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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: londonlondon on April 09, 2013, 09:25 pm
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hey guys,
im wondering, is it possible that I may reveal underlying info to someone while under the influence of LSD?
so you can better understand were im coming from:
im going to be tripping with my sister who I trust in all ways, except one thing, and its telling her that I dropped out of college recently.
dont want it affecting her idea of college as she really looks up to me.
would it be possible that I reveal this as a result of 'ego death' or what-not? or is it possible to keep that locked inside me?
cheers
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hey guys,
im wondering, is it possible that I may reveal underlying info to someone while under the influence of LSD?
so you can better understand were im coming from:
im going to be tripping with my sister who I trust in all ways, except one thing, and its telling her that I dropped out of college recently.
dont want it affecting her idea of college as she really looks up to me.
would it be possible that I reveal this as a result of 'ego death' or what-not? or is it possible to keep that locked inside me?
cheers
I think that if it's on your mind before you drop, there's a high chance that it'll come out or at the least be unpleasantly gnawing. If you're pretty close with her, you'd probably want to tell her.
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I doubt you'll feel the impulse to tell her, that'd be more of an MDMA or meth thing.
But I do feel the guilt will lead you into a nervous, anxious bad trip.
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thanks for both your great answers
so ego death does not give this feeling of disinhibition like the one you get from MDMA? i thought that lacking the presence of the ego i could be 'compelled' or wouldnt care about sharing such information. i doubt ill be thinking about it before the trip, but since ive heard LSD brings out things that are in the sub-conscious...
so it is possible to make some rational decisions regarding something id like to share and wouldnt like to?
@zvp1014: i had a feeling this would come up. the anxious/nervous possible 'bad' trip answer. im sure its not something i really understand yet, since i dont know how feelings are affected during a trip, but would it be possible that it works the opposite way? the fact that im 'hiding' this from her for her own benefit? that im doing it out of good intentions, rather than trying to conceal it for the wrong reasons. could this actually give me a good positive feeling?
sorry if this is too many questions haha
cheers guys
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thanks for both your great answers
so ego death does not give this feeling of disinhibition like the one you get from MDMA? i thought that lacking the presence of the ego i could be 'compelled' or wouldnt care about sharing such information. i doubt ill be thinking about it before the trip, but since ive heard LSD brings out things that are in the sub-conscious...
so it is possible to make some rational decisions regarding something id like to share and wouldnt like to?
@zvp1014: i had a feeling this would come up. the anxious/nervous possible 'bad' trip answer. im sure its not something i really understand yet, since i dont know how feelings are affected during a trip, but would it be possible that it works the opposite way? the fact that im 'hiding' this from her for her own benefit? that im doing it out of good intentions, rather than trying to conceal it for the wrong reasons. could this actually give me a good positive feeling?
sorry if this is too many questions haha
cheers guys
Wait, is this your first trip? You're very unlikely to feel ego death unless you specifically seek it while on a high dose.
Feelings and thoughts essentially dominate how your trip goes. If you spent all day researching bananas, eating bananas and giving your significant other intercourse with a banana, when you take the LSD you'll have a trip entirely about bananas.
Likewise, if you feel pent up guilt about not telling your sister the truth while sober, that will only be amplified while tripping. Whether or not the anxiety of that leads you to telling your sister is questionable, but if the anxiety is what's on your mind then it'll certainly be unpleasant.
However, if you can push your anxieties aside and forget about school altogether, you may not trip about it; that's more of an Ibogaine type trip to force the feelings from what I've heard.
This all being said- if you have time alone, to reflect, while on LSD (which I'd recommend in every trip, even if you're with friends initially)- seriously consider whether or not you want to continue not telling your sister the truth. The acid will give you insight into what your subconscious truly wishes to do.
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thanks for both your great answers
so ego death does not give this feeling of disinhibition like the one you get from MDMA? i thought that lacking the presence of the ego i could be 'compelled' or wouldnt care about sharing such information. i doubt ill be thinking about it before the trip, but since ive heard LSD brings out things that are in the sub-conscious...
so it is possible to make some rational decisions regarding something id like to share and wouldnt like to?
@zvp1014: i had a feeling this would come up. the anxious/nervous possible 'bad' trip answer. im sure its not something i really understand yet, since i dont know how feelings are affected during a trip, but would it be possible that it works the opposite way? the fact that im 'hiding' this from her for her own benefit? that im doing it out of good intentions, rather than trying to conceal it for the wrong reasons. could this actually give me a good positive feeling?
sorry if this is too many questions haha
cheers guys
Wait, is this your first trip? You're very unlikely to feel ego death unless you specifically seek it while on a high dose.
Feelings and thoughts essentially dominate how your trip goes. If you spent all day researching bananas, eating bananas and giving your significant other intercourse with a banana, when you take the LSD you'll have a trip entirely about bananas.
Likewise, if you feel pent up guilt about not telling your sister the truth while sober, that will only be amplified while tripping. Whether or not the anxiety of that leads you to telling your sister is questionable, but if the anxiety is what's on your mind then it'll certainly be unpleasant.
However, if you can push your anxieties aside and forget about school altogether, you may not trip about it; that's more of an Ibogaine type trip to force the feelings from what I've heard.
This all being said- if you have time alone, to reflect, while on LSD (which I'd recommend in every trip, even if you're with friends initially)- seriously consider whether or not you want to continue not telling your sister the truth. The acid will give you insight into what your subconscious truly wishes to do.
Im fucked up but I think this guy nailed it. I was recently tripping on LSD and was contacted and engaged in conversation with someone who didn't know I was tripping. Man the truth just poured out. I didn't have the heart to think things out, if I had been sober I am certain this would have gone differently. But my tripping mind just said what it thought. It went well for both parties.
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The last time I tripped on LSD I was with my bro and my trip kinda went left and before I knew it I was talking about all kinds of shit and problems that I felt like I always realized were bothering me but never really realized how much it was bothering me. It was crazy, I kept trying to stop but I just kept talking. I think depending on rather you have a good or bad trip depending on how much you take you still will probably feel obligated to talk about a lot of things. I'm not a very social or energetic person I'm more laid back and quiet but it really takes you there man really gets you going maybe if I were around people I didn't know I wouldn't have talked as much but since it was someone close to me it was even easier than it would normally be to talk about and mention a lot of things that I did.
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The CIA was interested for a while in counter espionage tactics using LSD including brainwashing and forced defection of Russian spies . Just look up Project MKULTRA. The US govt gets up to some truly horrific shit >:(.
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I think that if it's on your mind before you drop, there's a high chance that it'll come out or at the least be unpleasantly gnawing. If you're pretty close with her, you'd probably want to tell her.
This.
But, I think that doing it under influence would increase the chances of her being more understanding and sympathetic, and it would be a perfect occasion to get rid of your guilt, considering that the "secret" is not that traumatic.
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do not worry about this, if you and your sister trip together, it will all come out and it will all be good, it will not necessarily jade her view of higher education, you love each other and the trip will most likely only make you closer, forget this talk of ego death, as one responder said that is for hi doses and other times. Enjoy the ride, your gonna think your ass off brother, it will be wonderful :) Love and Light
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lsd tends to only cause ego death on high doses. you will most likely not experience that unless you are extra sensitive to psychedelics.