
I hope for you it is, it´s really respectable if someone can control everything.

I know many addicted which think every is ok and they can quit every time !!

You are addicted if you:
can´t say no to drugs if someone give it to you or you have it at home and can´t stop!
take them in situations where it´s useless, like at school, work or at important errands.

The addict is no problem for you if it make no problems in your live.                             
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: moz30 on March 26, 2012, 01:44 pm
i can control every drug i take, except weed. i get really edgy and angered easily when i want to smoke weed and i cant get any. its that bad, that when i know im a day or two from running out, i make my mission to the man. im never without weed, i try breaks, but they dont last long. its really annoying to be honest hah!



If someone smoke every day he is weed addict!
I hope for you are´t, it´s really respectable if someone can control drug use.

I know many addicted which think every is ok and they can quit every time !!

You are addicted if you:
can´t say no if someone give you drugs or you have it at home and can´t stop using them!
take them in situations where it´s useless, like at school, work or at important errands.

The addict is no problem for you if it make no problems in your live.
Title: Re: Anyone can become addicted !!! Experience with it ??
Post by: happyroller1234 on March 27, 2012, 12:24 am
i can control every drug i take, except weed. i get really edgy and angered easily when i want to smoke weed and i cant get any. its that bad, that when i know im a day or two from running out, i make my mission to the man. im never without weed, i try breaks, but they dont last long. its really annoying to be honest hah!
+1
I spend SO much money on weed.   :-\